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2026/03/24 - Compliance to Her


[CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNING]

Contains some elements that may be interpreted as self-harm and/or schizophrenia I think. Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong for the latter, as I don't know too much about it.

 

See Her;She Guides

I see her here.

Don’t you?

She’s at my side,

Holding a knife.

Why don’t you see her?

 

She whispers to me,

Guides me.

She hands me the knife,

I take it.

She directs my hand,

I comply.

 

I see your confusion, my friend.

Do not worry, all will end well.

 

I cut, I twist, at her instruction.

I sew, I manipulate, each step in my ear.

I see, I feel, I hear.

 

I must not slow, she says.

I must do this, she urges.

 

I can’t falter, can’t stop,

Can’t rest, can’t break,

Can’t wait, can’t think,

Just listen, just do,

Just trust, just her.

 

- Lily

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Usseewa

Posted

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

Hmmm… i wish you hadn’t come up with the straightjacket idea i want it now

you need one of those :3

oh and uhm i forgor that i kinda mighta ate a whole pack of eminems (m&ms) it said servings per container 3 but i saw 1 oopsiess

omg pls no it sounds like literal hell id stormin hate it id wanna die prolly

Verdance

Posted

Btw you going to update your aboutme?

Usseewa

Posted

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

Btw you going to update your aboutme?

for waht

mfd

?

maybe why

ack i knew it i already have one called restrained soi gotta call it somethingan else

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Verdance

Posted

2 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

for waht

mfd

?

maybe why

ack i knew it i already have one called restrained soi gotta call it somethingan else

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Restrained two: straightjacket boogaloo

Usseewa

Posted

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

Restrained two: straightjacket boogaloo

what the ado

oh it's a reference

Spoiler

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hehe i knew that

uwu

Verdance

Posted

Just now, Through The Living Girl said:

what the ado

Uh is the straightjacket story a metaphor for anything

let me guess being closeted

Usseewa

Posted

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

Uh is the straightjacket story a metaphor for anything

let me guess being closeted

oh uhm i thin k most of these metaphors are subconsciuss haha just like my

uwu got the title uwu

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btw the semicolon stuff is a reference to Steins;Gate

 

uwu why'd i reveal that uwuw

Verdance

Posted

Just now, Through The Living Girl said:

oh uhm i thin k most of these metaphors are subconsciuss haha just like my

Subconscious metaphors are the best cause you get to find out the same way the reader does

and you feel brilliant

the original SoW was just a dystopian story i wrote but then i realized it mirrored my actual experiences with public school thematically, like how i viewed it

Usseewa

Posted

 

waiut a veil'd moment...

(technically it's straitjacket btu...)

straightjacket

as in not a gayjacekt

as in the restraint o fbeing straight for a non-straight person!

 

Verdance

Posted

Imma try and write something to update the most recent poetry blog

Called it

Usseewa

Posted

1 minute ago, Through The Living Grass said:

Subconscious metaphors are the best cause you get to find out the same way the reader does

and you feel brilliant

the original SoW was just a dystopian story i wrote but then i realized it mirrored my actual experiences with public school thematically, like how i viewed it

hehe preciselfy

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

Imma try and write something to update the most recent poetry blog

Called it

wdym uwu

uwuw

uuwuw

wuwuwuwuuw

i want to uwu a lot

like i want to uwu so much thta i break my bones

 

if u knwow hat i mean

 

like just uwu

 

and 

then

meep

Verdance

Posted

Just now, Through The Living Girl said:

hehe preciselfy

wdym uwu

uwuw

uuwuw

wuwuwuwuuw

i want to uwu a lot

WuW lmrao

Usseewa

Posted

rawr?

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yay sounds fun uwu

OMG OMG OMGOMGMGMGM

i forgot

 

so for the insanity book writinsfs  i listened oto the fear&hunger ost

it's such a vibe

ima pull it oup now instead of goodkid

 

ahhhh purrrrfect

Verdance

Posted

5 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

rawr?

image.thumb.png.b7ef46f82fda131765f04d6975751b7d.png

yay sounds fun uwu

OMG OMG OMGOMGMGMGM

i forgot

 

so for the insanity book writinsfs  i listened oto the fear&hunger ost

it's such a vibe

ima pull it oup now instead of goodkid

 

ahhhh purrrrfect

No what that game is pure evil

sister… that makes me want to drink bleach its so disgusting

hmmm my general lyricless music is usually Carpenter Brut’s album Trilogy

awesome synth music, absolute fire

Usseewa

Posted (edited)

1 minute ago, Through The Living Grass said:

No what that game is pure evil

sister… that makes me want to drink bleach its so disgusting

hmmm my general lyricless music is usually Carpenter Brut’s album Trilogy

awesome synth music, absolute fire

yeah ik the game is so fun omg

i play it like every night before bed 

Spoiler

jk never played it

prolly never will

ive heard bad things abt it

and...

seen bad things abt it

 

but the music's good!

