Thaidakar the Ghostblood

AIGHT GUYS! a few things.

Im listening to Heir to the Empire by Timothee Zahn (I hope I spelled that right). it's super good so far, Thrawn is like the best and the Luke chapters are sweet. 

my opinions on controversial things that aren't always talked about on the shard for good reasons have coalesced and I'm at peace with it. 

yesterday was... awkward. my family hangs out with another family a lot. im friends with the oldest and (I guess kind of) the second oldest. so me, my oldest sister, and those two were hanging out and we were playing a game where we say like a question and everyone has to answer honestly, right? and we started talking about crushes and crushlettes (like where you have crushish thoughts about someone briefly.) and it was revealed that me and the oldest of the other family (who was a girl) had had a crushlette on me briefly. and I had to reveal that I had (also briefly) had a crush on them. let's just say it was somewhat awkward afterwards.

*groan* that was an awkward day.