DramaQueen

I've got a really weird, painful pain in my lower back, and at one point I literally could not move. I was whimpering and crying and sobbing and the tears were streaming into my ears because I was laying down and couldn't sit up. I started stimming (which I already only do when either really not doing well or have way way way too much energy), and this was stimming where I was slamming my legs together to the point where it kinda hurt. My stomach hurt, and the most I was able to eat was four tiny bites of toast, which I soon felt like I was going to throw back up. My brother came over to help me, which was very nice of him. I took a COVID test, which was negative, and honestly I would've preferred it to be positive, because then at least I would know what's going on.

Neither my brother nor I have insurance cards, so we can't go to the Instacare, but my parents are up here for my cousin's mission farewell. I'm currently feeling quite a bit better, so they're going to go to the farewell, I'm gonna stay home and get some rest, and if things get worse again I'll text them and one of them will come take me to Instacare. If it doesn't get worse, it can wait till after the farewell.