Mental health club!

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

53 minutes ago, Hawks said:

 

Thank you *hug*

awwwwww

Thank you der a little silly only two of them are mine the other one is a friends

the light brown big one and the small brindle one are mine

brown one is a coonhound named tater and the small ones a Boston terrier named ollie

[#1 Taln Fan he/him]

5 hours ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

everyone if you were sad today I have some dogs that want you to feel better

Much appreciated 

[Keke They/he]

39 minutes ago, #1 Taln Fan said:

Much appreciated 

 r u ok?

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

3 hours ago, Hawks said:

mom: hwy dont you wanna live wiht me

also her:yells at me for the samllest thing until i almsot snap meanwhile my friends on the call are baffled 

no wonder why i wanna live with dad?

*hug*

I’m sorry, that’s not good

[Keke They/he]

27 minutes ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

*hug*

I’m sorry, that’s not good

*hugs*

My dad is getting an apartment on Monday I think then I'll slowly move jn. IM SO HAPPY

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

Just now, Hawks said:

*hugs*

My dad is getting an apartment on Monday I think then I'll slowly move jn. IM SO HAPPY

YAY!

[Keke They/he]

Just now, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

YAY!

Yes!!

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

1 minute ago, Hawks said:

*hugs*

My dad is getting an apartment on Monday I think then I'll slowly move jn. IM SO HAPPY

ohhhhhh YAY!! I'm so happy for you!! 

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

2 minutes ago, Hawks said:

*hugs*

My dad is getting an apartment on Monday I think then I'll slowly move jn. IM SO HAPPY

That’s rly exciting I’m happy for you

[Keke They/he]

1 minute ago, Through The Living Glass said:

ohhhhhh YAY!! I'm so happy for you!! 

 

Just now, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

That’s rly exciting I’m happy for you

Yes I'm so glad im gonna have regular time away from my mom 

[Through the Living Hope]

7 hours ago, Hawks said:

*hugs*

My dad is getting an apartment on Monday I think then I'll slowly move jn. IM SO HAPPY

So sorry your mom’s ‘special’ like that

You too @Through The Living Glass

[#1 Taln Fan he/him]

10 hours ago, Hawks said:

 r u ok?

Mentally I'm pretty decent, I'm just sick with a sore throat/cold. And because I'm sick I'm now behind on a Chem project that's worth 10% of my grade xD

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

6 minutes ago, #1 Taln Fan said:

Mentally I'm pretty decent, I'm just sick with a sore throat/cold. And because I'm sick I'm now behind on a Chem project that's worth 10% of my grade xD

Oh that sucks get better soon

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

I just want to stop living on the edge of disaster

 it’s fraying my nerves and knotting all my insides and it feels like theres so so much pressure on my chest 

I almost want to just stop trying and let everything explode and ruin my future so that maybe I can have some peace and quiet under a nice bridge somewhere 

I’m tapped out

i can’t anymore 

[Keke They/he]

2 hours ago, #1 Taln Fan said:

Mentally I'm pretty decent, I'm just sick with a sore throat/cold. And because I'm sick I'm now behind on a Chem project that's worth 10% of my grade xD

*gives medicine*

6 minutes ago, Bird Furious said:

I just want to stop living on the edge of disaster

 it’s fraying my nerves and knotting all my insides and it feels like theres so so much pressure on my chest 

I almost want to just stop trying and let everything explode and ruin my future so that maybe I can have some peace and quiet under a nice bridge somewhere 

I’m tapped out

i can’t anymore 

*hugs*

I get the feeling. But I promise. Swear on everything. The annoyace and pain will go away. *hugs*

Ik this isn't something I'd normally say but God will make it all work out. Sometimes it work in very very unusual ways. Maybe it won't look like a solution. But it works out.

