kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

you ever feel like a burden?

like this awful, selfish person

and you can’t get over how selfish you are

like

people don’t owe me anything

im nice to people because thats how things should be, not necessarily because i expect something out of it

but i do wish i got more out of my relationships i guess

i feel like the therapist friend but then when i voice my own issues or when i withdraw, i get ignored or like brushed off or the subject gets changed

and i feel like somehow that’s my fault? but i don’t know how to fix it yk

idk i’m feeling a lot of things rn

good is definitely not one of them

i wanna go home