alder24

Oh, thank you, you've made my evening 

First and foremost take care of yourself. Make sure that your health and mental well-being are your top priorities. If the Shard causes you to feel worse, then do what you have to do to get better. 

But if that's not a problem, then like others already said, ask yourself why did you come here, do you enjoy spending time on the forum and why do you want or have to leave. This community is full of amazing people always ready to help you. Spending time here getting to know all those people better, having great discussions and fun games with them, sharing your passion and excitement over Brandon's work and other hobbies is the reason you need to stay here. 

It can be addictive and if this is your problem, if your time management isn't that great and you stay on the forum far longer than you should, then this can be managed with hard work and strong will. It might be hard, but it’s worth a try. Quoting Dalinar: “the most important step a person can take is always the next one.”

Cool, I'm "elite"  But one more point and I'm back to being normal.

Oh thanks, I didn't see that. That's the weird one. I honestly have no idea what it means.