*hugs*

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

15 minutes ago, Bird Furious said:

I just want to stop living on the edge of disaster

 it’s fraying my nerves and knotting all my insides and it feels like theres so so much pressure on my chest 

I almost want to just stop trying and let everything explode and ruin my future so that maybe I can have some peace and quiet under a nice bridge somewhere 

I’m tapped out

i can’t anymore 

*hugs*

You got this. Don’t be too hard on yourself. You’re awesome.

[Keke They/he]

Let's play a game

Reasons why I wanan live with my dad part two:

Fact-i don't like going to the temple with small groups.

Fact- me and my mom don't really like the same things and I try to hang out with her snd do stuff she likes but she doesn't like it. 

Now that those are out of the way

I denied going to the temple with her bc it was the weekend my dad was moving out (next weekend) and then eventually I said I didn't wanna go. Later when talking she says "I'm just trying to hang out with you" then walks away i call out "there are more ways to hang out then going to the temple" "yeah but you don't do any."

WHAT THE HELL?! i do. I will try. Ok so i don't drive in your car home from games (bc i wanna talk sports and you don't know anymore and my dad does) ok so i don't go shopping with you all that much (bc it requires going out and alot of times when you do I'm already overwhelmed.) But theres stuff o do. I watch TV shows with you every night. I sit and watch a few romance movies even tho I don't like them. We play games together whenever we sit in the round chair and we laugh alot. But that's apparently not enough. That's how I hang out. At home. Calmly. Or occasionally at the mall. Doing board games or card games. Makeing jokes and talking. Not shopping or going to the temple? I try my best to do what she likes. Even if i hate it. She does to but sometimes it feels like I'm putting in more effort to do stuff she likes then vise versa. And whenever I try to initiate something I think she will like she isn't interested. I try to find stuff that's mix. Like an action romance movie but she doesn't watch it. 

If i say anything about it I'm worried she'll say the oh your just not accepting I'm changing. I AM but it's not easy to get over 13 years of trauma. My bad let me forget how you would scream at me for every mistake. Ill forget how you were so busy yelling at my brother you didn't notife I WAS SUICIDAL! Let me forgive you for making me feel so worthlwss it took all of my friends to be able to keep me ALIVE! And I'm still not recovered from that. My self confidence is zero and my self worth is still struggling. I'm trying my best to get over it but yiur advice of 'oh just talk about it in counseling' THE HELL DO YOU THINK I DO!? I'm trying and trying but it takes ALOT of TIME

thanks for listening. *sigh* 

[Through the Living Hope]

2 minutes ago, Hawks said:

Let's play a game

Reasons why I wanan live with my dad part two:

Fact-i don't like going to the temple with small groups.

Fact- me and my mom don't really like the same things and I try to hang out with her snd do stuff she likes but she doesn't like it. 

Now that those are out of the way

I denied going to the temple with her bc it was the weekend my dad was moving out (next weekend) and then eventually I said I didn't wanna go. Later when talking she says "I'm just trying to hang out with you" then walks away i call out "there are more ways to hang out then going to the temple" "yeah but you don't do any."

WHAT THE HELL?! i do. I will try. Ok so i don't drive in your car home from games (bc i wanna talk sports and you don't know anymore and my dad does) ok so i don't go shopping with you all that much (bc it requires going out and alot of times when you do I'm already overwhelmed.) But theres stuff o do. I watch TV shows with you every night. I sit and watch a few romance movies even tho I don't like them. We play games together whenever we sit in the round chair and we laugh alot. But that's apparently not enough. That's how I hang out. At home. Calmly. Or occasionally at the mall. Doing board games or card games. Makeing jokes and talking. Not shopping or going to the temple? I try my best to do what she likes. Even if i hate it. She does to but sometimes it feels like I'm putting in more effort to do stuff she likes then vise versa. And whenever I try to initiate something I think she will like she isn't interested. I try to find stuff that's mix. Like an action romance movie but she doesn't watch it. 

