… try the song Shoots by acloudyskye

5 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

… try the song Shoots by acloudyskye

is it depressing?

No! 
absolutely not

Is that srs or jk

probably true

Its serious. It’s uplifting, mainly. 

I'm listening to it now but not paying attention to lyrics cuz I'm tupiyng lol

it sounds nice tho

also uplifting can be depressing too

try UNDEAD by YOASOBI. Either look up the English lyrics or listen to the English version.

I will add that to my list :3

currently have broken my phones security system to get on the Shard, but I can’t get on Spotify until tomorrow 

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okay

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you shouldn't rlly do that trust me.

it'll come back to bite you.

actually it depends on what kind of system.

Qustodio

i just turn my phone on and off, then speedrun opening the Shard. If i do it fast enough, it lets me visit the Shard even though its blocked by accident 

Is that put there by your parents?

You can ask them to unblock

Yes

no

this works pretty well

i dont wanna talk about it i want to move the storms out

i get that. fair.

also i love acloudintheskye, just letting it shuffle and stuff. nice and peaceful/calming/stuff.

also.. do u think I should make a writing thread in addition to the blog? idk what I'd put there, maybe to talk abt my writing?

@Through The Living Grass

Isnt the blog already a writing thread? From what i can tell it is both short stories and poetry, but poetry is easier

yes 

but thread= more easy to discover idk ignore

Oh i just processed you said thread

and i guess the blog really is more poetry at this point anyway.

Yeah, its a good idea!

oh verde

i just learned what "The Game" is like yesterday

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Game_(mind_game)

and now depression is basically The Game. or ironic processing 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ironic_process_theory

in that i was just thinking "oh, hey, I'm actually not feeling depressed anymore!" and then felt myself teetering

oh also @Through The Living Grass ur Christian, right? Mind telling me what it's like? For some reason it's suddenly intriguing. I mean I know the basics.. but like what does it mean to you, and what everyday stuff do you do that are related to it.

You don't have to ofc. Also hopefully I'm not totally off lol.

(I'm an atheist btw)

Uh, I think a lot of people get Christianity wrong. I think the best way to describe it is that 

It isn’t that good people go to heaven, but people that know that they aren’t good enough.

At it’s core is a message of hope and mercy, something that has been lost in modern times. As a people, we are selfish and broken and lost, but through one incredible sacrifice of the only person that didn’t deserve hell, we are saved from it. 

2 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

Uh, I think a lot of people get Christianity wrong. I think the best way to describe it is that 

It isn’t that good people go to heaven, but people that know that they aren’t good enough.

At it’s core is a message of hope and mercy, something that has been lost in modern times. As a people, we are selfish and broken and lost, but through one incredible sacrifice of the only person that didn’t deserve hell, we are saved from it. 

oh yeah that's another thing i was gonna write a poem about.

that everyone says how horrible, greedy, selfish, etc. humans are. We always say how we are destroying ourselves. And, I mean, we kinda are but also you think another species would be any better? Maybe everything is just like that. Idk. Or not.

Anyways ... wdym the only person? Jesus? (Sorry if that sounds stupid.)

Ya, Jesus. 
idk, it’s fundamentally part of existence. If you are more than an animal, you have to have a free will and a soul and a conscience, but if you have those you can also do things that are morally wrong. 
humans aren’t inherently bad, we want to do good, but we’re also selfish and broken.