That1Cellist

"‘But you’re trying. That’s enough. You’re enough, you’re fighting a hard fight, and we’re proud of you. We’re proud of how you try and proud of how you search for the truth even if you’re scared of it. I know you’re not selfish. You’re doing fine."

(that was Haly btw 

Even if you "talk about your problems too much" (which I don't think you do. It's good that you're able to ask for help. You just have to believe that you deserve it) that doesn't mean they are non-existent. Everyone has problems. It doesn't matter if you succeed or fail in changing, all that matters is that you tried. No matter how many times you fall, as long as you try again, it's okay. You aren't stupid, nor are you annoying. You're a genuinely kind, intelligent, and interesting person. Sometimes you don't see it. But know that everyone on the Shard does. We are here to support you and tell you that you are all of the amazing things you say you aren't. Because you are. Everyone pretends to be fine sometimes. Everyone wants attention sometimes. These do not make you selfish. They, as @The last Fae in the Woods put it, make you human.