uwu The Last Post Loses

[GG0z He/Him]

2 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

and like perfectionksm stops me from starting soentimes and thats another thing

I think I will fail at everything I will ever do. Even the things I should know I’m good at

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

Just now, GG0z said:

I think I will fail at everything I will ever do. Even the things I should know I’m good at

i guess we dont need labels unless you want them

 

yeah i feel like that sometimes and

maybe some of it at least for me was because I wasn't doing what i truly wanted even though i knew i was good at it i idk

idk what i feel anymore but

but failures are learnings and treat them try not bad but neutral or good and regard them with curiosity but dont be a cat

[Through The Living Star She/Her]

Also sorry for the slow responses guys Im on mobile

ill try to give better responses when I get home 

[GG0z He/Him]

1 minute ago, Conure1243 said:

I don't know what to say

But GG0z,

You do NOT deserve to feel like that.

No person deserves that!

Storms, from what I know about you, I wish I could be as cool as you!

Thanks, Conure(not sarcasm). I wish I viewed myself the same way, but it’s not always like that. I feel like I should know that I don’t deserve it, but there is also a part of me that say that I should always be like this, and that things will never get better, although I know they will.

1 minute ago, Through The Living Star said:

Is it like, a crushing sense of “I need to be perfect”? Where you fixate on every mistake and problem and think “what could I have done better?” Like it’s never enough? 
that’s kind of what I have, so if it’s not, sorry if this makes no sense. 
so, the one thing that I’ve found for at least me that helps is trying to find what you did right. Like, maybe you got a really high score on a test. Or something else good. If you try to focus on the good, you’ll find less and less to criticize yourself about. 
I get that it’s not always your choice, that your head kind of circles back to it unconsciously, but just try to find the good, I guess. 

sorry if that doesn’t help 

i can’t words 

Star, you are one of the best people to have ever not words on TLPL. 

Even if I got a prefect score, I think that I should have done better

Now, I’m crying. That’s good, btw

[Conure1243 He/Him]

2 minutes ago, GG0z said:

I think I will fail at everything I will ever do. Even the things I should know I’m good at

Aforementioned accusations of weaponized incompetence has lead to me feeling the same...

It's a dangerous cycle, if you don't make sure to try and succeed, then it'll likely... just get worse, really

[GG0z He/Him]

page 200!

Just now, Conure1243 said:

Aforementioned accusations of weaponized incompetence has lead to me feeling the same...

It's a dangerous cycle, if you don't make sure to try and succeed, then it'll likely... just get worse, really

I do try to succeed, but still, I either always fail, or think I will fail. It kinda clouds my judgement, usually

[Conure1243 He/Him]

Just now, GG0z said:

page 200!

GASP

I was too busy thinking about depression to realize that good page number has numbered!!

Sleep deprived rn.

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

by the way not saying you have to but

if you want you could

talk about this in mental health club since

there might be more people to

support you all

 

but here seems working too especially

since it's fast-paced

anyway good luck have fun don't die /reference 

Just now, Conure1243 said:

GASP

I was too busy thinking about depression to realize that good page number has numbered!!

Sleep deprived rn.

you are always sleep deprived

my eyes are droppy and so so so so heavy

[Conure1243 He/Him]

Just now, Usseewa said:

you are always sleep deprived

Perhaps, but I'm especially so right now

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

Just now, Conure1243 said:

Perhaps, but I'm especially so right now

maybe cuz its night/evej ing

Edited 20 hours ago by Usseewa

[GG0z He/Him]

1 minute ago, Usseewa said:

by the way not saying you have to but

if you want you could

talk about this in mental health club since

there might be more people to

support you all

 

but here seems working too especially

since it's fast-paced

anyway good luck have fun don't die /reference 

There’s a mental health club?  I might join that when I feel like I could trust more people than just the TLPL Sharders

Btw, you are the most welcoming community I have met ever. Literally the best

Edited 20 hours ago by GG0z

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

Just now, GG0z said:

There’s a mental health club?  I might join that when I feel like I could trust more people than just the TLPL Sharders

yorp

 

 

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

ARE WE TALKING ABOUT LABELS CAUSE I LIKE TALKING ABOUT LABELS

I think labels are stupid. The fact of the matter is, the very concept of a Label is improbable and idiotic.

That being said,

I have never wanted anything more in my life than to be labeled.

See, I am something called a conflicted Labeler. Someone who hates labels, and yet loves them and labels them anyway.

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

Just now, CoderDrag0n8 said:

ARE WE TALKING ABOUT LABELS CAUSE I LIKE TALKING ABOUT LABELS

I think labels are stupid. The fact of the matter is, the very concept of a Label is improbable and idiotic.

That being said,

I have never wanted anything more in my life than to be labeled.

