Allence fell silent and considered. Did the thing, what NullBlade just said makes any sense? Actually: yes. But should she agree with thi? In a full sense, she was very tempted. She saw poor children on the streets, begging for food, without hope, without happiness, only with resignation. But on the other hand, TUBA accepted it, giving shelter and a sense of security. Only, did she really accept? Nobody knew so many things. She knew that sooner or later they would throw her out, and she would return to mindless street life again, without hope and happiness, like everyone else. Yes, after a long reflection we had to try. Try to save it all and give the world new hope.
It was quite funny, that after all these bad things, Allence still believed in hope. But she believed in honor too, even despite the Shadows, who tell her to stop believe. That is why, for the first time in a long time, Allence has actually honestly answered, knowing that this time honesty will be what the rest wanted to hear: "You are right, you really have to do something. But you have to be careful. What you want to do can destroy you and maybe even the whole guild And you know, it is better to have some, even a little leaky order, than none."