Mental health club!

[KnightSkye Reforged They/Them]

On 4/19/2025 at 11:48 AM, Bird Furious said:

I just want to stop living on the edge of disaster

 it’s fraying my nerves and knotting all my insides and it feels like theres so so much pressure on my chest 

I almost want to just stop trying and let everything explode and ruin my future so that maybe I can have some peace and quiet under a nice bridge somewhere 

I’m tapped out

i can’t anymore 

*Hugs*

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

ugh i gotta take a spanish placement test for hs the anxiety is anxietying

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

1 minute ago, alittleinsane said:

ugh i gotta take a spanish placement test for hs the anxiety is anxietying

*hug*

You got this!!

*squeeze*

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

17 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

ugh i gotta take a spanish placement test for hs the anxiety is anxietying

WE BELIEVE IN YOU *HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS* YOU GOT THIS

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

32 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

*hug*

You got this!!

*squeeze*

16 minutes ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

WE BELIEVE IN YOU *HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS* YOU GOT THIS

thank youuuu

i fear i do not in fact got htis

i just finished the writing section and i am very afraid for the speaking

it's all online

i was taught to take context clues from body language and gestures

this will be fun in the sense that it will not be very fun at all

I AM SO CLOSE TO JUST SINGING DESPACITO FOR ALL MY ANSWERS IM GOING TO CRYYYY

VOY A LLORARRRRRRRRRR

NESICITO AYUDA

estoy triste y estresada

also, duolingo comió mi abuela porque no es practicí mi españollllll

Edited April 20, 2025 by alittleinsane

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

6 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

thank youuuu

i fear i do not in fact got htis

i just finished the writing section and i am very afraid for the speaking

it's all online

i was taught to take context clues from body language and gestures

this will be fun in the sense that it will not be very fun at all

I AM SO CLOSE TO JUST SINGING DESPACITO FOR ALL MY ANSWERS IM GOING TO CRYYYY

VOY A LLORARRRRRRRRRR

NESICITO AYUDA

estoy triste y estresada

also, duolingo comió mi abuela porque no es practicí mi españollllll

You still got thissssssss it'll go great!

I believe in you! We all believe in you!

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

Just now, Through The Living Glass said:

You still got thissssssss it'll go great!

I believe in you! We all believe in you!

thank youuuuuuuauauauauau

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

1 minute ago, alittleinsane said:

thank youuuuuuuauauauauau

DO GOOD THINGS

*gives anxiety meds*

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

7 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

DO GOOD THINGS

*gives anxiety meds*

alas this has failed

i tried to pause it so i could make my answer cause there;s a pause function

somehow confused myself and pressed it instead of clicking it and it automatically started

so i jsut closed the tab

may or may not be having an anxiety attack, my mama said it didn't matter earlier but i don't understand any of what they're saying in the recordings which doesn't make sense because in my class i am one of the best students and i hate this dumb assessment so much i wish i could do it in person it's so much easier talking in the saem room

[Existential]

10 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

DO GOOD THINGS

*gives anxiety meds*

Can I have some

Just now, alittleinsane said:

alas this has failed

i tried to pause it so i could make my answer cause there;s a pause function

somehow confused myself and pressed it instead of clicking it and it automatically started

so i jsut closed the tab

may or may not be having an anxiety attack, my mama said it didn't matter earlier but i don't understand any of what they're saying in the recordings which doesn't make sense because in my class i am one of the best students and i hate this dumb assessment so much i wish i could do it in person it's so much easier talking in the saem room

*sqiz*

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

21 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

thank youuuu

i fear i do not in fact got htis

i just finished the writing section and i am very afraid for the speaking

it's all online

i was taught to take context clues from body language and gestures

this will be fun in the sense that it will not be very fun at all

I AM SO CLOSE TO JUST SINGING DESPACITO FOR ALL MY ANSWERS IM GOING TO CRYYYY

VOY A LLORARRRRRRRRRR

NESICITO AYUDA

estoy triste y estresada

also, duolingo comió mi abuela porque no es practicí mi españollllll

So that little thing at the end made me believe in you even more what the fart did that even say but that is annoying I don’t love online tests either especially for stuff like languages

