Mental health club!

[KnightSkye Reforged They/Them]

33 minutes ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

guys im literally falling apart

like its not bad but i just want to punch them so hard T^T

i hate them because they hated me first

*hugs*

I get it. I really do. Probably not a good idea.

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

1 hour ago, Hawks said:

I wanna just run. Not anywhere specifically. Jsut run. Maybe if i run fast enough i the wind will blur out my thoughts. Maybe if i go long enough i will collapse. Maybe then I’ll be able to magically verbalize to my family why i don’t Iike stuff. Or maybe ill go far enough that ill reach my old city. I’ll be able to talk to my old friends. Maybe someone there will understand ME. Maybe ill go long enough that my dad will finally be able to see that e doesnt know who i am

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they say oh i know you your my Daughter i know you enough to know that this isn’t you. KNOW YOU stormING DONT DAD STOP SAYING THAT. STOP PRETENDING YOU KNOW rust! My mom will say she knows im not me “true self” with my friends at school. HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW WHO I ACTUALY AM! Stop saying you do you dont. You guys I didn’t even know i was storming suicidal until I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AND YALL HEARD ME TELL THE stormING DOCTORS!! SO STOP PRETENDING YIU KNOW WHO I AM~! I get it we all stormed up before. And how about we just stop trying to go based of the past. Im not the kid you thought i was. Please see me for who i am. Not who you think i am!

and the stupid thing is all of this happened a bit ago but i never expressed anything and i tried to just ignore it and for some storming reason now im just needing to scream about it cause it kinda related to stuff now but sorta not really and I shouldn’t be mad about it now anyways.

*breath*

ok guys thanks for reading my ted talk.

*hugggsss* I’m so sorry your parents aren’t listening to you*hugs again for good measure*

 

56 minutes ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

guys im literally falling apart

like its not bad but i just want to punch them so hard T^T

i hate them because they hated me first

*huggggsss* idk who this is but whoever could find it in themselves to hate you is a bad person whos opinions about you are false and don’t matter. Your awsome and cool and awsome and cool *hugs*

[Throw TheLiving Silverware he/him/il/lui]

1 hour ago, Hawks said:

I wanna just run. Not anywhere specifically. Jsut run. Maybe if i run fast enough i the wind will blur out my thoughts. Maybe if i go long enough i will collapse. Maybe then I’ll be able to magically verbalize to my family why i don’t Iike stuff. Or maybe ill go far enough that ill reach my old city. I’ll be able to talk to my old friends. Maybe someone there will understand ME. Maybe ill go long enough that my dad will finally be able to see that e doesnt know who i am

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they say oh i know you your my Daughter i know you enough to know that this isn’t you. KNOW YOU stormING DONT DAD STOP SAYING THAT. STOP PRETENDING YOU KNOW rust! My mom will say she knows im not me “true self” with my friends at school. HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW WHO I ACTUALY AM! Stop saying you do you dont. You guys I didn’t even know i was storming suicidal until I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AND YALL HEARD ME TELL THE stormING DOCTORS!! SO STOP PRETENDING YIU KNOW WHO I AM~! I get it we all stormed up before. And how about we just stop trying to go based of the past. Im not the kid you thought i was. Please see me for who i am. Not who you think i am!

and the stupid thing is all of this happened a bit ago but i never expressed anything and i tried to just ignore it and for some storming reason now im just needing to scream about it cause it kinda related to stuff now but sorta not really and I shouldn’t be mad about it now anyways.

*breath*

ok guys thanks for reading my ted talk.

*hugs so hard*

I understand 

I don't really know what to say to you, but I understand

*long tight squeeze*

 

1 hour ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

guys im literally falling apart

like its not bad but i just want to punch them so hard T^T

i hate them because they hated me first

*big hug*

Don't 

I mean I'd understand, but others won't 

[Shatter He/Him]

1 hour ago, Hawks said:

I wanna just run. Not anywhere specifically. Jsut run. Maybe if i run fast enough i the wind will blur out my thoughts. Maybe if i go long enough i will collapse. Maybe then I’ll be able to magically verbalize to my family why i don’t Iike stuff. Or maybe ill go far enough that ill reach my old city. I’ll be able to talk to my old friends. Maybe someone there will understand ME. Maybe ill go long enough that my dad will finally be able to see that e doesnt know who i am

