Firstly,*Hugs*. Ark I know that feeling very well. The truth is that it's a lie that people tell themselves. There is no truth to it. There are days when that feeling is quite strong. It forces me to stop and evaluate my life. What you do is right and don't let people (yourself included) tell you otherwise. @Slowswift and @Lunamor are tough acts to follow. However, trust me when I say that you are incredible and you are loved. The fact that you are talking about it here shows that you are coping with it in your own way. We are here for you!!