If i say anything about it I'm worried she'll say the oh your just not accepting I'm changing. I AM but it's not easy to get over 13 years of trauma. My bad let me forget how you would scream at me for every mistake. Ill forget how you were so busy yelling at my brother you didn't notife I WAS SUICIDAL! Let me forgive you for making me feel so worthlwss it took all of my friends to be able to keep me ALIVE! And I'm still not recovered from that. My self confidence is zero and my self worth is still struggling. I'm trying my best to get over it but yiur advice of 'oh just talk about it in counseling' THE HELL DO YOU THINK I DO!? I'm trying and trying but it takes ALOT of TIME

thanks for listening. *sigh* 

*hug with my chin on the top of your head*

[Keke They/he]

Well this just happened. I just forcibly came out to my dad as trans. 

Ok we are in the car he says he wants to talk about something. He goes maybe it's a coincidence about the binder and haircut. And maybe you think your trans..... so I panic. Then I'm lkke ok so i wanna go hy he they it makes me feel comfortable. Since i have I've felt more like me then I have my entire life. Dad talks about studies with trans suicide rates. I sadly didn't bring up a point I think l about that. And then he says he won't be addressing me as he and sticking with my other birth gender but if I wanna do that at school i do it at school. It's kinda freeing but also stressful cause he migjt blab to my mom and I am scared. He said tho he might not agree he still accepts me because I'm his kid. I dunno I just want advice. 

28 minutes ago, Spark of Hope said:

*hug with my chin on the top of your head*

*sigj*

*melts into hug*

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

2 minutes ago, Hawks said:

Well this just happened. I just forcibly came out to my dad as trans. 

Ok we are in the car he says he wants to talk about something. He goes maybe it's a coincidence about the binder and haircut. And maybe you think your trans..... so I panic. Then I'm lkke ok so i wanna go hy he they it makes me feel comfortable. Since i have I've felt more like me then I have my entire life. Dad talks about studies with trans suicide rates. I sadly didn't bring up a point I think l about that. And then he says he won't be addressing me as he and sticking with my other birth gender but if I wanna do that at school i do it at school. It's kinda freeing but also stressful cause he migjt blab to my mom and I am scared. He said tho he might not agree he still accepts me because I'm his kid. I dunno I just want advice. 

*sigj*

*melts into hug*

I’m sorry I have no experience with this but I’m sorry that sounds rough * gigantic humongous hugx2*

[Keke They/he]

1 hour ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

I’m sorry I have no experience with this but I’m sorry that sounds rough * gigantic humongous hugx2*

*huggessssss*

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

6 hours ago, Spark of Hope said:

So sorry your mom’s ‘special’ like that

You too @Through The Living Glass

. . .

yeah . . .

thank you

*hugs tightly*

5 hours ago, #1 Taln Fan said:

Mentally I'm pretty decent, I'm just sick with a sore throat/cold. And because I'm sick I'm now behind on a Chem project that's worth 10% of my grade xD

aw man . . .

*hug*

3 hours ago, Bird Furious said:

I just want to stop living on the edge of disaster

 it’s fraying my nerves and knotting all my insides and it feels like theres so so much pressure on my chest 

I almost want to just stop trying and let everything explode and ruin my future so that maybe I can have some peace and quiet under a nice bridge somewhere 

I’m tapped out

i can’t anymore 

*squeeze*

You can do this! It'll be done soon

1 hour ago, Hawks said:

Let's play a game

Reasons why I wanan live with my dad part two:

Fact-i don't like going to the temple with small groups.

Fact- me and my mom don't really like the same things and I try to hang out with her snd do stuff she likes but she doesn't like it. 

Now that those are out of the way

I denied going to the temple with her bc it was the weekend my dad was moving out (next weekend) and then eventually I said I didn't wanna go. Later when talking she says "I'm just trying to hang out with you" then walks away i call out "there are more ways to hang out then going to the temple" "yeah but you don't do any."