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

1 minute ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

So that little thing at the end made me believe in you even more what the fart did that even say but that is annoying I don’t love online tests either especially for stuff like languages

it says duolingo ate my grandma because i didn't practice lol

yeah online tests suck, a big part of learning a language is communicating through body language and wildly gesturing and online tests make it impossible to do that

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

Just now, alittleinsane said:

it says duolingo ate my grandma because i didn't practice lol

yeah online tests suck, a big part of learning a language is communicating through body language and wildly gesturing and online tests make it impossible to do that

I hope it didn’t actually
 

Yah and also idk if the test makes you record anything but if it doesn’t it’s even harder bc speaking and hearing the language is vastly different from reading ut

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

Just now, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

I hope it didn’t actually
 

Yah and also idk if the test makes you record anything but if it doesn’t it’s even harder bc speaking and hearing the language is vastly different from reading ut

ITS RECORdING LIKE YOU JUST RECORD IT AND ITS LIKE NOOOOOOOOOOOO

im good in class because i pay attention and i grasp the grammar rules really quickly

can't speak without thinking time tho

test doesn't give thinking time

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

1 minute ago, alittleinsane said:

ITS RECORdING LIKE YOU JUST RECORD IT AND ITS LIKE NOOOOOOOOOOOO

im good in class because i pay attention and i grasp the grammar rules really quickly

can't speak without thinking time tho

test doesn't give thinking time

Is the test like timed?!? Yah idk why I’m acting like I have experience with this I speak a tiny bit of German I picked up from doulingo

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

Just now, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

Is the test like timed?!? Yah idk why I’m acting like I have experience with this I speak a tiny bit of German I picked up from doulingo

ehhh not really, but you only have like a minute for the recording

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

9 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

ehhh not really, but you only have like a minute for the recording

Oh that is frustrating I sorr

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

25 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

alas this has failed

i tried to pause it so i could make my answer cause there;s a pause function

somehow confused myself and pressed it instead of clicking it and it automatically started

so i jsut closed the tab

may or may not be having an anxiety attack, my mama said it didn't matter earlier but i don't understand any of what they're saying in the recordings which doesn't make sense because in my class i am one of the best students and i hate this dumb assessment so much i wish i could do it in person it's so much easier talking in the saem room

*squeeeeeeeze*

oh dude

i'm sorry

It's gonna be okay

25 minutes ago, Dabi said:

Can I have some

*sqiz*

yes

*hug*

20 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

it says duolingo ate my grandma because i didn't practice lol

yeah online tests suck, a big part of learning a language is communicating through body language and wildly gesturing and online tests make it impossible to do that

yeah lol

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

ahhhhh amagad

that was so stressful

i think half of what i said was just "yo no entiendo, lo siento" (i don't understand, sorry)

ugh

Now, if this was a test on conjugations and grammar, or even just a test where the questions are written down and you respond to them verbally but they themselves are in writing it would have been SUCH a different story

now i've got to do my homework

20ish pages of annotations, we're reading the bluest eye, which is an absolutely amazing book, so at least there's that to look forward to

never htought i'd ever say that about annotations lol

gahhh i just want to watch the mandalorian and melt into the couch in peace is that really too much to ask

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

24 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

ahhhhh amagad

that was so stressful

i think half of what i said was just "yo no entiendo, lo siento" (i don't understand, sorry)

ugh

Now, if this was a test on conjugations and grammar, or even just a test where the questions are written down and you respond to them verbally but they themselves are in writing it would have been SUCH a different story

now i've got to do my homework

20ish pages of annotations, we're reading the bluest eye, which is an absolutely amazing book, so at least there's that to look forward to

never htought i'd ever say that about annotations lol

gahhh i just want to watch the mandalorian and melt into the couch in peace is that really too much to ask

*squeeze*

[MirkerLurker she/her]

19 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said:

Ha!

No, that was a good joke! One might say it was a greyt one! 

*pulls back in*

lol I did actually hafta go to bed, so your drag failed!
*gets dragged back in time*
oh...or not?

18 hours ago, Mag said:

Thanks everyone! I'm luckily feeling much better today.