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Spoiler

they say oh i know you your my Daughter i know you enough to know that this isn’t you. KNOW YOU stormING DONT DAD STOP SAYING THAT. STOP PRETENDING YOU KNOW rust! My mom will say she knows im not me “true self” with my friends at school. HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW WHO I ACTUALY AM! Stop saying you do you dont. You guys I didn’t even know i was storming suicidal until I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AND YALL HEARD ME TELL THE stormING DOCTORS!! SO STOP PRETENDING YIU KNOW WHO I AM~! I get it we all stormed up before. And how about we just stop trying to go based of the past. Im not the kid you thought i was. Please see me for who i am. Not who you think i am!

and the stupid thing is all of this happened a bit ago but i never expressed anything and i tried to just ignore it and for some storming reason now im just needing to scream about it cause it kinda related to stuff now but sorta not really and I shouldn’t be mad about it now anyways.

*breath*

ok guys thanks for reading my ted talk.

Hey Hawks. I can tell you're really hurting. This is a lot to carry. You don't deserve to be ignored this way. If you ever need to talk/vent, I'm here. Call me at just about any time. (I'll send you my schedule). If things ever feel like too much, just remember that you matter more than you think. 

*hugs*

[Shatter He/Him]

On 11/3/2025 at 3:00 PM, #1 Taln Fan said:

@everyone
In case you've been slackin, here's your reminder to drink water, try to get good rest, feel your feelings, to not be hard on yourself, and talk to others about your struggles. Or else.

Figured this would make a good 1000th post for me xD
 

and it was on my birthday

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

2 hours ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

*hugs*

*hugs*

1 hour ago, KnightSkye Reforged said:

*hugs*

I get it. I really do. Probably not a good idea.

Thank you

1 hour ago, Honors ghost said:

*hugggsss* I’m so sorry your parents aren’t listening to you*hugs again for good measure*

 

*huggggsss* idk who this is but whoever could find it in themselves to hate you is a bad person whos opinions about you are false and don’t matter. Your awsome and cool and awsome and cool *hugs*

1 hour ago, Just A Silvereye said:

*hugs so hard*

I understand 

I don't really know what to say to you, but I understand

*long tight squeeze*

 

*big hug*

Don't 

I mean I'd understand, but others won't 

Context: In 7th grade (oh how young i was) there were these 2 kids in my PE class who kinda bullied me for having the same name as them. (I was also getting bullied by this other guy, but i digress)

and now, in 9th grade, guess who i have in my PE class again, and what their doing!!!

hehehehe (i want to punch them)

[KnightSkye Reforged They/Them]

10 minutes ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

Thank you

Context: In 7th grade (oh how young i was) there were these 2 kids in my PE class who kinda bullied me for having the same name as them. (I was also getting bullied by this other guy, but i digress)

and now, in 9th grade, guess who i have in my PE class again, and what their doing!!!

hehehehe (i want to punch them)

*hugs*

Hrumph. I want to punch them too now. 

*hugs* I'm sorry.

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

4 minutes ago, KnightSkye Reforged said:

*hugs*

Hrumph. I want to punch them too now. 

*hugs* I'm sorry.

It's fine. At the end of the day, I have been through worse (glad Silas (the kid i talked about who bullied me more) went to the other high school) and its not big a deal. More emotional damage then physical. Still hurts, but it makes me more angry than anything.

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

3 hours ago, Hawks said:

I wanna just run. Not anywhere specifically. Jsut run. Maybe if i run fast enough i the wind will blur out my thoughts. Maybe if i go long enough i will collapse. Maybe then I’ll be able to magically verbalize to my family why i don’t Iike stuff. Or maybe ill go far enough that ill reach my old city. I’ll be able to talk to my old friends. Maybe someone there will understand ME. Maybe ill go long enough that my dad will finally be able to see that e doesnt know who i am

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they say oh i know you your my Daughter i know you enough to know that this isn’t you. KNOW YOU stormING DONT DAD STOP SAYING THAT. STOP PRETENDING YOU KNOW rust! My mom will say she knows im not me “true self” with my friends at school. HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW WHO I ACTUALY AM! Stop saying you do you dont. You guys I didn’t even know i was storming suicidal until I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AND YALL HEARD ME TELL THE stormING DOCTORS!! SO STOP PRETENDING YIU KNOW WHO I AM~! I get it we all stormed up before. And how about we just stop trying to go based of the past. Im not the kid you thought i was. Please see me for who i am. Not who you think i am!

and the stupid thing is all of this happened a bit ago but i never expressed anything and i tried to just ignore it and for some storming reason now im just needing to scream about it cause it kinda related to stuff now but sorta not really and I shouldn’t be mad about it now anyways.

