kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

the scariest part of depression is the desensitization

and the not caring anymore

and how normal it all feels

like… there are people who wake up excited for their day. that astonishes me. 

there are people who don’t struggle to sleep or to eat or to put down their phone or to talk to their friends and family and just

idk

i have voice lessons today

 i don’t want to go

 but if i stay home i know i’ll just rot away on my phone on the couch

i haven’t done anything productive today