kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

There was a whole couch-seat debacle with my two little brothers, and this might take a little explaining. But. Basically my older brother and I were sitting on the same couch, and my two little brothers were sharing a couch. My baby brother was annoying my little brother, so Lil Bro came and sat by me but we were all squished. Baby Bro stopped bothering Lil Bro and went away, so I suggested that Lil Bro go back to the now-empty other couch. He gave me this really almost sad looking face and said, “It’s because you don’t like me.”

…huh. 

oh, and Perfect Golden Child Little Sister sold a bunch of my old doll stuff to save up for a stupid little camera and she’s refusing to even acknowledge that a lot of it was mine. And of course mom is siding with her. It’s enough to make me want to cry, just the lack of validation I feel from the people who should love me most. 

why is my family like this?