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Eyes (Vision)


Usseewa

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So... Hath thy ever stared at your page doodling unblinking for a bit , a few minutes or so or less? It was an interesting experience. I didn't quite realize I was not blinking at first, but then I did but found it easy to continue. My eyes did not burn or anything, but my vision got funky like it usually does when I do that. It was harder and harder to see the page before me, yet i kept on doodling those hearts... My vision moved and blurred and had colors and patterns, though not that intensely, just the regular. Then my eyes stabegan to bhrn so I blinked again and all became well/normal once more.

later, never mind how much (*wink*), I felt my vision and eyes to be too soft, too unfocused, it needed to be *hard,* whatever that was. I felt as if my eyes were too naturally toward an angle- that of my cocked head *and* rotated head. I tried different eye positions and different focuses, non quite right. I tried farther (or further?) things, closer things... but to not much avail until I closed my eyes which was much better-;no vision.

my eyes were too tired but used to it, so perpetually weary perhaps. the eyes feel too soft, perhaps like I can't feel them within their sockets/my skull. like they aren't mine? but oh of course they are mine but I can't feel them sliding around.

do you at all know the feeling i mean?

i don't 

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Aeoryi

Posted

get some sleep 

Usseewa

Posted

4 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

get some sleep 

i have been kinda

 

get some too tess ♥

Aeoryi

Posted

3 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

i have been kinda

 

get some too tess ♥

how'd you knowww

Usseewa

Posted

Just now, Aeoryi said:

how'd you knowww

i saw the su response...

but I don't really wanna talk about it more if that's alright..

Aeoryi

Posted

8 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

i saw the su response...

but I don't really wanna talk about it more if that's alright..

ok

this is super relatable though

Usseewa

Posted

Just now, Aeoryi said:

ok

this is super relatable though

what the eyes?

cool

 

i can talk about the eyes/post if you carewantto allso

2 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

ok

this is super relatable though

i mean i gtg in a minute but uh 

Aeoryi

Posted

1 minute ago, Usseewa said:

what the eyes?

cool

 

i can talk about the eyes/post if you carewantto allso

ah ok I had no idea what you were referring to before

yeah when you have your eyes open for too long it hurts

but it also hurts to sleep

feels like a waste

Usseewa

Posted

1 minute ago, Aeoryi said:

ah ok I had no idea what you were referring to before

yeah when you have your eyes open for too long it hurts

but it also hurts to sleep

feels like a waste

uhh dw ill mention if it comes up again maybe

3eeee3eeee

e

yes

i relate to it feeling like a waste

but idk

Aeoryi

Posted

1 minute ago, Usseewa said:

uhh dw ill mention if it comes up again maybe

3eeee3eeee

e

yes

i relate to it feeling like a waste

but idk

yeah I need more sleep but I don't want to waste my time sleeping

Usseewa

Posted

On 6/18/2026 at 4:39 PM, Aeoryi said:

yeah I need more sleep but I don't want to waste my time sleeping

i had a dream about you the other day..

also i was gonna s

oh yeah

if you're worried you might consider seeing your doctor/psychiatrist/maybe counselor (we were talkin bout psychosis)

Aeoryi

Posted

2 hours ago, Usseewa said:

i had a dream about you the other day..

also i was gonna s

oh yeah

if you're worried you might consider seeing your doctor/psychiatrist/maybe counselor (we were talkin bout psychosis)

Good dream or bad dream?

Usseewa

Posted (edited)

19 hours ago, Aeoryi said:

Good dream or bad dream?

uhh..elements of both?

also i slept 7 hours lsst night cuz i didnt wanna stay up again all night it was kinda boring tbh 😭 and i was more tired and so loopy everything was confusing and odd

how u doin?

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Aeoryi

Posted

4 hours ago, Usseewa said:

uhh..elements of both?

also i slept 7 hours lsst night cuz i didnt wanna stay up again all night it was kinda boring tbh 😭 and i was more tired and so loopy everything was confusing and odd

how u doin?