I have tried using those techniques, but to be honest I almost always forget . I prefer seeking more potent ways of distracting myself, because while trying to shift your focus is helpful, I live so much in my own head that shifting away from what I'm feeling without making a physical change to what I'm doing is less effective. That is to say, to calm myself down I usually try to focus on other things like a game, or show, etc.

I hope you are all doing alright as well! I got to see my sister who lives out of state today, which was super fun. I miss her a lot. 

Happy Easter to those who celebrate!

Yah that makes sense. I just realized it might be worth asking if you knew them - I forget sometimes that not everybody has read stuff like that, and want to make sure we all at least have resources, so we can sort through and figure out what works best for each of us.

And what you're doing instead is called "Distraction"! Which is also a valid technique. Which amuses me for some reason. Probably because it sounds silly but actually works.

8 hours ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

YES I LOVE MY BOSTON TERRIER HES NOT VERY INTELLIGENT THO HE RUNSE INTO WALLS SOMETIMES

Oh also *massive hugs* Happy Easter to those who celebrate and if you don’t I hope you also have a great day

bahaha yep. We had one when I was growing up, and he was super sweet but thought the mop was alive

2 hours ago, alittleinsane said:

ugh i gotta take a spanish placement test for hs the anxiety is anxietying

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

alas this has failed

i tried to pause it so i could make my answer cause there;s a pause function

somehow confused myself and pressed it instead of clicking it and it automatically started

so i jsut closed the tab

may or may not be having an anxiety attack, my mama said it didn't matter earlier but i don't understand any of what they're saying in the recordings which doesn't make sense because in my class i am one of the best students and i hate this dumb assessment so much i wish i could do it in person it's so much easier talking in the saem room

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

ITS RECORdING LIKE YOU JUST RECORD IT AND ITS LIKE NOOOOOOOOOOOO

im good in class because i pay attention and i grasp the grammar rules really quickly

can't speak without thinking time tho

test doesn't give thinking time

UGH
So much sympathy for you. That sounds terrifying. ...I'm...glad it's over now, at least?

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

Just now, MirkerLurker said:

lol I did actually hafta go to bed, so your drag failed!
*gets dragged back in time*
oh...or not?

Yah that makes sense. I just realized it might be worth asking if you knew them - I forget sometimes that not everybody has read stuff like that, and want to make sure we all at least have resources, so we can sort through and figure out what works best for each of us.

And what you're doing instead is called "Distraction"! Which is also a valid technique. Which amuses me for some reason. Probably because it sounds silly but actually works.

bahaha yep. We had one when I was growing up, and he was super sweet but thought the mop was alive

UGH
So much sympathy for you. That sounds terrifying. ...I'm...glad it's over now, at least?

Sounds abt right mine will pick up a frisbee and it’ll cover his eyes and he’ll run around into all sorts of stuff

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

1 minute ago, MirkerLurker said:

lol I did actually hafta go to bed, so your drag failed!
*gets dragged back in time*
oh...or not?

*cackles*

*pulls into hug*

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

2 minutes ago, MirkerLurker said:

lol I did actually hafta go to bed, so your drag failed!
*gets dragged back in time*
oh...or not?

Yah that makes sense. I just realized it might be worth asking if you knew them - I forget sometimes that not everybody has read stuff like that, and want to make sure we all at least have resources, so we can sort through and figure out what works best for each of us.

And what you're doing instead is called "Distraction"! Which is also a valid technique. Which amuses me for some reason. Probably because it sounds silly but actually works.

bahaha yep. We had one when I was growing up, and he was super sweet but thought the mop was alive

UGH
So much sympathy for you. That sounds terrifying. ...I'm...glad it's over now, at least?

Yes lol, finally its over

im free

master has given dobby an overly scripted “good job!” end video. dobby is FREEEEEE!

[MirkerLurker she/her]

2 hours ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

Sounds abt right mine will pick up a frisbee and it’ll cover his eyes and he’ll run around into all sorts of stuff

Cute lol.

2 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said:

*cackles*

*pulls into hug*

*is hugged*

*squeezes back*

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

Yes lol, finally its over

im free

master has given dobby an overly scripted “good job!” end video. dobby is FREEEEEE!

FREEEEEE! woohoo!