WHAT THE HELL?! i do. I will try. Ok so i don't drive in your car home from games (bc i wanna talk sports and you don't know anymore and my dad does) ok so i don't go shopping with you all that much (bc it requires going out and alot of times when you do I'm already overwhelmed.) But theres stuff o do. I watch TV shows with you every night. I sit and watch a few romance movies even tho I don't like them. We play games together whenever we sit in the round chair and we laugh alot. But that's apparently not enough. That's how I hang out. At home. Calmly. Or occasionally at the mall. Doing board games or card games. Makeing jokes and talking. Not shopping or going to the temple? I try my best to do what she likes. Even if i hate it. She does to but sometimes it feels like I'm putting in more effort to do stuff she likes then vise versa. And whenever I try to initiate something I think she will like she isn't interested. I try to find stuff that's mix. Like an action romance movie but she doesn't watch it. 

If i say anything about it I'm worried she'll say the oh your just not accepting I'm changing. I AM but it's not easy to get over 13 years of trauma. My bad let me forget how you would scream at me for every mistake. Ill forget how you were so busy yelling at my brother you didn't notife I WAS SUICIDAL! Let me forgive you for making me feel so worthlwss it took all of my friends to be able to keep me ALIVE! And I'm still not recovered from that. My self confidence is zero and my self worth is still struggling. I'm trying my best to get over it but yiur advice of 'oh just talk about it in counseling' THE HELL DO YOU THINK I DO!? I'm trying and trying but it takes ALOT of TIME

thanks for listening. *sigh* 

*squeeze*

Honestly that last paragraph is the same for me (minus the counseling)

she doesn't understand why I don't want to talk to her and she's just like "oh you can talk to me about anything" but then whenever I go to talk to her about how she's treating me she just goes "well everyone makes mistakes" and turns it around on me for being a selfish child for not just taking everything she says and does to me

*squeeeeeeeeeeeeeze*

 

 

On the plus side today, I have some good news. My dad bought me a soda and it was really yummy 

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

1 hour ago, Hawks said:

Well this just happened. I just forcibly came out to my dad as trans. 

Ok we are in the car he says he wants to talk about something. He goes maybe it's a coincidence about the binder and haircut. And maybe you think your trans..... so I panic. Then I'm lkke ok so i wanna go hy he they it makes me feel comfortable. Since i have I've felt more like me then I have my entire life. Dad talks about studies with trans suicide rates. I sadly didn't bring up a point I think l about that. And then he says he won't be addressing me as he and sticking with my other birth gender but if I wanna do that at school i do it at school. It's kinda freeing but also stressful cause he migjt blab to my mom and I am scared. He said tho he might not agree he still accepts me because I'm his kid. I dunno I just want advice. 

*sigj*

*melts into hug*

*hugs*

That’s rough, but at least now you’ve got it out of the way. Even if it’s stressful, it’s a step forward. An important one.

2 hours ago, Hawks said:

Let's play a game

Reasons why I wanan live with my dad part two:

Fact-i don't like going to the temple with small groups.

Fact- me and my mom don't really like the same things and I try to hang out with her snd do stuff she likes but she doesn't like it. 

Now that those are out of the way

I denied going to the temple with her bc it was the weekend my dad was moving out (next weekend) and then eventually I said I didn't wanna go. Later when talking she says "I'm just trying to hang out with you" then walks away i call out "there are more ways to hang out then going to the temple" "yeah but you don't do any."

WHAT THE HELL?! i do. I will try. Ok so i don't drive in your car home from games (bc i wanna talk sports and you don't know anymore and my dad does) ok so i don't go shopping with you all that much (bc it requires going out and alot of times when you do I'm already overwhelmed.) But theres stuff o do. I watch TV shows with you every night. I sit and watch a few romance movies even tho I don't like them. We play games together whenever we sit in the round chair and we laugh alot. But that's apparently not enough. That's how I hang out. At home. Calmly. Or occasionally at the mall. Doing board games or card games. Makeing jokes and talking. Not shopping or going to the temple? I try my best to do what she likes. Even if i hate it. She does to but sometimes it feels like I'm putting in more effort to do stuff she likes then vise versa. And whenever I try to initiate something I think she will like she isn't interested. I try to find stuff that's mix. Like an action romance movie but she doesn't watch it. 

