kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

anyone else feel like people are just being polite and you keep waiting for the switch to flip and for everyone to tell you what really goes on in their heads when they see you?

anyone else feel like you’re finally making progress until you sit down and think about how you’re doing and you’re really just still sad and anxious and apparently you’re SHing in obscure ways?

anyone else feel frozen every single time you sit down to do one of your favorite things, and it really just doesn’t hit the same anymore?

anyone else feel stuck inside some kind of impossible puzzle box of vices and obligations but it’s something you built around yourself? 

anyone else gaslight themselves out of believing they need help?

yeah. me too.