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  1. Usseewa
    These titles are so interesting.. thanks
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    kk listening to black sheep now then help im alive which sounds so real lol
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    i wonder why they're named after different types of school.. hmm also it's rlly interesting hehe
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    nvm
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    Tell that to me a few months ago Maybe not.. Idk.
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    lol "hot to go": "five, six, five, six seven, eight!"
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    ur prob asking Izzy but tbh there's prolly not any clean ones :3
  8. Usseewa
    ok but i dont get why it says this post has been reported and who's "she" and why like why does it say thta like idk like explain like my brain is not braining tbh im listening to kink karma and it sounds kinda TW for a word also pls put anything relating to that in a TW/CW/spoiler cuz.... just pls do
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    I used to be like that. "used to" as in veryveryvery recently and hopefully not currently For me it's not necessarily that... OMG WHAT THE STORMS red supernova thingy is.................. why does it have that lyric
  10. Usseewa
    Naked in Manhattan is...kinda ... hehe.. interesting the title is worrying Good Luck Babe the top one lol
  11. Usseewa
    Probably worst I've been (depression, anxiety, intrusive thoughts, etc.) was a few months ago, like december or smth. but I think there was a bit of a lead-up help im happy/notsad and idk what to do slightly hyperbolic but also i wanted to write but idk cuz write was depres
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    idk i just did a few of the top ones and it sounded great Now I'm listening to Pink Pony Club and it's pretty neat. I've actually heard it before... hehe
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    i mightve got apathy-esque before how do i know if med is bad if ive used it so so so long like migh as well be my whole life cuz i didnt have a life before it that i remmebr Sorry for bad spelling...
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    ybabasia
  15. Usseewa
    i just listenjed to one 0f the chapellr orna and it sounded great
  16. Usseewa
    bro wdym thisposthasbeenreported also thx?
  17. Usseewa
    no i wasn't thinking of meth, I was saying uh-oh cuz it matched urs and i guess i thought u said it was making depress but idk if u did ok sure ig is it depressing? the med? methylphenidate
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    "The banner is even cooler :3" thx you thx you :3 i just looked up my med and uhoh
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    hehe that could be it shrug hehheh i take meds and idk if they help at all but ive taken them for a long time so no idea i love this new pfp tho i no longer feel the urge to change my username to "Through The Dead Girl" because then it wouldn't match!
  20. Usseewa
    idk never thought about it much I NEED HAPPY MUSIC PLSSSS
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    (LOTS of screenshots) .... .... not sure if pfp was influencing me or not ... cuz i basically .. yeh anyway new pfp ! "Try not to just be depressed because that's who you are." wdym? try not to make depression my only defining aspect of my identity? oop "well, i’m under the assumption you’re a teenager? High school to college age, is that correct?" what's that gotta do with it.
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    maybe I should change my wallpapers and pfp and banner.. because currently they're depressing and i love that but shouldn't in this moment sometimes i just feel the general thing but my brain can't think
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    what's even the problem, I just feel tired and depressed, the thoughts from earlier aren't bothering me as much but I feel the lump in my throat feeling and can't identify what's the matter so how do I fix it if I don't know what "it" is? Also I have a great idea for a story but it's kinda depressing or somber or something so maybe I shouldn't write it but I want to. also... it's actually a family member; I have no close friends. so I'll probably tell them I'm feeling kinda depressed but then they'll ask what's causing the depression and say "but I thought you were feeling better" and yeah... how do I know what's real and what's fabricated? or is it all real? and why am I tired after getting like 10 hours of sleep..
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    idk
  25. Usseewa
    Thank you I definitely should spend less time online, especially when I know it's one cause of my anxiety and stuff. The journaling idea actually sounds kinda cool. Might be hard to keep it up but I'll try. I like writing, but I also do a lot of it on my phone/computer. And also some of it's just plain depressing and probably not good for me. I guess I will talk to someone. It has helped in the past, including recently, but I keep needing to do it. Maybe that's the point. But my problems keep resurfacing and I often don't express the truest/deepest form of them. Like I'm vague or downplay or don't elaborate where I should and sometimes even I don't know what my problems are, or don't want to confront or express them because then maybe they become real. Luckily my phone's about to die so then I'll be unable to use it to get back on the Shard until I have access to a charger. I need more friends... but also what about when they're just online? Not just online friends like on the Shard, but friends I know/meet in-person but only like once a week (clubs) and then sometimes text and idk I just don't have many/any friends in the ways some people here do. I hopefully will (Will, haha) in the future... (meaning I'm confident I will, or at least have a higher chance/opportunity for it). For what you said about the 5 seconds and rumination thing.. it can be hard sometimes for me to ruminate, maybe just because I don't want to (like I said before about confronting/saying/real).
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