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1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said:

yaeh

Yeah, I just expect people not to use it and when they do I panic.

3 minutes ago, Through The Living Skies said:

I just have been set on deadnaming myself might as well get used to it right

Yep

1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said:

I'm basically in fear a lot for when someone deadnames/misgenders me or brings attention to my gender or anything (aside from Lily + she/her)

 

Real. I get a jolt of fear every time someone uses my preferred name or pronouns

Just now, Through The Living Skies said:

Ah. Well, it's a bit of waiting, then? Probably not that much though I've heard more bad news about trumps regime recently

Eeh, it's only getting more illegal. In our state, it's completely illegal for minors, and they are trying to make all HRT illegal.

4 minutes ago, Through The Living Skies said:

There are some clinics in the US I think right

Yeah, but the ones in my state can't accept new minor patients

1 minute ago, Through The Living Skies said:

The provider I am using allows anyone from 16 and older to get HRT and the best part is parents don't even need to be involved or need to know

 

That's so nice. I wish that I had the option to get the same provider

Just now, Through The Living Skies said:

good news is second hrt appointment is in 6 days

Canada is so much better than the U.S. You're quite lucky that you can even get on HRT.

1 minute ago, Through The Living Skies said:

I look so awful but it needed to happen eventually 

 

Yeah, I guess. I always have my hair boyishly short.

Just now, Through The Living Skies said:

It does suck I want to break every mirror in the household but it'll be worth it in the long run

I guess. I just actively avoid every mirror in my house.

This how you feel?

Just now, Through The Living Skies said:

my hair needs to grow out properly anyways. Shrug

It still sucks. I personally hate getting haircuts.

42 minutes ago, Through The Living Skies said:

Just got a boyishly short haircut 

That's rough. I feel bad for you

4 hours ago, Through The Living Grass said:

i hate polo shorts and khakis and sweaters. God do i hate sweaters

Contrarily, I love sweaters.  My turtlenecks that I want sooo badly.

Royal blue

Please

6 minutes ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

They also restrict movement and are generally uncomfortable

True. 

I think that I can just get away with a white dress shirt, and black pants... 

Ok, so can anyone relate.

Dress clothes suck. My band requires boys to wear black and white suits, girls are required to wear black dresses or a white blouse with a black skirt, and people who don't have a black and white suit or a dress just have wear a white dress shirt and black pants. 

It sucks. Dress clothes are so gendered.

1 hour ago, Through The Living Grass said:

Im not licensed to give female clothing advice idk why you’re asking me for help

 

Me neither

5 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

sleep is less of a chore in that you can enjoy it but at the same time you have to balance getting enough with the rest of your life

I do that by never actually relaxing until I sleep

Just now, Through The Living Girl said:

ya but like i basically dont care about what time i wake up anymore, in that I'll wake up early and lose sleep if I have a class or something or whatever, and I'll stay up late writing stuff or doing homework or whatever 

I always am in bed at 9 and up at 6. Every day. No matter what.

2 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

edit: also, like, why waste time sleeping yk?

Because it's better for you?

1 minute ago, Through The Living Grass said:

They did back when i went to public charter, but you were supposed to have a 504 plan so that teachers knew you were paying attention. 

7 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

Oh, our teachers don't really care

42 minutes ago, Through The Living Grass said:

in school, it’s difficult. I recommend if you have a 504 use it as an excuse to draw or write or bring in like a rubik’s cube, but honestly under stimulation in school is a bit of a nightmare. @Through the Living Ink

Wait, do they not let you bring fidgets to school?

14 hours ago, Through The Living Ghost said:

Promises, if I can pull anyone can

I doubt that.

14 hours ago, Through The Living Girl said:

I've never had one, and probably won't get one anytime soon... sigh.

SAME

I will never get one

Just now, Through The Living Girl said:

oh btw.. uhh.. depending on where you live, stay safe.

...yeah... I certainly don't live in the safest place right now, but it's not as bad as it could be

3 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

u came out to them, right?

Yes I did

3 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

Also... yah idk what to tell u about not having clothes you want. But.. do you ever go shopping with your parents for clothing? Just pick stuff out, say your trying something new, or idk.

Idk if I could. Personally most of what I have is t shirts and polo shirts, and I want turtlenecks and sweaters. 

4 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

You'll get there too!

 

I doubt it. I'm not really brave. I'm honestly terrified of even asking my closest friends to use my preferred name and I haven't done it yet.

7 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

I wear them with tights or thigh-high socks and they look rlly cute and I love them. They can still be frustrating sometimes, like when sitting... And especially with my current horrible body.

 

Yeah, I'm sure

7 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

also u dont have to wear skirts or take a step you aren't ready for, though I'll admit you may not be completely ready or idk

 

What made you think that?

8 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

I then ordered both and have worn them a couple times in public and it's still kinda awkward or smth when I do it around people I know ... or at least people I knew Before.

Yeah, that will be the hard part.

8 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

oh also ive come out to pretty much everyone at this point

 

That's so lovely!

9 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

also i dont like taking off my sweater and being in a tshirt cuz then i feel dysphoric i think. sweaters help me hide my self while still feeling nice and looking pretty (imo)

 

Fair

9 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

You'll probably get some too if/when you wear diff clothes, or are you already?

 

I doubt I would

9 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

gosh i can't believe what a tasteless loser i was back then

now sometimes i spend a literal hour picking out my outfit

I don't have time in the mornings, and I don't have any of the stuff I want to wear

10 minutes ago, Through The Living Girl said:

i have so many new options it's amazing. before i literally had like one or two and it sucked, but now i can craft a cute fit every day, or even something that isn't amazing but is still pretty decent and nice and defo better than anything i'd worn before..

 

That's so lucky