 

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Verdance

Posted

1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said:

yeah ik the game is so fun omg

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jk never played it

prolly never will

ive heard bad things abt it

and...

seen bad things abt it

 

but the music's good!

 

*sigh*
okay whatevs

imma try and write something. Maybe a poem, maybe work on virtual school, idk.

Usseewa

Posted (edited)

5 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

*sigh*
okay whatevs

imma try and write something. Maybe a poem, maybe work on virtual school, idk.

lol the music helps me get into the vibeeeee

uwuww

it helps tone down the urge to uwu and turn it into the urge to

um

write creepy stuff

 

anyways gl

 

I think that's a lame start... hmm..

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Verdance

Posted

Just now, Through The Living Girl said:

lol the music helps me get into the vibeeeee

uwuww

it helps tone down the urge to uwu and turn it into the urge to

um

write creepy stuff

 

anyways gl

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Idk my friend

Restraint is… a fine line

I don’t recommend this course of action. 

Usseewa

Posted

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

Idk my friend

Restraint is… a fine line

I don’t recommend this course of action. 

okay fine

ur right...

sigh....

what do i write abt then

 

I can definitely see... the alternate meanings....

 

Verdance

Posted

1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said:

okay fine

ur right...

sigh....

what do i write abt then

 

I can definitely see... the alternate meanings....

 

Yeah especially cause you’re writing a female character 

while listening to fear and hunger

write about freedom for once. Or cosmic horror. A combination of both, perhaps

You have so many incomplete short stories you could just… pick up at any time. 

Usseewa

Posted (edited)

2 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

Yeah especially cause you’re writing a female character 

while listening to fear and hunger

write about freedom for once. Or cosmic horror. A combination of both, perhaps

bro

*coughs up secret unabridged 17S ToS and Code of Conduct* (it's covered in ... cranberry juice)

 

anyway...

*deletes that from her writing doc*

uhm

so

wdym cosmic hrorr

 

WAATIIATJAIHEIHTIHTETIHFHAOKFKFJJD

i was gunna

write

abt 

something

that i barely

didnt come up

with 

yet

 

 

also uhm maybe delete the attachment from ur quote lol hehe

(screenie)

 

omg wait creepy music box

COSMIC HORROR MY BELOVEDDDDDD

 

 

IM GONNA WRITE AN EXTREMELY GORY ONE

wait nvm i'd go insane

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Verdance

Posted (edited)

Hmmm

i need to write a happy poem

but howww

[Now Playing: “In My Head”, Public Theatre.]

”throats been ripped to pieces, i drown in bloody beaches, you said you’d be there for me, now i beg for forgiveness”

theres my problem lmrao

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Usseewa

Posted

1 minute ago, Through The Living Grass said:

Hmmm

i need to write a happy poem

but howww

[Now Playing: “In My Head”, Public Theatre.]

theres my problem lmrao

why u keep saying lmrao

also vro listen to happy musiccc

2 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

Hmmm

i need to write a happy poem

but howww

[Now Playing: “In My Head”, Public Theatre.]

”throats been ripped to pieces, i drown in bloody beaches, you said you’d be there for me, now i beg for forgiveness”

theres my problem lmrao

what the veil

actually no what the ado

Verdance

Posted

1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said:

why u keep saying lmrao

also vro listen to happy musiccc

what the veil

actually no what the ado

Yeah idk just working my way through my playlist

In my head isnt as close to my heart, but it is more somber

Usseewa

Posted

2 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

Yeah idk just working my way through my playlist

In my head isnt as close to my heart, but it is more somber

the thing i was looking for

 

read blog description >:3

i put it a few days ago and promptly forgot abt it

@Through The Living Grass


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