Verdance he/him Posted March 19 Posted March 19 (edited) 3 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said: ty i forgor to reply to this nope as i said, i dont wanna go that far in depressing myself music is different than other stuff? sometimes Okay. Yeah, definitely avoid Sleep Token then. I find their music therapeutic most of the time, but for you it might be triggering besides you listen to music on shuffle and their stuff is album straight through mandatory due to the storytelling plus there is metal in there, meaning metal screams I practice metal screaming sometimes it is fun :3 Edited March 19 by Through The Living Grass
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 19 Posted March 19 (edited) 11 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said: Okay. Yeah, definitely avoid Sleep Token then. I find their music therapeutic most of the time, but for you it might be triggering plus there is metal in there, meaning metal screams I practice metal screaming sometimes it is fun :3 i rarely if ever scream i dont think ever not recently hehe hehe im also a stupididiotnobodyloser so yah yeah the ending for TMBTE is funny 11 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said: besides you listen to music on shuffle actually in that screenie the shuffle button was disabled but yes, I usually do listen on shuffle. Spoiler 17 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said: oop— Hide contents nah jk jk I don't quite wanna go that far 11 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said: triggering i got triggered by SO MUCH way back in decemebr or whenever that was i was pretty bad then ive brought this up a few times but yeah like everyday objects like TW SH kinda Spoiler scissors, knives, anything sharp really, also... other stuff too. and so i kinda, like, moved them around on my desk so they were out of view. hehe. basically every day i was having intrusive thoughts and they kinda sucked and i couldnt rlly get rid of em Edited March 19 by Through The Living Girl
Verdance he/him Posted March 19 Posted March 19 6 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said: i rarely if ever scream i dont think ever not recently hehe hehe im also a stupididiotnobodyloser so yah yeah the ending for TMBTE is funny actually in that screenie the shuffle button was disabled but yes, I usually do listen on shuffle. Reveal hidden contents i got triggered by SO MUCH way back in decemebr or whenever that was i was pretty bad then ive brought this up a few times but yeah like everyday objects like TW SH Reveal hidden contents scissors, knives, anything sharp really, also... other stuff too. and so i kinda, like, moved them around on my desk so they were out of view. hehe. basically every day i was having intrusive thoughts and they kinda sucked and i couldnt rlly get rid of em Well uh consolation, screaming the way i do it is like taking voice training backwards- theres two types, im apparently a natural at the kind that makes you sound like a rusting demon, all low pitched and growly, which sucks cause i hate that one and want to learn the high pitched staticy one emily armstrong and vessel use Idk yeah uh for the next whatever period of time ive given my knives to my parents Inteusive thoughts- like the sudden desire to lie to your friends about moving to Holland Idk why but i want to do that so bad now for no reason
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 19 Posted March 19 1 minute ago, Through The Living Grass said: Well uh consolation, screaming the way i do it is like taking voice training backwards- theres two types, im apparently a natural at the kind that makes you sound like a rusting demon, all low pitched and growly, which sucks cause i hate that one and want to learn the high pitched staticy one emily armstrong and vessel use Idk yeah uh for the next whatever period of time ive given my knives to my parents Inteusive thoughts- like the sudden desire to lie to your friends about moving to Holland Idk why but i want to do that so bad now for no reason ya i kinda get that (Holland) Maybe cuz u want them to care abt u and stuff ya knives suck TW SH ig Spoiler i once (accidentally) cut myself with one while washing it and like i dont remember exactly but i remmebr it being like sharp and i hate intrusive thoughts about the sharp aspect like the sharp slicing quickly over ur skin and like very pain ig that's a good thing that it discomfiting (first time using that word, I think). And I sound like a loon, But don't you feel it too. yah im always quiet and i hate it. People have to ask me to repeat myself, they move their heads closer, etc. etc. and I hate it I hate it and it's been going on forever but I hate it but I can't do much abt it.
Verdance he/him Posted March 19 Posted March 19 1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said: ya i kinda get that (Holland) Maybe cuz u want them to care abt u and stuff ya knives suck TW SH ig Reveal hidden contents i once (accidentally) cut myself with one while washing it and like i dont remember exactly but i remmebr it being like sharp and i hate intrusive thoughts about the sharp aspect like the sharp slicing quickly over ur skin and like very pain ig that's a good thing that it discomfiting (first time using that word, I think). And I sound like a loon, But don't you feel it too. yah im always quiet and i hate it. People have to ask me to repeat myself, they move their heads closer, etc. etc. and I hate it I hate it and it's been going on forever but I hate it but I can't do much abt it. that’s a weird good kid quote… Like, with altering your voice? idk what to do about that. Maybe look ip youtube videos about it?