*breath*

ok guys thanks for reading my ted talk.

First:

Then run.

Not, like, away, but run.

Ask your parents if you can go outside, and go for a run. You can just run down the street, run back, or take a break somewhere and just breath for a while. Run all you need to.

I’m serious; it helps.

3 hours ago, Hawks said:

they say oh i know you your my Daughter i know you enough to know that this isn’t you. KNOW YOU stormING DONT DAD STOP SAYING THAT. STOP PRETENDING YOU KNOW rust! My mom will say she knows im not me “true self” with my friends at school. HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW WHO I ACTUALY AM! Stop saying you do you dont. You guys I didn’t even know i was storming suicidal until I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AND YALL HEARD ME TELL THE stormING DOCTORS!! SO STOP PRETENDING YIU KNOW WHO I AM~! I get it we all stormed up before. And how about we just stop trying to go based of the past. Im not the kid you thought i was. Please see me for who i am. Not who you think i am!

and the stupid thing is all of this happened a bit ago but i never expressed anything and i tried to just ignore it and for some storming reason now im just needing to scream about it cause it kinda related to stuff now but sorta not really and I shouldn’t be mad about it now anyways.

So we’re back here

Well, their behavior is real annoying

They’re clearly trying to understand, but clinging too much to who they want you to be rather than who you are

You can be mad about it now. You can be mad about it all you want. But also… what specifically is the problem? Is something happening right now, or are you just releasing pent up feelings from the past? Because if it’s the latter, then what’s the point in suffering now? There isn’t one.

The way things are isn’t right. The past is not, and will never be, okay. But we cannot change it.

As for current events… talk. Talk to them. Talk to someone else. Your parents seem like good people; so they’re not a lost cause. I know it takes work. But things can get better.

Right now, though, be mad all you want. Get it out of your system. And then go back, and try to make things better.

2 hours ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

guys im literally falling apart

like its not bad but i just want to punch them so hard T^T

i hate them because they hated me first

Ooh

Well, let’s try not to punch people

Is this person worth your time?

 

[Throw TheLiving Silverware he/him/il/lui]

25 minutes ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

Thank you

Context: In 7th grade (oh how young i was) there were these 2 kids in my PE class who kinda bullied me for having the same name as them. (I was also getting bullied by this other guy, but i digress)

and now, in 9th grade, guess who i have in my PE class again, and what their doing!!!

hehehehe (i want to punch them)

My brain right now: "okay Coder shouldn't punch them cause it will make things worse, but how would it go if I punched them?"

more seriously, try to pretend they don't exist

those idiots live for attention, so not giving it to them is the best way to annoy them

It's hard but it usually works

*more hugs*

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

45 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

First:

Then run.

Not, like, away, but run.

Ask your parents if you can go outside, and go for a run. You can just run down the street, run back, or take a break somewhere and just breath for a while. Run all you need to.

I’m serious; it helps.

So we’re back here

Well, their behavior is real annoying

They’re clearly trying to understand, but clinging too much to who they want you to be rather than who you are

You can be mad about it now. You can be mad about it all you want. But also… what specifically is the problem? Is something happening right now, or are you just releasing pent up feelings from the past? Because if it’s the latter, then what’s the point in suffering now? There isn’t one.

The way things are isn’t right. The past is not, and will never be, okay. But we cannot change it.

As for current events… talk. Talk to them. Talk to someone else. Your parents seem like good people; so they’re not a lost cause. I know it takes work. But things can get better.

Right now, though, be mad all you want. Get it out of your system. And then go back, and try to make things better.

Ooh

Well, let’s try not to punch people

Is this person worth your time?

 

It’s not a friend, just a random classmate. Gave more context earlier.

38 minutes ago, Just A Silvereye said:

My brain right now: "okay Coder shouldn't punch them cause it will make things worse, but how would it go if I punched them?"

more seriously, try to pretend they don't exist

those idiots live for attention, so not giving it to them is the best way to annoy them

It's hard but it usually works

*more hugs*

I know, don’t give them attention, but everyone hates them. Just everyone.

