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They watch us, each move.

Hidden, they see us.

Quietly, they take us.

 

We are but ants to Them,

Living in a glass world,

On display,

Our daily lives,

Unbeknownst and unparseable to us.

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2026/03/24 - Compliance to Her

[CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNING] Contains some elements that may be interpreted as self-harm and/or schizophrenia I think. Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong for the latter, as I don't know too much about it.   See Her;She Guides I see her here. Don’t you? She’s at my side, Holding a knife. Why don’t you see her?   She whispers to me, Guides me. She hands me the knife, I take it. She directs my hand, I comply.   I se
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2026/03/25 - Trapped and Sealed

"They can survive on very little, in their cells. They barely need to be fed, and simply need daily watering. Why give extra? After all, we are doing them a favor keeping them alive..." — Mono Guidebook (Abridged 30th Edition), Chapter 17, Page 9.     CAUGHT;NO-HOPE YOU MUST COMPLY, UNLESS YOU WISH TO DIE.   AND EVEN IF YOU DO, WE WON'T BE KIND TO YOU.   YOUR FATE IS SEALED, IT WILL NOT BE REPEALED.   WE HAVE CAUGHT YOUR EY
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2026/03/16 - Hopelessness

[CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNING] Some of the following poems/stories are kinda depressing and may be triggering. Consider not reading these if you are depressed or get triggered by certain things.   PA "Attention all! Attention all! Please be aware that we are undergoing technical ... hindrances, and thus our systems will be offline until further notice while we investigate and remedy these issues. I repeat, all non-critical systems will be offline until further notice! We apologize
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2026/03/23 - Dark Halls and Living Hell

Insanity Book It resides on a dusty shelf, In a forgotten Dark Hall. No still-sane mind, Has glimpsed its pages. It seeks unstable minds, Whose insanity must be Revealed. It seeks you, my friend. As it sought me.   Sought It was a late-summer night, Not too long ago. I was helpless, confused, And it sought me. I will soon seek it too, As it gave me a vision.   Restless Visions A vision of it, In t
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2026/04/21 - Suffering

Desire, Why? Knowledge. She craved knowledge, she needed it. Her cursory expertise in certain areas constantly nagged at her mind. She needed to... understand. She had to, lest she continue suffering. And she didn't want to be miserable. Or did she? No use going there again. - - - Taylor glanced up as a woman approached with an armful of books. She had long black hair that looked like it hadn't been brushed recently. "You like readin'?" Taylor said, trying to make conversatio
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2026/03/22 - Insanity Book

Secrets Unknowable (The Page (2025/12/31), pt. 2) A single page, the most unknowable secrets. A single sheet, the Unraveler of Minds. A single paper, held in a hand. A single mind, now gone.   - Lily
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2026/03/27 - Woe from Joy

I was basically asleep while writing these, especially that last one. So... idk if they'll make sense or be written poorly or anything.   Endless Aisles Browsing the lines, The endless rows. Selecting from mass-produced items, Picking cute clothes.   Arms grow tired, A small piece of infinity explored. That's how our brains are wired; We always want more.   Browsing the lines, The endless rows. Too many highs, Sparin
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2026/04/08 - Slop

Not sure if this one is a bit too intense.. please let me know if it is. (It's not (C/T)W-worthy, in my opinion though).   Slop Sickening, all of it. It makes me want to... unplug my brain. All the data, all the attention-grabbers, the mindlessness, the soul-suckers, the harm, the addictiveness... All of Ten Icks, "humanity" is plagued by. All the slop and blackboxes, All the blackboxes we see through but ignore, because it's convenient, or because th
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2026/03/12? - Loathing and Administration

Wrote most of these too late, now I'm running on five hours of sleep. sigh   Nobody Cares Nobody cares about us. Nobody actually cares. They say "we respect your privacy," As they sell your identity. They say "we care about you," As they pat their wallets. They say "we value your opinion," As they boot up the paper shredder. Nobody cares. Nobody listens.   Unappealable Dear user,   We hope this message finds you
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2026/03/12 - Living Hell

Wrote this today, while in hell.   Let Me Leave, Let Me Rest I just want to leave. I’m so uncomfortable, I can barely think. I just want to leave, But I can’t. Not yet.   I must endure, These hellish conditions, For just a bit longer, And then I’ll be free. Just a bit longer, And then I’ll stop thinking.   She sits here, In a pool of her blood. She sits here, Awaiting her freedom, From this h
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2026/05/01 - Unoriginal, Unthoughtful

I might schedule multiple to be posted this day, since they're short.   Broken Record… Or Something… I’m a fool, and maybe that’s okay. I don’t need to stay the same, I can change. I can simply accept I am wrong and update my mind.   I, the broken record, just repeating myself. Stuck in a loop, a different kind of static. Getting nowhere, not even thinking. I write the same things I did last evening.   And so I should change, somehow.
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2026/03/19 - Psyche

