Thaidakar the Ghostblood

I was going to post about something kinda melancholy and bittersweet yesterday.

It was going to have an epically long poem. Two parts, each half with 7 stanzas. each stanza with seven lines. It was going to have a haiku in the middle of it to tie the two parts together.

Then... I realized something as I was making it. 

Something like what I was writing isn't what I want to put out into the world. It's something that gives a very wrong impression and... doesn't fit. It wasn't what I wanted it to be.

Today, I got on my computer, kinda intending to write that SU still, then... my previous SU happened sporadically.

I've realized, that's the kind of thing I want to post often.

So, basically, what I'm saying is that I'm going to be posting more things that I honestly think might help someone. I'm going to try only saying things that feel genuine and are what I feel needs to be said when I'm saying it. I made the last SU because I felt like I had those feelings inside of me, I felt like I needed to share it. I want to do more of that.

From now on, the only SUs I'll be releasing are updates on my irl life, important shard stuff, the last SU kinds of things, book reviews, and some silly stuff.

For clarification, silly stuff is genuine. Laughter is so good and brilliantly well for health. Especially the mental sort. I'm going to still post silly things in my SUs, but they're going to be more grounded, I guess. They are going to be posted for a reason, not merely for... well... getting a post in every day. Which, I realize, is kinda what I've been doing, which I don't want to be doing.

And... I've rambled on for quite a bit now... I need to get doing some math stuff, so good night, y'all!

Remember, there is always a choice!