kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

Oh man, guys. I...

*scoffs*

So. I guess I'll start about six weeks ago. We stopped going to church consistently--we'd go some weeks, skip others, just go to second hour... and eventually it was just me and my sister still going. I just got sustained as the YW secretary yesterday. And then last night happened.

*groan-sighs*

So apparently my mom has had what people call a "faith crisis" for like twelve years now, which is pretty dang close to my whole life. Um. Basically, we're kinda separating from the Church. Details may follow.

Basically my parents sat us down last night and told us that they have issues with the organization and the history and that if we still want to go they'll take us but that they don't feel like they're in a place that they can go and idk if I want to after some of the stuff we talked about. And since that conversation, my anxiety has shot through the ceiling.

That's it.