[KnightSkye Reforged They/Them]

3 minutes ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

It’s not a friend, just a random classmate. Gave more context earlier.

I know, don’t give them attention, but everyone hates them. Just everyone.

Everyone!? Ooooooh this gives us options! *rubs hands together evily*

Option one (cruel): Hoid-style crush them. Laugh at them for having no friends, mock them for being hated, brush them off as no more than the dirt on the bottom of your shoe that you felt like tormenting today.

Option two (kind): Try to be nice to them. Go out if your way to do something kind for them, and expect nothing back. Act like you didn't do any weird. If they still are mean to you after that, I will punch them.

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

1 hour ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

Thank you

Context: In 7th grade (oh how young i was) there were these 2 kids in my PE class who kinda bullied me for having the same name as them. (I was also getting bullied by this other guy, but i digress)

and now, in 9th grade, guess who i have in my PE class again, and what their doing!!!

hehehehe (i want to punch them)

Well that’s rude of them don’t punch but maybe tell a teacher? Ik they’re not always the best at fixing bullying but they might help a lil

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

18 hours ago, KnightSkye Reforged said:

Everyone!? Ooooooh this gives us options! *rubs hands together evily*

Option one (cruel): Hoid-style crush them. Laugh at them for having no friends, mock them for being hated, brush them off as no more than the dirt on the bottom of your shoe that you felt like tormenting today.

Option two (kind): Try to be nice to them. Go out if your way to do something kind for them, and expect nothing back. Act like you didn't do any weird. If they still are mean to you after that, I will punch them.

already tried option 2, and you know how the saying goes, don’t stoop to their level

17 hours ago, Honors ghost said:

Well that’s rude of them don’t punch but maybe tell a teacher? Ik they’re not always the best at fixing bullying but they might help a lil

I’m not very good at knowing when to tell a teacher. I’m honestly not event 100% sure it counts as bullying, or how to explain it. Last time I was bullied (Silas) I waited until he whipped me with his PE shirt in the locker room to tell the teacher.

Edited November 11, 2025 by CoderDrag0n8

[Dilly honor spren she/her]

18 hours ago, Hawks said:

I wanna just run. Not anywhere specifically. Jsut run. Maybe if i run fast enough i the wind will blur out my thoughts. Maybe if i go long enough i will collapse. Maybe then I’ll be able to magically verbalize to my family why i don’t Iike stuff. Or maybe ill go far enough that ill reach my old city. I’ll be able to talk to my old friends. Maybe someone there will understand ME. Maybe ill go long enough that my dad will finally be able to see that e doesnt know who i am

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they say oh i know you your my Daughter i know you enough to know that this isn’t you. KNOW YOU stormING DONT DAD STOP SAYING THAT. STOP PRETENDING YOU KNOW rust! My mom will say she knows im not me “true self” with my friends at school. HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW WHO I ACTUALY AM! Stop saying you do you dont. You guys I didn’t even know i was storming suicidal until I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AND YALL HEARD ME TELL THE stormING DOCTORS!! SO STOP PRETENDING YIU KNOW WHO I AM~! I get it we all stormed up before. And how about we just stop trying to go based of the past. Im not the kid you thought i was. Please see me for who i am. Not who you think i am!

and the stupid thing is all of this happened a bit ago but i never expressed anything and i tried to just ignore it and for some storming reason now im just needing to scream about it cause it kinda related to stuff now but sorta not really and I shouldn’t be mad about it now anyways.

*breath*

ok guys thanks for reading my ted talk.

*hugssssss* I today get were your coming from parents can be really difficult just but I hope your doing better rn just know you are important and wanted *hugs*

16 hours ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

Thank you

Context: In 7th grade (oh how young i was) there were these 2 kids in my PE class who kinda bullied me for having the same name as them. (I was also getting bullied by this other guy, but i digress)

and now, in 9th grade, guess who i have in my PE class again, and what their doing!!!

hehehehe (i want to punch them)

that sucks people who bully are the absolute worst

*hugs*

[Throw TheLiving Silverware he/him/il/lui]

15 hours ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

Tries option 2, and you know how the saying goes, don’t stoop to their level

I’m not very good at knowing when to tell a teacher. I’m honestly not event 100% sure it counts as bullying, or how to explain it. Last time I was bullied (Silas) I waited until he whipped me with his PE shirt in the locker room to tell the teacher.

