kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

lowkey weird day

cried myself to sleep last night and got really really really close to SH

woke up with a MASSIVE headache

packed some tylenol in my bag and took it during the day

didnt answer any of my texts or notifs cuz i just didn’t have the energy and i know this is awful of me but i wondered if anybody would notice if i just didn’t exist for a while

don’t think anybody did but whatever it was stupid anyway and all it did was make me really lonely

at least we didn’t do much in rehearsal

i gotta do some homework

it’s too nice of a day to waste inside so maybe i’ll do it on the porch

it’s like a whole 60 degrees

anyway

guess i just came here to say i’m alive