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Rynturning_Light

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I find it horribly ironic and honestly kinda fascinating just how far my voice has shifted from what it was when I originally joined

Like, initially I was chaotic and childish and kinda stupid. That was for a variety of reasons, but that tone is just…not here anymore?

I want to present like that. To yap and be energetic. It’s fun, and I assume that’s what people relate with me.

For some reason tho, I just can’t

Sorry if you miss that person. Honestly, I don’t know if she’s coming back

(this is stupid and angsty, I know. I just needed to say it)

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Aeoryi

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naturally, if you were to look at my past on the shard, the way I talked was... kinda so different that it feels fake

we see how different I am now. we all change over time. we become different, as our experiences shape us. people will miss the old you, so cherish her.

but do not attempt to replace the current person you are with nostalgia of the past

Honors Spectral Image

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*hugsss* we love you whether your a chaos gremlin or like uhhh like who’s someone serious idk like a ceo or smthin we love you for who you are and your personality changing doesn’t change that i don’t miss ryn the chaotic or ryn the anything else I’m just happy that ryn is still here

SpartanBrigade

Posted

A Ryn's a Ryn however a Ryn Ryns

You're both the chaotic, energetic woman and the more serious and mature woman

And we all think you're pretty storming sick whatever your mood or tone

Vielence

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I love both, all, and every Ryn

They can be different versions of you, but you’re still you and that’s who I’m twinums with soooo

it ain’t gonna make me not like you

*hugs* 

Listen sometimes you just gotta be angsty 

41 minutes ago, SpartanBrigade said:

A Ryn's a Ryn however a Ryn Ryns

You're both the chaotic, energetic woman and the more serious and mature woman

And we all think you're pretty storming sick whatever your mood or tone

Also Spartan

Utter poetry

Again

*claps* your way with words is kinda badass

Rynturning_Light

Posted

Thanks everyone

I appreciate it

I kinda really needed to hear that

I’ll try not to shut down or silence or up play whoever is me at the moment

and I’ll try to get back comfortable in my own skin

Spoiler

Also, yall are making it sound like there’s an entire multiverse based around Ryns and I find that concept unnecessarily funny

 

Rynturning_Light

Posted

Maybe that’s why the twin/alternate universe joke works for like every person I come into contact with

who knows

Vielence

Posted

20 minutes ago, Rynturning_Light said:

Thanks everyone

I appreciate it

I kinda really needed to hear that

I’ll try not to shut down or silence or up play whoever is me at the moment

and I’ll try to get back comfortable in my own skin

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Also, yall are making it sound like there’s an entire multiverse based around Ryns and I find that concept unnecessarily funny

 

Y’know

there very well might be

and that would be extremely cool

Rynturning_Light

Posted

Rynverse

Yall are all variants, ‘cause we’re all twinums

Usseewa

Posted

i didnt read everything people here said and im a bit late but

i think i relate to this

maybe i dont but

sometimes i want (or think i want) to do something or be someone because it's what I've been for so long or it's what people see me as or what i think is what makes me... good. a good human, a likeable human, a relatable human, a skilled human, a valued human, etc.

but realize can change and still be someone people like

idk

uhhh

 

SpartanBrigade

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14 hours ago, Honors Spectral Image said:

Well yes this is redemption ark ryn or smyhing

Ryndemption 

Rynturning_Light

Posted

7 hours ago, SpartanBrigade said:

Ryndemption 

 

1 hour ago, Honors Spectral Image said:

YES

Ryntribution

Who knew my name was so pun-able lol

Vielence

Posted

22 hours ago, Rynturning_Light said:

Rynverse

Yall are all variants, ‘cause we’re all twinums

That is legit genius

yes 

I’m on board

 

We still have a running theory that we’re clones of each other so I believe this

9 hours ago, SpartanBrigade said:

Ryndemption 

YES

Aeoryi

Posted

ryniun

Rynturning_Light

Posted

7 minutes ago, Vielence said:

That is legit genius

yes 

I’m on board

 

We still have a running theory that we’re clones of each other so I believe this

We all just start morphing into the spider-man pointing meme

2 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

ryniun

wait

explain this one to me

my brain tired and is not functioning to its fullest potential

Aeoryi

Posted

33 minutes ago, Rynturning_Light said:

We all just start morphing into the spider-man pointing meme

wait

explain this one to me

my brain tired and is not functioning to its fullest potential

ryniunation

Rynturning_Light

Posted

28 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

ryniunation

Ah, I see

i am become Death, destroyer of worlds

Aeoryi

Posted

Just now, Rynturning_Light said:

Ah, I see

i am become Death, destroyer of worlds

why ryn?

Rynturning_Light

Posted

Just now, Aeoryi said:

why ryn?

Like, in general

why I chose it as my user?

It’s a very rarely used irl nickname and I thought it sounded cool

the “rynturning light” thing had more symbolism✨ because I’m just like that(TM)

Aeoryi

Posted

1 minute ago, Rynturning_Light said:

Like, in general

why I chose it as my user?

It’s a very rarely used irl nickname and I thought it sounded cool

the “rynturning light” thing had more symbolism✨ because I’m just like that(TM)

ryn reminds me of a name I would've liked when I was younger, I'm glad you picked it up

Rynturning_Light

Posted

3 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

ryn reminds me of a name I would've liked when I was younger, I'm glad you picked it up

Why thank you

i thought my online presence should be specific to me in some form

I really own the credit to one of my friends who insisted he give me a nickname

Aeoryi

Posted

Just now, Rynturning_Light said:

Why thank you

i thought my online presence should be specific to me in some form

I really own the credit to one of my friends who insisted he give me a nickname

my username has never had anything to do with my IRL name. 

Rynturning_Light

Posted

4 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

my username has never had anything to do with my IRL name. 

Yeah, “Ryn” is extremely rarely used

literally, outside of online one person uses it

that’s kinda why I chose it, give it some actual use

the only thing is if I started taking about my other nicknames people have given me publicly, people could figure out me full name


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