2026/03/31 - sli.. ping
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I stumble in a dance, there are people around me walking, lips moving. Are they talking, I can’t hear them, but oh it’s alright. Where am I, I don’t know, it’s strange. What was I doing, who am I, oh this dance is nice, pleasant, who are these people though?
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I wake up sweating, heart racing, breathing quickly, why? I’ll just… I’ll just rest some more…
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I’m a child again, such wonderful times… oh oh nevermind, must have slipped my mind. It’s all… all…
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I… what am I doing, why am I holding this I don’t—
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I’m scared I hide they’re lips move there are sounds this sound in my head it won’t stop it won’t stop it won’t stop it won’t stop it won’t…
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I don’t remember yesterday I don’t remember anything what what am what where where am I what am I doing what is this what is this
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La~la~la… the melody plays sloooowwwlllyyy… soooo peaceful…
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Lying unmoving unmoving move I don’t move my body is not my body does not. I see faintly through a vignette hearing from under the water in a distant room do I… heh… what’s that world like? When was I last there…
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My mind mind my myyyy my my mi—
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Sometimes I feel a little prick it’s funny very funny hilarious a little prick prick prick prick pinch from beyond… beyond the veil of fog and darkness and into that place… just a prick and pinch… like… like a… a… …
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Soothing sounds… soothing sounds… I think I’ll rest now… just for a bit…
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Sometimes I hear muffles… muffles… mumbled muffles… heheh… muffled… mufflers… muffins… muffins…? I want muffins… taste… taste is what?
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Pinch pinch haha… sometimes I get this prick… this little prick… so dulled from beyond… beyond…?
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Fog… such a… a thick… fog… why… why can’t I… think…?
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Blinking… glimpses… lights… light… white… black… white… black… white…
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Black
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I remember… this… old… this… remember… a tune… from a… a different time.
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I feel cold… I feel… I feel cold. I feel cold. Cold. Cold. I feel cold. I feel cold. I feel… I…
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Aaaaaaa… ba a da pa a a…
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- Lily

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