Edema Rue

Fury:

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

 

Ignore their yelling.

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

 

Ignore the pounding in your head,

In your heart.

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

 

Eyes closed.

Block them out.

Keep them out.

Stay back.

Stay back.

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

Anger

Will cut you

More surely

Than it will

Your enemies.

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

 

Breathe.

Breathe.

I am going

Insane.

I am eating

Away

At my soul.

Rage does not 

serve me

I am but

its tool.

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

 

I am not

In control.

My mind

Is falling

To pieces.

Tiny pieces

Are more easily

Controlled.

Controlled by the anger.

The endless

Anger.

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

 

Push them

away.

Stay in 

control.

Don’t let them

Hurt you.

I am safe

Behind my wall.

I am safe 

When I destroy them.

I am 

Not 

This rage.

This anger

Is not me.

But I

Summoned it.

I

Brought it here.

For

Protection.

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

 

Hurting them

Won’t heal you.

I

Don’t 

Care.

I 

Don’t want

To be healed.

I

Want

To

Break 

Them.

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

 

There is 

No 

Reason.

My anger

Hurts only

My soul.

But I 

Will learn.

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

 

Don’t let the voices

Hurt you.

Block the sound.

But 

Don’t 

You

Dare

Hurt them.

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

 

Destruction 

I

Crave

It.

I

Am

Hungry.

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

 

Am I

Insane?

I 

Won’t

Hurt 

Them.

I won’t.

 

Air comes in.

 

But I 

Am

Hungry.

 

Air goes out.

 

Will you

Feed me?

Will your

End

Satisfy 

The fury?

 

Air.

Comes in.

Air.

Goes out.

 

And if

It doesn’t?

And if

I crush you?

And if 

I’m glad?

What 

Happens

Then?

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

 

I

Love you.

I

Won’t

Hurt you.

Trust me.

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

 

Am I insane?

Would I know?

Would you know?

Do you

Know already?

Come

Sit

Trust me.

I

Won’t hurt

You.

 

Air comes in.

Air goes out.

 

I will end you.

 

Air comes in

Air goes out.

 

Why are you afraid?

 

Air comes in.

 

The voices 

Are gone now.

The hunger

Has fled.

 

Air

Goes

Out.