See, I am something called a conflicted Labeler. Someone who hates labels, and yet loves them and labels them anyway.

i hat eand love themme

[Conure1243 He/Him]

1 minute ago, GG0z said:

There’s a mental health club?  I might join that when I feel like I could trust more people than just the TLPL Sharders

Btw, you are the most welcoming community I have met ever. Literally the best

You're part of that, you know!

[GG0z He/Him]

Just now, CoderDrag0n8 said:

ARE WE TALKING ABOUT LABELS CAUSE I LIKE TALKING ABOUT LABELS

I think labels are stupid. The fact of the matter is, the very concept of a Label is improbable and idiotic.

That being said,

I have never wanted anything more in my life than to be labeled.

See, I am something called a conflicted Labeler. Someone who hates labels, and yet loves them and labels them anyway.

I can’t help but label myself. Although people call me the “smart kid” in any given class, every mistake I make feels as though something is just ripped off of myself

 

1 minute ago, Conure1243 said:

You're part of that, you know!

I know, but I am also the newest member on TLPL, I think. I love being part of this community, and I think I fit in pretty well, and yeah… 

Still don’t think there is a proper word to describe everyone on TLPL. Awesome, supportive, loving, trusting, every positive trait. 

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

Just now, GG0z said:

I can’t help but label myself. Although people call me the “smart kid” in any given class, every mistake I make feels as though something is just ripped off of myself

 

I know, but I am also the newest member on TLPL, I think. I love being part of this community, and I think I fit in pretty well, and yeah… 

Still don’t think there is a proper word to describe everyone on TLPL. Awesome, supportive, loving, trusting, every positive trait. 

Am I in TLPL

Can I be the really really really cool old one who knows all, is a trickster god, but also only exists 1% of the time?

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

2 minutes ago, GG0z said:

I can’t help but label myself. Although people call me the “smart kid” in any given class, every mistake I make feels as though something is just ripped off of myself

 

I know, but I am also the newest member on TLPL, I think. I love being part of this community, and I think I fit in pretty well, and yeah… 

Still don’t think there is a proper word to describe everyone on TLPL. Awesome, supportive, loving, trusting, every positive trait. 

HHahhahwhwhwhwh

OMG OMG OMG OMGMGKTKRKRKRKEKEIIEODOCO

yes

i dont honestly like being known as smart, even by myself

i feel miserable awful each mistake i feel like an embarassment a moron why did i say that why did i get it wrong i shouldve just shut the storms up and not said anything

 

and then THEY eoxxPECT ME TO KNWP THINGS OR explain their MATH HomeWORK

Edited 20 hours ago by Usseewa

[GG0z He/Him]

Also, thanks for letting me get my emotions out. First time ever. And I couldn’t have done it in a better place!

[Conure1243 He/Him]

Just now, GG0z said:

Also, thanks for letting me get my emotions out. First time ever. And I couldn’t have done it in a better place!

Anytime!

Throw a bunch of random people together, and it will escalate to murder and therapy!

[GG0z He/Him]

1 minute ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

Am I in TLPL

Can I be the really really really cool old one who knows all, is a trickster god, but also only exists 1% of the time?

Yes, you’re part of TLPL

1 minute ago, Usseewa said:

HHahhahwhwhwhwh

OMG OMG OMG OMGMGKTKRKRKRKEKEIIEODOCO

yes

i dont honestly like being known as smart, even by myself

i feel miserable awful each mistake i feel like an embarassment a moron why did i say that why did i get it wrong i shouldve just shut the storms up and not said anything

Every time someone watches me make a mistake, they trust me less. Feels horrible, and people some just don’t understand that.

Just now, Conure1243 said:

Anytime!

Throw a bunch of random people together, and it will escalate to murder and therapy!

Everyone has to take a turn at some point. Or group therapy. 

[ChipsAHoid He/Him]

13 hours ago, NerdSandwich said:

cackles*

@ChipsAHoid@ChipsAHoid@ChipsAHoid@ChipsAHoid@ChipsAHoid@ChipsAHoid@ChipsAHoid

What have you done…

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

Just now, GG0z said:

Yes, you’re part of TLPL

Every time someone watches me make a mistake, they trust me less. Feels horrible, and people some just don’t understand that.

Everyone has to take a turn at some point. Or group therapy. 

i have group irl but

yeah i have it and

yeah its prety good kinda yeah.

 

for me its more myself idk.

i mean with others yes but not as much since i dont hang out with people that much yk?

 

[Conure1243 He/Him]

Just now, ChipsAHoid said:

What have you done…

Hold up I missed this

That is beautiful.

Also, NerdSandwich is YouCantHaveMySandwich in your signature still?

GASP there's still evidence of that username!!

[Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾]

aight ima hop off in falling asleep..