Thaidakar the Ghostblood

School is difficult and annoying.

I think I've mentioned it before, but I've been doing homeschool my entire life. This year has just been a worse year than all the others before and Idk if I can really get productivity up again because it's just been super demanding and there's a lot I have to get done. In the end, I may just do it part time at a public school. Like, I'll do the two subjects that are really being annoying, history and science, there in the mornings then do the easier and actually fun subjects, language arts and math, in the afternoons.

For my mental health, sanity, physical health, etc. this might be necessary. 

I want to keep doing homeschool, but life is too short to get all that I need to get done in the next few years- Considering my track record, I might just put everything off until it's too late...

*sigh* I have to learn how to be responsible and focus. 

Any advice for focusing? I've tried music a lot, but it both has and hasn't helped.