If i say anything about it I'm worried she'll say the oh your just not accepting I'm changing. I AM but it's not easy to get over 13 years of trauma. My bad let me forget how you would scream at me for every mistake. Ill forget how you were so busy yelling at my brother you didn't notife I WAS SUICIDAL! Let me forgive you for making me feel so worthlwss it took all of my friends to be able to keep me ALIVE! And I'm still not recovered from that. My self confidence is zero and my self worth is still struggling. I'm trying my best to get over it but yiur advice of 'oh just talk about it in counseling' THE HELL DO YOU THINK I DO!? I'm trying and trying but it takes ALOT of TIME

thanks for listening. *sigh* 

*hugs as well*

Honestly, your stance here makes a lot of sense. You shouldn’t have to feel that way around her, and you definitely deserve better.

Just remember that your worth is not tied to her. You’re awesome, regardless of whether or not she sees that. We do. And we’re here for you. Every step of the way.

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

2 hours ago, Hawks said:

Well this just happened. I just forcibly came out to my dad as trans. 

Ok we are in the car he says he wants to talk about something. He goes maybe it's a coincidence about the binder and haircut. And maybe you think your trans..... so I panic. Then I'm lkke ok so i wanna go hy he they it makes me feel comfortable. Since i have I've felt more like me then I have my entire life. Dad talks about studies with trans suicide rates. I sadly didn't bring up a point I think l about that. And then he says he won't be addressing me as he and sticking with my other birth gender but if I wanna do that at school i do it at school. It's kinda freeing but also stressful cause he migjt blab to my mom and I am scared. He said tho he might not agree he still accepts me because I'm his kid. I dunno I just want advice. 

*sigj*

*melts into hug*

Oh my gosh I missed this!

*squeeze*

oh hawks

I don't know how to help, but I hope everything goes well

*squeeeeeeeeze*

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

2 hours ago, Hawks said:

Let's play a game

Reasons why I wanan live with my dad part two:

Fact-i don't like going to the temple with small groups.

Fact- me and my mom don't really like the same things and I try to hang out with her snd do stuff she likes but she doesn't like it. 

Now that those are out of the way

I denied going to the temple with her bc it was the weekend my dad was moving out (next weekend) and then eventually I said I didn't wanna go. Later when talking she says "I'm just trying to hang out with you" then walks away i call out "there are more ways to hang out then going to the temple" "yeah but you don't do any."

WHAT THE HELL?! i do. I will try. Ok so i don't drive in your car home from games (bc i wanna talk sports and you don't know anymore and my dad does) ok so i don't go shopping with you all that much (bc it requires going out and alot of times when you do I'm already overwhelmed.) But theres stuff o do. I watch TV shows with you every night. I sit and watch a few romance movies even tho I don't like them. We play games together whenever we sit in the round chair and we laugh alot. But that's apparently not enough. That's how I hang out. At home. Calmly. Or occasionally at the mall. Doing board games or card games. Makeing jokes and talking. Not shopping or going to the temple? I try my best to do what she likes. Even if i hate it. She does to but sometimes it feels like I'm putting in more effort to do stuff she likes then vise versa. And whenever I try to initiate something I think she will like she isn't interested. I try to find stuff that's mix. Like an action romance movie but she doesn't watch it. 

If i say anything about it I'm worried she'll say the oh your just not accepting I'm changing. I AM but it's not easy to get over 13 years of trauma. My bad let me forget how you would scream at me for every mistake. Ill forget how you were so busy yelling at my brother you didn't notife I WAS SUICIDAL! Let me forgive you for making me feel so worthlwss it took all of my friends to be able to keep me ALIVE! And I'm still not recovered from that. My self confidence is zero and my self worth is still struggling. I'm trying my best to get over it but yiur advice of 'oh just talk about it in counseling' THE HELL DO YOU THINK I DO!? I'm trying and trying but it takes ALOT of TIME

thanks for listening. *sigh* 

*hugs very tight *