Wittles

I haven't gone on here in a while, but I've been having a real rough time lately. I don't even know why. I don't feel as suicidal though. just more of a passive dislike of existing. So I don't even know where to start. Everything just feels so hopeless. I wake up, go to school, go home, I screw up even trying to do homework, I can't focus because of ADHD(ugh, that just sounds like a stupid excuse) I can't focus on anything. I can't do anything. Then I just wake up and repeat it all again. The only reprieve I get is at night where I can just retreat into my private world. But that just leads to really unhealthy amounts of sleep. By that I mean I regularly stay up until three in the morning. I'm always tired during the day, no matter what. I can't focus on school, I can't even do school. Then there's my mom. I love her so much, but she is probably the cause of the majority of my self worth/anxiety/whatever the heck is wrong with me. I have no freedom. I don't know how accurate it is, but it feels like I have subconsciously developed some sort of thought process that my mom will just do things for me if I don't. She's more invested in my grades than I am. I want to get good grades and do well in school, I really do, but it doesn't feel like it's my initiative or motivation or whatever that is actually getting me to do things. It just feels like something my mom really wants for me, and won't let me do it my own way. I don't know how much of my failure to do anything is on me, but on the rare occasions I do get things done without her breathing down my neck, I am able to get things done. I'm just such a failure and disappointment. oh well, I guess my rant is over now

"Deal with it geek" wow. It is at that point you realize that (spoilered for size)

Oh man, that resonates with every fiber of my being. I have subconsciously attached so much of my self worth to grades and achievements that if I'm anywhere except my own little "Mabel bubble"(this is a gravity falls thread, what do you expect), I don't feel like an adequate human being. I'm just gonna stop here, but yeah. labels can be extremely harmful

28s? what does s stand for? can you observe cheese?

This is the most accurate description of weather

I love the style! Agreed

Yas! I love them!

Nah, Ba'alzamon doesn't need a redemption TPBM denies the existence of mountains

Me too!

You know the feeling when you have a gay crush on a straight person, and you know you can't ever do anything with those feelings, so you just shove it down, but then he does something gay as a joke and you just feel really confused because you thought those feelings were gone, but you really felt something and you hate that you did because that's not how you're supposed to act.

"Apparently we're supposed to be sharing a room." He said nervously fidgeting with a pencil in his hands It's Lyle. It's ok, he probably just forgot.

Weirdmageddon hit me in the feels really hard

Agreed!

Okay, I thought you meant the sequel trilogy, Empire and Return of the Jedi are good

I think I'll use these coconuts to make a horse sounding machine When you see a cool book in the library you've been wanting to read

Well done!

@The Aspiring Archivist

Twenty-one pilots! Nice

And a paper hat?! Let's go!

Agreed Now I want to see what shards all the Gravity Falls characters would have! I feel like Ford would be Invention This is yet another reason why the shard is the best website. We can just call Ford Adonalsium and everyone gets it

Ohmygoshohmygoshohmygosh YEEYEEYSYSYEYYSEYSEYES!!!! FORD IS NOW UNOFFICIALLY HOID!!

Meanwhile a man with a single spike through his eye walks through the nearby forest searching for something. "Well look at what we have here," he said with a mischievous grin on his face. He looked down upon a statue of Bill Cipher with his hand outstretched. "Care to make a deal?" The man shook the hand of the statue, blue flames erupted at the contact. A maniacal laugh rang out through the forest.

"Oh no, not him, why did it have to be him!" He thought. "Oh okay, thanks." He said aloud. Lyle turned back to the building and began to walk towards it

Lyle walked up to Carrie, pointedly avoiding eye contact. "Uh, hi, I don't think I got a good look at the list before we left, could you tell me who I'll be sharing a room with? I think I'm ready to go to bed."

Most of the time. If you could completely forget one story so you could go back to it with fresh eyes, what would it be?