That1Cellist

Hi everybody!

Does anyone else worry they're an attention seeker? Often, I think I am. I hate this. I feel like I don't even know if the things I feel are real. What if I'm just trying to get attention? Just trying to get people to notice me?

Falling. Down. Faster. Rushing to an inevitable demise. Endlessly. There is no way to know when the ground will appear through the haze, getting larger, moving upward through an unending mist. The ground rushes upward as I fall forever. Screams are let loose. Are they mine? Are they even real? A false sense of danger, of hopelessness? As the ground gets ever closer, I wonder not when I will hit it, for it is hidden from my eyes, but if it is even real or not.

Ummmm. After writing that I realize it probably sounds a lot more dangerous than it is. I've actually been doing reasonably well recently.