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2026/05/01 - Unoriginal, Unthoughtful


I might schedule multiple to be posted this day, since they're short.

 

Broken Record… Or Something…

I’m a fool, and maybe that’s okay.

I don’t need to stay the same, I can change.

I can simply accept I am wrong and update my mind.

 

I, the broken record, just repeating myself.

Stuck in a loop, a different kind of static.

Getting nowhere, not even thinking.

I write the same things I did last evening.

 

And so I should change, somehow.

I’m not quite sure how, but I should change.

I need to accept that what I write is trash,

And take up a different hat.

 

- Lily

Edited by Usseewa

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Verdance

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It’s not trash. Just don’t let it stagnate.

Usseewa

Posted

2 minutes ago, Verdance said:

It’s not trash. Just don’t let it stagnate.

Yep, true.

I need to notice when I'm rambling and repeating and out of ideas, and maybe not or something.

 

Also, I've come to some important realizations recently. Some of which were in 2026/04/30. I have some more in 2026/05/09, which is scheduled to be published tomorrow. Yes, that is a big jump. I'll admit I was discouraged from writing as well as just depressed. I feel better for the time being and am taking the steps to heal.

Thank you for your support

Verdance

Posted

Just now, Usseewa said:

Yep, true.

I need to notice when I'm rambling and repeating and out of ideas, and maybe not or something.

 

Also, I've come to some important realizations recently. Some of which were in 2026/04/30. I have some more in 2026/05/09, which is scheduled to be published tomorrow. Yes, that is a big jump. I'll admit I was discouraged from writing as well as just depressed. I feel better for the time being and am taking the steps to heal.

Thank you for your support

eyes literally sting reading this

 

Usseewa

Posted

Just now, Verdance said:

eyes literally sting reading this

 

I hope that's a good thing

Verdance

Posted

1 minute ago, Usseewa said:

I hope that's a good thing

Yes

Actually kind of ridiculous stuff like thay never happens to my autism’d nervous system

Usseewa

Posted

1 minute ago, Verdance said:

Yes

Actually kind of ridiculous stuff like thay never happens to my autism’d nervous system

Stuff like what?

What I said, or tears?

Verdance

Posted

Just now, Usseewa said:

Stuff like what?

What I said, or tears?

Very very slightly tears

not normal

perhaps because general mood is lifted as well, but idk

youve been slightly stressing my out for so long that any sort of progress is really wonderful to see

Usseewa

Posted

Just now, Verdance said:

Very very slightly tears

not normal

perhaps because general mood is lifted as well, but idk

youve been slightly stressing my out for so long that any sort of progress is really wonderful to see

Sorry, it can definitely be stressful to have a depressed friend and all you can do is watch them slide into oblivion.

Verdance

Posted

Just now, Usseewa said:

Sorry, it can definitely be stressful to have a depressed friend and all you can do is watch them slide into oblivion.

Its fine… 🙃

im not going to think about it

guess the song:

🙃    🧐🙈   🟡🧢

Usseewa

Posted

4 minutes ago, Verdance said:

Its fine… 🙃

im not going to think about it

guess the song:

🙃    🧐🙈   🟡🧢

Upside Down

Hmm/inspect blind

yellow hat

 

?

Verdance

Posted

Just now, Usseewa said:

Upside Down

Hmm/inspect blind

yellow hat

 

?

Upside down, Jack Johnson

the other four emojis are supposed to clue you into Curious George. An inquisitive monkey and a man with a yellow hat

Usseewa

Posted

Just now, Verdance said:

Upside down, Jack Johnson

the other four emojis are supposed to clue you into Curious George. An inquisitive monkey and a man with a yellow hat

Oh, well I already knew somehwat the name jack johnson because you told me like yesterday or smth

Verdance

Posted

Just now, Usseewa said:

Oh, well I already knew somehwat the name jack johnson because you told me like yesterday or smth

Yeah or else i would have tried harder

Usseewa

Posted

On 5/13/2026 at 4:11 PM, Verdance said:

Yeah or else i would have tried harder

So uhh funny thing happened, the other day that song came up and I thought of you

Verdance

Posted

1 hour ago, Usseewa said:

So uhh funny thing happened, the other day that song came up and I thought of you

\*squints*
okey

anyhow how are you? Been a while

Usseewa

Posted

10 minutes ago, Verdance said:

\*squints*
okey

anyhow how are you? Been a while

Lol

 

I'm good, right now

Indeed it has been

I see you drew your OC/PFP like u were sayin u were gonna

and got Subnautica 2

das nice

 

I been just groovy, baby!

uhm..

idk, kinda isolated but finding some joys

and still clean

Verdance

Posted

Yay

39 minutes ago, Usseewa said:

Lol

 

I'm good, right now

Indeed it has been

I see you drew your OC/PFP like u were sayin u were gonna

and got Subnautica 2

das nice

 

I been just groovy, baby!

uhm..

idk, kinda isolated but finding some joys

and still clean

amazing!

happy pride month btw

even though its like an hour and a half off

okay that still feels so weird 

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