Stardust

Well, I'm going to be offline for the next three days, just so you guys know. 

I'll see you when I get back. I have a short story that will be published on Thursday, so enjoy that, I guess. 

See you! 

Alright guys, I changed my name! Thanks to @CoderDrag0n8@Usseewa@Conure1243@Keteᛕ@Aeoryiand @GG0z (sorry if I forgot anyone) for helping me find a new name! 

Okay guys, now that I guess Verdance's contest is over, I guess I need a new username. 
What do you guys think it should be? 

Happy birthday!!!

Have you guys ever wanted to say something and not be able to find the words? 
Because that's what I'm doing right now. I want explain my feelings to people, like all the weird things going on in my head, and I just can't express it. 

Plus there's those fun words from Darkness that scream that everyone's gonna hate me and I'm gonna sound crazy and it's just a spiral. 

I'm not quite sure what to do... 

Guys I need advice. 

So, I have this friend. Long story short he went to a different school this year, and we don't live close to each other, so texting was our form of communication. 

But over the past year he's been giving these one word responses and not really saying anything, y'know? I talked to him about it, and he said he would try to give more of an effort. (This was like two weeks ago, for reference)

But then yesterday, we were in the middle of the conversation, and then he just stopped replying. I know he saw it, because he left me on read. What do I do? I don't want to be one of those annoying spam texters, but I don't see him irl and I just... don't want to lose my friend. I don't really have a lot of those these days. 

YESSSS 
I HAVE TEN SHARDBUDDIES NOW!!!!

 @Fizz9@CoderDrag0n8 @NerdSandwich@Conure1243@Through The Living Grub@Verdance@KaladinsSenseOfHumourSpren@Ink and Embers @IAmThatOneGuy @GG0z

Thank you guys for being awesome!!!!

GUYS WHAT IN THE STARS

I just got on the Shard and checked my rep. 

HOW DID I GET 23 REP WHEN I'M NOT EVEN ONLINE???
You guys are too nice. 

GUYS MY GRADE JUST GOT UPDATED 

I HAVE AN A!!!!!!! 

Even after getting a C on the final lol...

Well, my math teacher updated my grade… but only HALF of it. 
She still hasn’t put in the finals yet, or any of the quizzes I took, or any of the bonus tests. So I still have no idea what my final grade is. 
Stupid Canvas hack. 

Guys, my math teacher hasn't put in my grades for the tests yet...

There is so much stress now... 

OKAY

I HAVE OFFICIALLY MADE IT THROUGH ALL OF MY NOTIFICATIONS

*bows*

There were 150 of them. That took so long. 

So, it was actually in TLPL a while ago, but since I'm so late, I figured it'd be better to post this here. 

I love your drawings of me. They are amazing, and they look so good. 

Well, I just took my last test for the year. 

It went well... I think. 

It was for math. 

All my grades were As besides this one, so I knew I needed to do well. 

But with the Canvas hack, I can't even see my grade. 

So I'm stressing out like crazy. I think I did well... but feelings have never served me well before. 

I expected to be super excited that school was over, but instead I feel like there's not enough air, and my stomach is clenched, and I... 

I just don't know what to do. 

I'm just... numb. 

I will respond to all notifications eventually- give me some time though, there are 140 of them. 

One test down. 

One and a quarter more to go. 

Alright, I'm signing back out for the next few days

Or I guess until Saturday. 

I already wrote an SU about this, so you should just look at that, but just so you guys don't get confused why I just suddenly ditched- I'm taking finals. 

Bye! 

Alright guys, now that I'm out of SE, I'm going to be leaving the Shard for the next week until finals are done. 

I'm gonna be signing completely out, so I won't be seeing anything. 

If you need me for anything, don't hesitate to PM me, though I will not be able to see it for a week, or until finals are done, pretty much. 

I'll see you after the end. 

-Star

I don't-

I can't-

What?!?!

I hate this stupid Canvas hack. 

I've just been looking at my grade at skyward, not on Canvas, but apparently Canvas has not been synching to Skyward, so my grades aren't what I thought they were...

And here I was so happy that my grades were all As... 

I got today's Cosmeredle in 3 tries!

Try and beat me at https://cosmeredle.net/

Also, I just noticed this, I no longer have the little hand icon on my posts that says I joined recently! Woo hoo! I am no longer new! (sort of) 

I GOT MY SCORE BACK ON THE TEST I TOOK ON PAPER

*takes a deep breath, then glances at the paper.* 

34/40! Not bad! Not great, but honestly higher than I thought I would get. So, yay, I guess! 

Well, you guys know how I said I had a test and was completely doomed? Well I finished the test… AND I STILL DON’T KNOW HOW I DID! 
because I was absent the day the class took the test, I had to take it on paper. 
I still might die. My grade in that class is so flimsy. *crosses fingers* I just hope it goes well

GUYS I HAVE A TEST AND I'M SO COOKED

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO

WHEN I DIE, REMEMBER ME

I got today's Cosmeredle in 2 tries!

Try and beat me at https://cosmeredle.net/

It's my one month Shardiversary! I just realized lol. I have officially been on the Shard for one month!