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Status Replies posted by EmulatonStromenkiin
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time: 4:44 AM.
currently doing: watching 10 week old mini golden doodle that is now mine. he likes to bite things. he’s finally settled down, and i’m running on two and a half hours of real sleep. i’m here watching him for two more hours at least.
do i wanna cry from the sheer exhaustion and difficulty this is? absolutely.
am i able to? nope. idk why but my body and mind won’t let me cry.
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I haven't been able to cry for six years.
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i dont want to get out of bed.
i’m lovesick, melancholy, and downright depressed.
i miss my love, i always miss her, but because she’s a thousand miles away, i miss her more: more than i’d like to admit.
and i’m tired. it’s been a long week.
i know usually i’m all chipper and happy and what not, sorry.
not today. at least, not right now. maybe later.
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Oh, cousin. The burning darkness is. And yet, fear not. See the stars. There is yet hope.
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We're diving deeper...
How's everyone feeling about The Experience?
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We are regretting the ban on cursed text. WE ARE THE SHADOWS, AND WE WILL CONSUME ALL!
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i’m standing firm on the fact that chris pine should play kelsier
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@The Wandering Wizard, I feel the same.
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would someone do me the grand favor of explaining why i have to be so alone all the time
like not mentally or emotionally, i know i have friends who love me, and a girlfriend who i adore just as much as she does me,
but like:
physically alone.
like i don’t know why, but it just really hurts when i’m in bed, awake for some reason at like two in the morning,
and i just feel empty. and kinda sad, and kinda alone.
why is that?
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For the darkness is, cousin. That darkness that wishes to consume all emotions and leave but a void in its place.
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My 100 dollar lightsaber gets here tomorrow :]
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On a completely different note, I saw something at work that made me think of you and Luna, Calano
SpoilerImage isn't working, but it is the following quote: “And I'd choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I'd find you and I'd choose you.” – Kiersten White
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Here's a poem:
SpoilerI hope you know how much you mean to me
And though it is hard to put into words, I'll try
You have been
A steady rock
Against the storms of this world
A blazing light
Piercing the darkness of my thoughts
A reminder
Of my worth to God
One who believes in me
When even I do not
There when I need
To not be alone
In spite of the distance between us
And I promise
That I will be
There when you need
To not be alone
Regardless of the distance between us
One who believes in you
Even when you do not
A steady light
Against the darkness of this world
One who supports
The pursuit of your dreams
Through the challenges that will come
And a reminder
Of your worth to God
Thank you for being my friend
And I promise to be yours till the end
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Two more days, ladies and gentlemen.
And then I'm able to play a game I've been waiting 4 years to get my hands on.
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Does anyone know how to do status updates on mobile?
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My school has been preparing to put on a massive music show and we did it last night and it went really well! Between the various choirs, bands, orchestra, color guard, and various other groups, we performed a total of 25 songs! Though the orchestra only played in 6 songs, we were told by the teacher to mosh pit during a specific song, we did the macarena during another, during a song there was dinosaurs dueling with lightsabers (who then died to the Choir director) and it was just a wild night! And we're performing it again tonight!
Anyways how are your days going people?
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I think it’s so funny,
That you can just go through your life,
And then bam!
Someone bursts into your life,
And changes it for the better.
That’s you, my love.
I look into your eyes,
Which, I might add,
Sparkle and shine like dew on grass:
A gentle, iridescent and piercing green,
And I see,
A future.
I see eternity.
I see a love so deep. So, so deep.
My heart belongs to you.
My heart has belonged to you the second you smiled at me.
The second you laughed where I could hear.
The second you took my hand in yours for the first time.
The second my heart belonged to you, was the second my life became something amazing.
Because now you were in it.
I promise I’m yours.
Always and forever, through the good and the bad.
For worse and for better.
I wanna be with you for the rest of my days.
I promise I love you,
Forever and ever and always.
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“hm one year with bae is coming up… i’ll write a letter”
*writes letter after prom*
”cool that’s that done”
*feels more feels about what i wrote*
”okay i’ll write a second letter why not.”
*writes second thousand word mega poem/letter*
”okay now im done for sure”
*feels more feels about her in general*
”third letter. then i’m done.”
*writes third letter*
”okay we’re good now im not writing anymore i’ve written down everything i want now.”
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“hm one year with bae is coming up… i’ll write a letter”
*writes letter after prom*
”cool that’s that done”
*feels more feels about what i wrote*
”okay i’ll write a second letter why not.”
*writes second thousand word mega poem/letter*
”okay now im done for sure”
*feels more feels about her in general*
”third letter. then i’m done.”
*writes third letter*
”okay we’re good now im not writing anymore i’ve written down everything i want now.”
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life update 2:
ive written things today.
i’ve listened to music today that is kinda sad.
a decent amount of my friends are in various stages of sadness or anxiety or whatever.
i would like a hug.
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Watching the DSMP Finale stream on Tommy's twitch.
They've killed the dragon.
It's over.
I've been invested in this for over 2 years.
I can say with utmost certainty it has changed my life. For the better.
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What does DSMP stand for?
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Alright I'll be real with y'all:
Why is space the most beautiful thing to write about?
There's something so... enrapturing to it.
It's like- It's like trying to put infinity into words.
Impossible, yet I still try it. It's so pretty to compare space, that infinite vast everything, to our little day to day things.
It's awesome.