I keep on having horrible nightmares that scare me 

Usseewa

Posted

25 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

I keep on having horrible nightmares that scare me 

oh oof, that sucks

does that affect yuu sleepjng?

Aeoryi

Posted

2 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

oh oof, that sucks

does that affect yuu sleepjng?

Yeah sometimes

Usseewa

Posted

3 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

Yeah sometimes

sounds rough

do u got any support

u can use mhc if u want, yk cuz im not always online nd stuff, if u want

also criss tbh but also maybe not..

cuz stuff

cuz 

 

do u ever not know what to say snd hate it or just say nothing which maybe is worse?

whats helpful for u to hear

like here rn

or

Aeoryi

Posted

45 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

sounds rough

do u got any support

u can use mhc if u want, yk cuz im not always online nd stuff, if u want

also criss tbh but also maybe not..

cuz stuff

cuz 

I should have some soon

46 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

do u ever not know what to say snd hate it or just say nothing which maybe is worse?

whats helpful for u to hear

like here rn

or

oh yeah all the time. A general rule of thumb is that I either aim to give support, affirmation, or advice. 

Usseewa

Posted

1 hour ago, Aeoryi said:

I should have some soon

oh yeah all the time. A general rule of thumb is that I either aim to give support, affirmation, or advice. 

yaytgats gooood that good is thats

yesh yah i lerned yesahbht stil hard

Aeoryi

Posted

38 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

yaytgats gooood that good is thats

yesh yah i lerned yesahbht stil hard

tbh it took a while to figure out how to best provide commentary without hurting others

Still difficult sometimes

Usseewa

Posted

9 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

tbh it took a while to figure out how to best provide commentary without hurting others

Still difficult sometimes

hehhehsbsbabbaba yeasss

yes..

Aeoryi

Posted

7 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

hehhehsbsbabbaba yeasss

yes..

why are you currently insane

Usseewa

Posted (edited)

42 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

why are you currently insane

because i

dont know

i drank coffe and dlept 7 gours eheich i didnt want to

but i was too tired and wanted to be fnctional so peolle wouldnt know soe thing was up

i slept 7 horis last night

and 0 the previous

so

and im just twearuky wfrom the cofe i think

can u have jut cofe grijnds for coffaffien?

i mean im less teeaky now... sometimes. but still physically kinda and idk

i need im going to drik coffee again tonight bmaybe so i can stay up and maybe also listen to a podcast or smthi

Edited by Usseewa
Aeoryi

Posted

1 hour ago, Usseewa said:

because i

dont know

i drank coffe and dlept 7 gours eheich i didnt want to

but i was too tired and wanted to be fnctional so peolle wouldnt know soe thing was up

i slept 7 horis last night

and 0 the previous

so

and im just twearuky wfrom the cofe i think

can u have jut cofe grijnds for coffaffien?

i mean im less teeaky now... sometimes. but still physically kinda and idk

i need im going to drik coffee again tonight bmaybe so i can stay up and maybe also listen to a podcast or smthi

by the Lord ruler 

you gotta take care of yourself or else someone eventually will notice and do it for you. 

why do you do this to yourself

Usseewa

Posted

1 minute ago, Aeoryi said:

by the Lord ruler 

you gotta take care of yourself or else someone eventually will notice and do it for you. 

why do you do this to yourself

soemtimes im scared of somone noticingand other times i just want help...

i dont know or dont want to know because i dont like the.answrr. I just... want to? Ado... I want to and Idk

Aeoryi

Posted

2 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

soemtimes im scared of somone noticingand other times i just want help...

i dont know or dont want to know because i dont like the.answrr. I just... want to? Ado... I want to and Idk

you should reach out to get some help, okay?

you gotta take care of yourself. Not doing so is effectively self harm. You have to at least try.

 

 


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