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2026/03/31 - sli.. ping


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I stumble in a dance, there are people around me walking, lips moving. Are they talking, I can’t hear them, but oh it’s alright. Where am I, I don’t know, it’s strange. What was I doing, who am I, oh this dance is nice, pleasant, who are these people though?

I wake up sweating, heart racing, breathing quickly, why? I’ll just… I’ll just rest some more…

I’m a child again, such wonderful times… oh oh nevermind, must have slipped my mind. It’s all… all…

I… what am I doing, why am I holding this I don’t—

I’m scared I hide they’re lips move there are sounds this sound in my head it won’t stop it won’t stop it won’t stop it won’t stop it won’t…

I don’t remember yesterday I don’t remember anything what what am what where where am I what am I doing what is this what is this

La~la~la… the melody plays sloooowwwlllyyy… soooo peaceful…

Lying unmoving unmoving move I don’t move my body is not my body does not. I see faintly through a vignette hearing from under the water in a distant room do I… heh… what’s that world like? When was I last there…

My mind mind my myyyy my my mi—

Sometimes I feel a little prick it’s funny very funny hilarious a little prick prick prick prick pinch from beyond… beyond the veil of fog and darkness and into that place… just a prick and pinch… like… like a… a… …

Soothing sounds… soothing sounds… I think I’ll rest now… just for a bit…

Sometimes I hear muffles… muffles… mumbled muffles… heheh… muffled… mufflers… muffins… muffins…? I want muffins… taste… taste is what?

Pinch pinch haha… sometimes I get this prick… this little prick… so dulled from beyond… beyond…?

Fog… such a… a thick… fog… why… why can’t I… think…?

Blinking… glimpses… lights… light… white… black… white… black… white…

Black

I remember… this… old… this… remember… a tune… from a… a different time.

I feel cold… I feel… I feel cold. I feel cold. Cold. Cold. I feel cold. I feel cold. I feel… I…

Aaaaaaa… ba a da pa a a…

 

- Lily

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Verdance

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Okay, i promise it’s important to me to sit down and go through all the MFDs one by one and theorize about them

i just have a lot of school going on rn in these last few months, sorry.

but this is a fun read. Im not sure what to think of the first person stories you do, as its sometimes hard to separate what you may be writing from experience from what inspires you fictionally. Its very cool.

Usseewa

Posted

dw, schoolwork is.. is important to do. you need. we need it. we needs it.

:3 tysm :3

i write a lot inspired from experience or basically just experience. a lot.

the thing is that sometimes it's written as if Lily were saying it, and sometimes it's a character that shares what Lily feels though.

Verdance

Posted

… but you are lily tho

It has been a while since I’ve done a blatant self insert

Usseewa

Posted

cold cold cold was definitely a "self-insert" or whatever it's called. idk tho cuz i don't know that term uwu.

as for sli.. ping, ...

 

omg i also wrote like 5 stories give or take that were about the same character who was basically Lily

Verdance

Posted

Is Thursday 

am in back of large bus on road trip to roller coaster park for senior trip w/ me church

do you have an MFD planned for today perhaps?

Usseewa

Posted (edited)

it is indeed...

it is indeed...

 

i dont have the words to respond

fully.

 

but

sorry

 

edit :..now i feel like crying for no reason

edit2: ahh why is everyone reading this

Spoiler

edit 3: oh prolly cuz im wishing for—

 

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Verdance

Posted

Wdym sorry this is cool

oh sorry you feel like that that sucks

i wish i felt like crying. I really love crying.

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