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  1. Wittles

    Current mood: "Heck if I know what I'm doing, but gosh darn it, I'm gonna do whatever it is well"

    1. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      So essentially Mat all through WoT.

    2. Wittles

      Wittles

      Pretty much

    3. Mags

      Mags

      me thinking about the ACT

  2. Wittles
    The Hollow Knight OST is so freaking amazing and just sets the mood so well Also these are all so good! Your writing is amazing and I love them all!
  3. Wittles
    Those are all so cool! Especially the spiderverse ones, I love those
  4. Wittles
    Exactly. I don't even know how that would actually work. But now I really wanna figure it out 1859
  5. Wittles
    We could make a fantasy world that's also math? Idk, just ignore me lol 1857
  6. Wittles
    yup. It's very crunchy TPBM has a very random sense of humor
  7. Wittles
    Thaidakar is a cool character, and the ghostbloods are also really cool. Thaidakar + Ghostbloods = Many much cool 37.4/38.64
  8. Wittles
    Probably my best friend who I can just kind of talk to about anything Do you ever just talk to yourself in an accent? For literally no other reason than because you can?
  9. Wittles
    You know when your car parks on the tree house and you fall off a bridge? Well google said so, so.....
  10. Wittles
    Granted, You now will always forget what you were doing when you go into a room I wish for a chair that can accelerate up to mach 2
  11. Wittles
    Fortunately, a dragon flew by
  12. Wittles
    Absolutely. It's way more better than math TPBM Wants some juice
  13. Wittles
    Sprinkle Sproinkle
  14. Wittles
    Unfortunately, Death had a scheduling issue so Netflix's death was delayed
  15. Wittles
    Accept the pain, but do not accept that you deserve it. -Hoid/Wit/Brandon Sanderson
  16. Wittles
    What? Noo...I would never do that! TPBM finds etymology fascinating
  17. Wittles
    Almost certainly not TPBM already has homework piling up into a stressful void of school
  18. Wittles

    I never thought it would be so nice to remember I have a mental disorder lol. 

    To clarify, I have ADHD, and there's a lot more to it than just being hyper and stuff, like not being able to start tasks, sleep problems, weird mood swings, and a bunch of other things that I have really big issues with.

    What I'm trying to say is that I feel better knowing that I have something actively weighing me down and making it way harder to go about daily life, but I'm still doing pretty ok. Sure my grades aren't the best, and I'm late a lot, but I've still been able to take AP classes and pass them. And I'm still able to get back up and keep going even just a little bit at a time.

    It is really frustrating though when my parents (especially my mom who doesn't really understand it) try to force me past my limits that I'm exhausted from trying to push through. I'll get to the point where I am physically incapable of doing more homework, and she will insist on sitting right next to me until I finish, which stresses me out A LOT and doesn't actually help.

    Anyways it's a lot better for me to know that I have something else that I have to deal with that a lot of people don't and I'm still able to be moderately successful. When it's not a depressy day, I'm able to realize that I'm not weak for struggling with a thing, I would be weak if I just gave up on everything and stopped trying to do anything at all. But I haven't done that yet so I think I'm doing pretty good.

    If you're struggling in any way, just know that you're doing fine and that sometimes simply existing is hard some days, but you're still pushing through despite that. That's something that defines strength. You may not feel it, but you are strong. You'll be able to get through what you're going through, and you'll be able to look back and look at how far you've gone and it'll be something you'll be proud of.

    I hope you people have a great day!

    Spoiler

    This is a bit of a rant just to get some thoughts out, Idk why, but I felt like saying some things that have helped me feel better about myself in the hopes that I could help y'all. 

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    Just ignore my nonlinear writing structure

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    Sorry for all the SU's lately lol

     

     

    1. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      Having a reason always makes things a little more bearable. You’re awesome. 

    2. Mags

      Mags

      Honestly I feel the same way lol, I'm not officially diagnosed with an anxiety disorder but when it comes down to the facts the chances are pretty likely that I have one. In middle school I thought I was just a weak/ bad person. It was so relieving to realize there really wasn't anything wrong with me as a person. 

      We just gotta do our best, we don't need to be perfect.

  19. Wittles

    I think I'm doing a lot better today

    I'm not really feeling awful about myself, just about school and parents and things...

    So basically the same things, but I'm in a good enough mental state that some progress might be made today

    And I have seminary today for the first time this school year, so hooray!

    Anyway, you're all cool and I hope everyone who reads this has a great day. 

    (and people who don't read this too)

    1. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      Seminary is good! Keep breathing, Wittles.

  20. Wittles
    THE FISH WITH LASER FINS
  21. Wittles
    NOOOOOOOO!!!! I was doing so good!!!
  22. Wittles
    Granted, but it's only for 1.047197551 seconds I wish for a Spider named Sasquatch
  23. Wittles
    The fact that I don't think "right" is a fact that is being driven deep into the core of my being and it causes so much pain. I can't learn "right" I can't organize "right" I can't communicate "right" Logically, I know this isn't true, that it can't be true. I know that there's no "right" way, and that it's okay that I do things differently But I can't believe that when the most common thing I've internalized from every teacher and authority figure I've had is that I'm lazy and disrespectful and I'm not doing things the right way I hate myself. I hate the fact that I'm just wrong. I feel like I shouldn't have problems because I'm supposed to be strong and I'm supposed to choose to be better. Gosh I hate it when my parents tell me "you choose your attitude" Or "You're the only one who controls how you feel" If that was true, then am I just not supposed to feel sadness when someone I love dies? Am I supposed to not feel fear when I'm up until four a.m. listening to my parents fight? Even if that wasn't a problem, I'm sure as hell not supposed to show emotions. If I show anger, I get in trouble. If I share how I really feel to my parents, it's never their fault they make me feel like I'm not enough, it's mine. It's always my fault. All of my problems are, or at least feel like they are completely my fault, and I should just be doing better and working harder. I feel like everything I'm feeling is awful and I shouldn't feel it and I'm a bad person for having a decent life and still feeling like a waste of space. I'm so tired of life. Anyway, I just needed to get some feelings out here. I'm not really having a great time right now
  24. Wittles
    HAHA!!! I HAVE A SWORD NOW!!!!
  25. Wittles
    Seeing my friends laugh at something I said or did. Even if I didn't mean it to be funny, it makes me feel a bit less of a burden on my friends. Walking in silence with a friend
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