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*screeching internally*
Today was draining very much so.
On the one hand, we went to a them park for 12 hours. On the other hand, we went for TWELVE HOURS. Well, I mean, that's including drive time... but that's a part of the experience... unfortunately.
I think I kinda missed the point for a good portion of it, because I sat down for like an hour and read Babel (amazing book so far btw. They deal with murder leagues better than other novels). After that, we realized as we were getting ready to move on from the water park (where I was sitting out of the events unfortunately) that two of my siblings were missing. Turns out that our worrying was for nothing because they were just sitting in the wave pool-
fun.
And then we kinda just existed.
Oooooh, we watched a magic show, so that was fun...
I also realized that, after feeling horrible without knowing why, that something I did that only a few people on here know about wasn't... wasn't good. I didn't deal with the thing well and need to very much fix that. Somehow. Somehow say sorry and forgive the person in a way that says "I don't want to talk to your jerky face ever again, but I also want to say sorry for yelling at you and that I want you to stay the frick away from the people I love." but... in a civil, nice way...
One last fun thing. My best friend finally responded to my email. It's been forever... if 3 days counts as forever.
I know y'all prob won't see this today, but... how's y'all's day been?
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QuoteI'm sorry, Thaid. Relationships are hard, especially when a conflict is your fault and you know it. If I knew how to help I would, but I don't, so just know that I'm supporting from the sidelines.
in part, it is my fault, but... for the most part, it isn't. I just went and turned our conversation from a civil discussion to a shouting match be cause my temper blew over because of all the things he's done to me and my friends since like December of last year. Or January of this year... one of the two. I really do hope it can be resolved without another shouting match started by me online. I've started way too many at this point...
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