So I was just at a neon party thrown by my church. We had human pac man and a dunk tank. I was throwing glow sticks around like a drunk clown throwing confetti. It was awesome. And when it ended, after realizing what had just happened, my mind officially crashed. I then proceeded to have a panic attack on levels that I haven't seen in a while. It was only then, that I realized that I hadn't been meant for this, and this kind of thing wasn't in my programming.