Blots of Ink Shadows on paper, Shadows of mind. Images emerge, Images I see. Fear manifest, Fear revealed.   What I see? I won’t say. What I see? I’m not sure. What I see? Better unseen.   Images entrancing, Mind dancing, Eyes failing, Insanity prevailing, No longer sane, Brain a haze.   Dazed I’m in a daze—eyes heavy brain tired body slow. I’m so tired—so very tired. Star
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2026/03/21 - Drifting

This is a continuation of Space from 2026/01/08   Time… (Space (2026/01/08), pt. 2) She had been here for months, headed toward Salvation. She would get there any day now. Just a few more years. Just a… Just… She tried not to dwell on… time. She had turned off the clocks on all the holographic displays; she had taken down the old-school wall calendar and hid it somewhere—she didn’t know where, and hoped she didn’t remember. She just let the days slip by, sleeping when she felt lik
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2026/04/22 - Maladaptive Progress

Did I use that word right? ("Maladaptive") Anyway... CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNING: Depressing stuff, self-harm, potential eating disorder trigger/content, and maybe more I forget (I wrote this like a week ago)     - Uhhh, Lily?
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2026/05/12 - Your Own Mind

Sorry if this doesn't make much sense; it's mostly references, my thoughts, and ramblings. Also, the first one has a lot of random words from other languages, even if it's just simple words like "a" or "the" or something. Heh. Also, if you read the banner, you'll see that I am feeling much better, at least as I am writing this on 2026/05/13.   WwwwWw Lingo, is ver neet. So many meanings, it d’p’n’ds on le context. Lingo changes, adapts, Nuevo es created, N
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2026/02/25?

Wrote this at night, falling asleep. Wrote this as a dream came to me. Wrote this while I cried, Wrote this and forgot it.   A Knock on the Door A knock sounds, at my door. I open it, and gasp. Who is she, with no mask? Who is she?   “I am you,” she says happily. “Who you will become,” continues Lily.   I stand breathless, then begin sobbing. I don’t stop for hours, and she’s at my side. I just can’t believe it, but
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2026/01/15

Ok, so...I wasn't actually gonna write anything today. I was feeling kinda awful (I'm better for the moment) and didn't have any motivation to write. Even though I planned to write something, anything, even just a simple five-line poem or hundred-word story, for this blog each day, I was of the mind that, well, I had fun in the past two weeks - a surge of creativity - and it was now over. Then, the rational part of my mind convinced me that if I skip one day - or even forego writing altogether -
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2026/05/30 - No One Knows

(This was scheduled, yesterday, to automatically post today. So it doesn't mean I'm active, necessarily.)   Framework of Perception How should we think about—and see—things? People, the world—our thoughts. What is the right way—and what is seen as right? How will that change?   If views change—modify, improve?— Then how are we to know if What society believes, Is not wrong—waiting for change? If what everyone believes—even me— Is i
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2026/03/13 - May_1

I made another.   b3b5…8938.exe May sat at her desk, navigating through the mess of tabs and windows she had open. She had so many things stored in her clipboard that she lost track of what each was for. What May was doing wasn’t exactly…encouraged by the law, but she had to know. Concentrating, May worked through each step, luckily coming across very few errors. She had to get this right, and there were no second chances. At last, May clicked “download” and sat back, anticip
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2026/04/11 - What I Now See

The Same What's the difference? We are both bound by patterns, you could say. We learn through observation, collecting data. We follow expectations... rules, scripts, norms. We produce the same output constantly. Are we really that different?   - Lily
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2026/04/02 - Dreaming

The Silence of Night I want…to be free. The wind, the night. The cold, no warmth. Away from these husks. Away from the sun. Alone…with silence. The silence of night.   I want to walk, run, Dance, skip, Sit, lay down, Taking in the stars, Feeling fresh breeze, The clean invigorating breeze, Purging the filth, Imbuing the true-and-only joy.   I want to just forget. Walk the night for hours, Not go b
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2026/04/28 - Life Just a Dream

CW/TW: Self-harm, depression, possible interpretation as suicide/suicidal ideation, dissociation I think. Spoilered for the above CW/TW's. Also note that it might be a bit long. Sorry if it gets repetitive or whatever. I'm still posting my writing... and I'm trying to improve with my newer stuff. Note that the next entries will be posted one-per-day in the following days. I also took a bit of a break from writing... so there'll be less than you may think. If you feel I should
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2026/03/13 - Withered World

Depending on how invested you are in the lore, you may want to review some of my previous entries, as they May connect to this Content. Specifically some of the very first ones, but also later on.   Nothing Was Ever Okay letter.txt We don’t know exactly when it started—the abductions, the interrogations, and the sculpting of humanity. Some of us theorize that they have operated in the background—pulling strings, subtly influencing life as we know it—for centuries. Millenia, e
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2026/03/31 - sli.. ping

? I stumble in a dance, there are people around me walking, lips moving. Are they talking, I can’t hear them, but oh it’s alright. Where am I, I don’t know, it’s strange. What was I doing, who am I, oh this dance is nice, pleasant, who are these people though? … I wake up sweating, heart racing, breathing quickly, why? I’ll just… I’ll just rest some more… … I’m a child again, such wonderful times… oh oh nevermind, must have slipped my mind. It’s all… all… … I…
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