kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

i just love getting sick

this isn’t just sick either

i’m like sick sick

i got maybe a collective 1 or 2 hours of sleep last night, and i was more than half conscious for most of those 

i have a splitting headache and my stomach really hurts and i have body aches and my tonsils are all swollen and it feels like glass shards when i swallow 

i haven’t thrown up in a rlly long time (years and years) so i don’t really remember what it feels like but i’ve felt like i’m going to a couple times this morning too

im deathly afraid of throwing up too cuz like whenever i do get sick enough to throw up i also dry heave and it hurts so bad

i took my temperature earlier this morning and i have a low grade fever too

and i was trying so hard not to get sick

i took some DayQuil because i physically cannot miss my chemistry class today

it’s literally the most important day of the entire year and if we miss it it’s just kinda like… womp womp (he’s showing us how to do all the qual tests and stuff and since qual is an assessment he can only show it to us today and if we miss it too bad so sad and we’re on our own). qual’s worth 10% of our grade. 

so yeah i think i’ll go to chemistry and then come home unless i’m feeling better enough to stay longer but i doubt i will

aurghhhhhhhggh