Well, let's go back to the basics

Looking at various definitions of bullying online, you can sum it up as:

hostile behaviour (physically, verbally, or other)

aiming to bring down the recipient

repeated over time

 

Is it what is happening? If yes, that is bullying. And you should probably try to mention it to teachers. I know they arent always great at dealing with this, but either it works and they do help, or they do nothing. So it can't make it worse, and it can help to stop it before it gets really really bad

Because the longer this goes on, the more of an impact on your mental wellbeing this has

Edited November 11, 2025 by Just A Silvereye

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

2 hours ago, Just A Silvereye said:

Well, let's go back to the basics

Looking at various definitions of bullying online, you can sum it up as:

hostile behaviour (physically, verbally, or other)

aiming to bring down the recipient

repeated over time

 

Is it what is happening? If yes, that is bullying. And you should probably try to mention it to teachers. I know they arent always great at dealing with this, but either it works and they do help, or they do nothing. So it can't make it worse, and it can help to stop it before it gets really really bad

Because the longer this goes on, the more of an impact on your mental wellbeing this has

Mmmmm. I'll think about bringing it up to the teacher next time it happens.

[Ink and Embers Any pronouns]

23 hours ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

guys im literally falling apart

like its not bad but i just want to punch them so hard T^T

i hate them because they hated me first

 

23 hours ago, Hawks said:

I wanna just run. Not anywhere specifically. Jsut run. Maybe if i run fast enough i the wind will blur out my thoughts. Maybe if i go long enough i will collapse. Maybe then I’ll be able to magically verbalize to my family why i don’t Iike stuff. Or maybe ill go far enough that ill reach my old city. I’ll be able to talk to my old friends. Maybe someone there will understand ME. Maybe ill go long enough that my dad will finally be able to see that e doesnt know who i am

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they say oh i know you your my Daughter i know you enough to know that this isn’t you. KNOW YOU stormING DONT DAD STOP SAYING THAT. STOP PRETENDING YOU KNOW rust! My mom will say she knows im not me “true self” with my friends at school. HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW WHO I ACTUALY AM! Stop saying you do you dont. You guys I didn’t even know i was storming suicidal until I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AND YALL HEARD ME TELL THE stormING DOCTORS!! SO STOP PRETENDING YIU KNOW WHO I AM~! I get it we all stormed up before. And how about we just stop trying to go based of the past. Im not the kid you thought i was. Please see me for who i am. Not who you think i am!

and the stupid thing is all of this happened a bit ago but i never expressed anything and i tried to just ignore it and for some storming reason now im just needing to scream about it cause it kinda related to stuff now but sorta not really and I shouldn’t be mad about it now anyways.

*breath*

ok guys thanks for reading my ted talk.

*hugs* 

People who don't trust you to know who you are are ... not the nicest out there. You're the only one who can have a say in that. Don't let them persuade you you're someone you're not - because that person seems pretty storming amazing.

[Shatter He/Him]

On 11/10/2025 at 5:11 PM, KnightSkye Reforged said:

*hugs*

Hrumph. I want to punch them too now. 

*hugs* I'm sorry.

I think I am going to hire you along with Kaladin Stormcursed as my bodyguards. 

[KnightSkye Reforged They/Them]

9 minutes ago, Shatter said:

I think I am going to hire you along with Kaladin Stormcursed as my bodyguards. 

Yes please. I think I could be good at that. It'd be nice to be good at my job.

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

3 hours ago, Shatter said:

I think I am going to hire you along with Kaladin Stormcursed as my bodyguards. 

me? *looks with big eyes*

pwetty pwease?

[NerdSandwich she/her]

ooh I want a bodyguard

[Dilly honor spren she/her]

I'm sort of a bodyguard if you count yelling at a small child who was teasing my little brother for painting his nails 

 

 

[NerdSandwich she/her]

ha

[Shatter He/Him]

12 hours ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

me? *looks with big eyes*

pwetty pwease?

sure. I'll have a trio of bodyguards.

1 hour ago, Dilly honor spren said:

I'm sort of a bodyguard if you count yelling at a small child who was teasing my little brother for painting his nails 

 

 

good job