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Okay! Rundown of the past five days:

Thursday:

Okay, frankly, that day was a ton of fun. Being the last day of school, we mostly played games in classes--which were just 24 minutes long anyway. Right after school, a few friends and I (we'll call them Kara, Hendrix, and Sebastian) walked to Hy-Vee to grab some food before heading to the high school for our high school show choir reveal! The theme for the JV group (Swing Cats or SCATS, freshmen can ONLY make this one) is The Dark Side of the Moon, but it's more like the dark side of ourselves. Our songs include The Upside, Double Vision, Stuck in the Middle, Au Revior/Dark Side/Demons, and Heartless Madness. I'm intrigued. I'll post photos of our costumes a little later. After that, I went home and took a shower, my mom double-french braided my hair, I changed into a swimsuit and grabbed a box of otterpops, and we were off to the pool party for the musical cast! Mal was there and he came and voluntarily talked to me--AND THEN STARTED A SPLASH FIGHT.  Hehehe. (Bit of background for this next part--one of my lines while playing Alice was "I feel so dark, I feel so dead, all is black inside my face.") He was RELENTLESS. So while catching my breath (because literally, water was coming out of my mouth and nose and MY EYES), I held out my hand like "pause" and said, "All is water inside my face." That made him laugh pretty hard, so I took the opportunity to splash him, to which he responded, "REALNAME LASTNAME!" My replay was "REALNAME MIDDLENAME LASTNAME!" Hehe. And then we played volleyball in the water but it was really hard... xD After the pool party, I went home and changed back into some comfy clothes and headed to my friend's house for a barbecue! (Let me just think up some fake names for them... (Avery; Leena; Gail--yes, the same Gail from YoYoBeri; Kara--yes, the same Kara I walked to Hy-Vee with; Raven; Lucy; Clara; Belle; Isla; Kylie; and Harper. Phew.) There was some drama that threw down... I'll get to that in a bit. First (I was late because of the pool party), I ate quickly and then we walked to Hy-Vee (idk what it is with these people and Hy-Vee lmao xD), then to the park where we played Sandman--along with Avalie (yes, fake name) from school. Her friend group (they're... they can be toxic) left her behind so she just decided to hang out with us instead. Eventually we had to head home, where we talked about boys and life. That night, we found out that Kara's crush liked a different girl (Kara's best friend basically), so that was rough and there were some tears. Also, Leena's ex called Avery (they're very close, almost like sisters) and confessed his feelings for her. I have video proof :| that was, uh.... quite interesting. But Avery stood up to that jerkface (for the sake of refraining from stronger language) and was like "No, you broke my best friend's heart, and this would be a betrayal for me to say yes. So no." And then also I told them about my anxiety and depression issues and they were all so sweet. But yeah, it was a ton of fun!

Friday:
Frankly, I have no clue what happened on Friday. I know stuff happened. But what?

Saturday:
I didn't get out of my pajamas this day lmao. I was deep-cleaning my bathroom and room (finished my bathroom, halleluiah), and then also binge-playing Luna Ravel  (SUPER fun game, kind of a choose-your-own-story type thing but it's way better than Episode or Spotlight. The art is beautiful and the stories are gripping--Luna's a detective. ALSO PETER IS SO HOT). 

Sunday:
Did some drawing (I'll post those a little later along with the costume pics) and ate like 12 mini croissants from Sam's Club because they're so good :loudly-crying: :star-struck: Finished cleaning my bathroom, then showered and changed (didn't get out of my pjs until about 4--look, I know, I wore them for like 42 hours and it's gross but it's not going to happen again I promise because bleh xD) and went to my cousin's grad party! I felt pretty out of place (the cousin who I used to be super close with is now closer with Leena's older sister, Adreena than she is with me, and she basically ignores my presence. So. Yeah.) I roleplayed with @The Halcyon Girl instead of interacting with people hehehe, until towards the end when my graduating cousin and his girlfriend talked to me and my older brother. It was fun! Also I ate like 7 chocolate cookies. They were like the Walmart bakery chocolate chunk cookies--OMG they're so good. OH ALSO I HAD A COFFEE AT LIKE NOON/ONE AND IT KEPT ME UP PAST 1:30 THIS MORNING MWAHAHAHAHAHA (also more Luna Ravel binge-playing ) ANYWAY IT WAS SO FUN! 

Today:
I'm probably just gonna work on my room... maybe invite Leena and Avery over if I make enough progress. We'll see! Thanks for reading this ridiculously long SU!

FRE SHA VOCA DO!