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2026/03/24 - Compliance to Her


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Contains some elements that may be interpreted as self-harm and/or schizophrenia I think. Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong for the latter, as I don't know too much about it.

 

See Her;She Guides

I see her here.

Don’t you?

She’s at my side,

Holding a knife.

Why don’t you see her?

 

She whispers to me,

Guides me.

She hands me the knife,

I take it.

She directs my hand,

I comply.

 

I see your confusion, my friend.

Do not worry, all will end well.

 

I cut, I twist, at her instruction.

I sew, I manipulate, each step in my ear.

I see, I feel, I hear.

 

I must not slow, she says.

I must do this, she urges.

 

I can’t falter, can’t stop,

Can’t rest, can’t break,

Can’t wait, can’t think,

Just listen, just do,

Just trust, just her.

 

- Lily

Edited by Usseewa
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Verdance

Posted

Metaphorically literal

hmmm

Usseewa

Posted

3 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

Metaphorically literal

hmmm

hm?

Verdance

Posted

Uhhh

just overcomplicating the statement “nice metaphor”

Usseewa

Posted

For what?

UwU

Verdance

Posted

The poem is a metaphor for opposing parts of yourself? Imhop, not sure if you were being literal at this point

Usseewa

Posted (edited)

1 hour ago, Through The Living Grass said:

The poem is a metaphor for opposing parts of yourself? Imhop, not sure if you were being literal at this point

Idk i was very tired when writing some of it and couldn't think well

not completely sure what was goin thru my mind

i have  some ideabut idk

 

wait u know when ur so depressed and sad and upset that u don't even enjoy ice cream?

(that was me last night and the day before)

but rn the ice cream is pretty good

a little too sweet maybe, but nice

 

@Through The Living Grass how was ur walk?

Edited by Through The Living Girl
Verdance

Posted

1 hour ago, Through The Living Girl said:

Idk i was very tired when writing some of it and couldn't think well

not completely sure what was goin thru my mind

i have  some ideabut idk

 

wait u know when ur so depressed and sad and upset that u don't even enjoy ice cream?

(that was me last night and the day before)

but rn the ice cream is pretty good

a little too sweet maybe, but nice

 

@Through The Living Grass how was ur walk?

Sometimes i find sleep deprivation actually really really helps me write

Hemmingway said “write drunk, edit sober,” and i amend that to be about sleep deprivation instead of alcohol

i can’t remember the last time i had ice cream tbh just been a while since we bought it my family tends to buy less sugar in the months after christmastime

was very nice, thank you

Sorry for responding late just noticed this

Usseewa

Posted

1 minute ago, Through The Living Grass said:

Sometimes i find sleep deprivation actually really really helps me write

Hemmingway said “write drunk, edit sober,” and i amend that to be about sleep deprivation instead of alcohol

i can’t remember the last time i had ice cream tbh just been a while since we bought it my family tends to buy less sugar in the months after christmastime

was very nice, thank you

Sorry for responding late just noticed this

i ended up sitting on a bench for a bit but gettting cold so going back to hell but getting hot so going back out

lol

 

also I REALLLLLYYYYY want to write right now but i also don't have meds and can't think uwu

killkillkillkillbloodbloodbloodyimgoing

Verdance

Posted (edited)

1 hour ago, Through The Living Girl said:

i ended up sitting on a bench for a bit but gettting cold so going back to hell but getting hot so going back out

lol

 

also I REALLLLLYYYYY want to write right now but i also don't have meds and can't think uwu

killkillkillkillbloodbloodbloodyimgoing

Hmmm… like write poetry or prose?

Im trying to figure out how im going to write a scene thats mainly set on a computer… in second person

People are switching their names back, should I

Spoiler

Image removed, but I SAW YOU

*ahem*

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Usseewa

Posted

9 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

Hmmm… like write poetry or prose?

Im trying to figure out how im going to write a scene thats mainly set on a computer… in second person

People are switching their names back, should I

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*ahem*

uwuwuuw

 

OOamanjshsjwuuUahahwbbwbwnzbzbzbbzb jxnsjwiioiIwiwiwiwi

hahah i want to [redacted]

also 

+#+2++2+2+#88iIIiUwwujw

 

compiter ,2nd person sound scooooollllllll

soo cmdlslwowoeoekekeke

jxnxncnnnnn;✓%✓;✓[✓✓<✓✓<✓b;;;;

10 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

People are switching their names back, should I

i think we decided that March is month we change names idk

 

IM GONNA TRY TO WRTIE NOW VERDEEEEEE

Verdance

Posted

3 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

uwuwuuw

 

OOamanjshsjwuuUahahwbbwbwnzbzbzbbzb jxnsjwiioiIwiwiwiwi

hahah i want to [redacted]

also 

+#+2++2+2+#88iIIiUwwujw

 

compiter ,2nd person sound scooooollllllll

soo cmdlslwowoeoekekeke

jxnxncnnnnn;✓%✓;✓[✓✓<✓✓<✓b;;;;

i think we decided that March is month we change names idk

 