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 19 Posted March 19 1 minute ago, Through The Living Grass said: that’s a weird good kid quote… How do you mean? It was basically what was playing as I wrote that, and it's a nice lyric UwUcuziminsaneUwU 2 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said: Like, with altering your voice? idk what to do about that. Maybe look ip youtube videos about it? Ya sure... i tried... at least to feminize it.. (voice training) but... it's hard
Verdance he/him Posted March 19 Posted March 19 (edited) 4 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said: How do you mean? It was basically what was playing as I wrote that, and it's a nice lyric UwUcuziminsaneUwU Ya sure... i tried... at least to feminize it.. (voice training) but... it's hard Uh context lines idk im thinking too hard imma get some sleep im maybe twenty min Im going to guess that’s a process. Ive only really heard one trans womans voice that was altered with training, and it was also quite quiet and soft, so maybe yours is already mostly there or maybe im just a moron who shouldnt be offering advice legit i listen to metal thats like stereotypically the exact opposite of a female voice Edited March 19 by Through The Living Grass
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 19 Posted March 19 1 minute ago, Through The Living Grass said: Uh context lines idk im thinking too hard imma get some sleep im maybe twenty min Im going to guess that’s a process. Ive only really heard one trans womans voice that was altered with training, and it was also quite quiet and soft, so maybe yours is already mostly there or maybe im just a moron who shouldnt be offering advice NO IT'S SO EARRRLLYYYYYYYYY FOR YOU idk lol also
CoderDrag0n8 He/They Posted March 19 Posted March 19 2 hours ago, Through The Living Grass said: Omg these bars yeah uh so for context before I listened to that album in particular my only exposure to music was pop i heard on the radio and christian music so that’s basically my favorite album from my favorite band ever, and i very very much emotionally connect to it. Heavy music is a huge part of who I am. but you very often talk about getting triggered and stuff so i highly do not recommend you listen to their music, especially anything they wrote pre-tmbte. This Place Will Become Your Tomb was the music I was listening to when i hurt myself, Sundowning has some incredibly sad moments, and their very early EPs are just eloquently dancing around violent and explicit. If you enjoy what you’re already hearing from the band then i can give you some recommendations but if you find it a lot, just drop it. Ayyyy Coder! How are you? im up to chapter 293 and trying not to drop off tbh, i love it but never seem to find th time yeah hiiiiiiiii im off and on the shard, irl stuff is challenging read more, orv is clinically proven to improve your health* *Note: Under no circumstances is this statement to be taken to be true, and if one were to take it as true, it would legally be their fault, as provided by law. Let it be legally stated on the record that this statement has no medical backing, and belief in it is from no fault of the stater.
Through The Living Glass She/They Posted March 20 Posted March 20 24 minutes ago, Through the Living Mist said: I’m finally joining YEAHHHHH :3 Welcome! 2
Myst He/Him Posted March 20 Posted March 20 SE ended early, it was fun though. Im gonna need a quick reminder of what our goals are. I think it was worshipping glass and waging war on the stick cult? 2
Through the living Wahr He/Him Posted March 20 Posted March 20 Hi, I have also decided to join the Cult 1
Through The Living Glass She/They Posted March 20 Posted March 20 38 minutes ago, Through the Living Mist said: SE ended early, it was fun though. Im gonna need a quick reminder of what our goals are. I think it was worshipping glass and waging war on the stick cult? Yes >:3 basically 13 minutes ago, Through the living Wahr said: Hi, I have also decided to join the Cult YAY!! HI!! WELCOME!! :D:D 2
Through the living Wahr He/Him Posted March 20 Posted March 20 I feel honored to be welcomed by the Queen 1
Through The Living Ketek He/Him/His Posted March 20 Author Posted March 20 YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
Through The Living Grub He/Him Posted March 20 Posted March 20 (edited) Hello! I've decided to join! Wow, this name change is going to take some getting used to... Edited March 20 by Through The Living Grub
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 20 Posted March 20 30 minutes ago, Through The Living Grub said: Hello! I've decided to join! Wow, this name change is going to take some getting used to... Welcome, welcome! 7 hours ago, Through the living Wahr said: I feel honored to be welcomed by the Queen Welcome! Also, @Through The Living Grub, the pronoun field is meant to be taken seriously, so you may want to change yours
Ink and Embers Any pronouns Posted March 20 Posted March 20 Today someone told me about a psychological study with 12 people in a waiting room and every 30 seconds 2 of them would stand up then sit down again. Everyone else joined in despite not knowing why these strangers kept doing this. Conformity!! It totally didn't remind me of this cult or anything 1
Usseewa ✾ She♡Her ✾ Posted March 20 Posted March 20 Just now, Through the Living Ink said: Today someone told me about a psychological study with 12 people in a waiting room and every 30 seconds 2 of them would stand up then sit down again. Everyone else joined in despite not knowing why these strangers kept doing this. Conformity!! It totally didn't remind me of this cult or anything Lol that's so interesting Huh
Through The Living Grub He/Him Posted March 20 Posted March 20 2 hours ago, Through The Living Girl said: Welcome, welcome! Welcome! Also, @Through The Living Grub, the pronoun field is meant to be taken seriously, so you may want to change yours Oops, thanks.
Through The Living Glass She/They Posted March 21 Posted March 21 9 hours ago, Through The Living Grub said: Hello! I've decided to join! Wow, this name change is going to take some getting used to... Welcome!! Dang yeah that's a big change after so long . . . 1
CoderDrag0n8 He/They Posted March 21 Posted March 21 19 hours ago, Through the Living Mist said: I’m finally joining 18 hours ago, Through the living Wahr said: Hi, I have also decided to join the Cult CULT CULT CULT CULT 9 hours ago, Through The Living Grub said: Hello! I've decided to join! Wow, this name change is going to take some getting used to... CULT CULT I just CoderDrag0n8 Through The Living Coder 2
Through The Living Star She/Her Posted March 21 Posted March 21 Hi guys! I decided to join! I partly joined the Shard to make friends, and in so made the wise decision to join a cult right off the bat. 5
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