IM GONNA TRY TO WRTIE NOW VERDEEEEEE

What the rusting hell

Did the ice cream do to you

Usseewa

Posted

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

What the rusting hell

Did the ice cream do to you

I WOULD BE WORSE IF IT WAS ESSIERT EASIER TO SPAMWMWMKOXXOCO BUT KEEBYVALES KEYEBAORD KEY AODD KEYBOARDS ARE WEIRDDBDNSNSN W W SAND FNANA A ND ANDNF. AND FINEGERSONS GONGERS FOBEES FINGERS ARE WERIDD D BABSHSHAHHSHAHAHAHAHAHHWHWHWUWUWUWWUWUUWUWUWUWUWUWUWUEUEIEUUUDUDHDHHDHHDHDHEHBEEBBEBEB 

I FEEEL INSANENENNENEJWIWKWE

AJAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAJJWWHHWHWJW

 

ALSO POX IS GOOD TOO

THE SONG S

Verdance

Posted

Just now, Through The Living Girl said:

I WOULD BE WORSE IF IT WAS ESSIERT EASIER TO SPAMWMWMKOXXOCO BUT KEEBYVALES KEYEBAORD KEY AODD KEYBOARDS ARE WEIRDDBDNSNSN W W SAND FNANA A ND ANDNF. AND FINEGERSONS GONGERS FOBEES FINGERS ARE WERIDD D BABSHSHAHHSHAHAHAHAHAHHWHWHWUWUWUWWUWUUWUWUWUWUWUWUWUEUEIEUUUDUDHDHHDHHDHDHEHBEEBBEBEB 

I FEEEL INSANENENNENEJWIWKWE

AJAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAJJWWHHWHWJW

 

ALSO POX IS GOOD TOO

THE SONG S

You’re trying to tell me you’re like 18+ 

and pull this

okay, uh sure. 

(he wrote pox in middle school which is kind of cool)

can you, like, relax? It’s really difficult to read all that.

Usseewa

Posted

 

 

OMG I JUST HAD AND IDEA 
(I WSWITCHED T OMY LAPTOP BECAUSE FOR some reaosn its  i cant i i hard write on phone when im hyperactive like this  so yeah cuz my fingers are insae n end adn and on computer it's easie eafitto to type accurately wihtout as amnfye fmanfy many typoossoosoosososososoososososoossoososso)

 

oh yeah fthe the idea is wsoomeone someone who is basically restrained ilike like maybe in a straitjacket or one oif thise those tables with staraprp starap straps

Verdance

Posted

You keep going with the easily misconstrued topics

that is cool, though

Usseewa

Posted

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

You’re trying to tell me you’re like 18+ 

and pull this

okay, uh sure. 

(he wrote pox in middle school which is kind of cool)

can you, like, relax? It’s really difficult to read all that.

OSSRYYRY

sorry 

aifia

am 

a person 

 

who says im 198+

18+

 

uuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuw

im wahtever age u think i am

 

cuz

i amtj not agonna tell u :3

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

You keep going with the easily misconstrued topics

that is cool, though

uwu yes :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :# #: ;3;#:;3;::d

Verdance

Posted

Pretty sure you have said you’re an adult before

okay, you’re obviously eleven. Duh. 

im going to go pretend i am not pining for ice cream like someone who just found out their wife didn’t die

Usseewa

Posted (edited)

7 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

Pretty sure you have said you’re an adult before

okay, you’re obviously eleven. Duh. 

im going to go pretend i am not pining for ice cream like someone who just found out their wife didn’t die

SHE DIDN'T??

OMG OMG OMG WHERE IS SHE IS SHE OKAY??????

 

receipts

...

how'd u know my age

how'd u know im 11

 

STLAKERKLKLKLSFJJAJSJFSJ

 

ANYEON
ANWAYY TIME TO WRITE BAOUT THE PREMIER INN I DONT KNOW WHERE TIME BEGINS I DONT KNOW WHERE TIME BEGINS THE FLOWERS SOMETHING ABOUT A VIOLET HUE AND THE CLOCKS RUN BACK AND SO SHOULD YOU AND JENNY AND MOTHERS NAME AND IM RUNNING OUT OF STRING AND I RUIN I RUIN I RIUIN EVERYHTING!!!! BUT I MR UTINGNNG OUT AOF FRIN G FAND I RUIN EVEYRTHIGN COME BACK AND YIFLALF STK FFINE DBE AT THE PRMEIRJ INN !!!!!!! I DONT WNOW WHERE TIME BEGINSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

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Verdance

Posted

1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said:

SHE DIDN'T??

OMG OMG OMG WHERE IS SHE IS SHE OKAY??????

 

receipts

...

how'd u know my age

how'd u know im 11

 

STLAKERKLKLKLSFJJAJSJFSJ

Can you possibly tone it down slightly? 

Usseewa

Posted

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

Can you possibly tone it down slightly? 

Okie finee.....

Sowwy 

Verdance

Posted (edited)

Thank you, sorry

youre just- you’re killing me, Lily

cant match the energy or enthusiasm lol

Edited by Through The Living Grass
Verdance

Posted

Refreshing though, glad you feel happy

Usseewa

Posted

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

Thank you, sorry

youre just- you’re killing me, Lily

cant match the energy or enthusiasm lol

yeah okie.. i get it..

i need to ncalm down anyway

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

Refreshing though, glad you feel happy

yeah uwu

 

glad u prolly didnt see the edit i added and then removed a few posts ago

Verdance

Posted (edited)

Hmmm… i wish you hadn’t come up with the straightjacket idea i want it now

you need one of those :3

Edited by Through The Living Grass

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