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    I'm hoping I can figure out a way to get on HRT, it's not available for minors where I live, and hopefully get far enough that I can pass.
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    Interesting. My plan is to transition in the summer so that I can go back to school as sufficiently female presenting.
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    I approve of this
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    Yeeessss!!!
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    Meee tooo. Idk if I should keep the new one or go back to the old one!
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    Aluminum Edit: Wrong metal. Should be chromium
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    Yeah, it was a while ago. My brain just decided that I wasn't really allowed to be trans, so I just shoved that out of my brain and considered other identities.
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    I had an idea because of that! All of us trans people should get Menhera-chan pfps. Edit: I can't find any good ones so nvm.
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    Cadmium buble overlapping the Bendalloy buble
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    I can forgive you... but my kingdom cannot. - Elend
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    Steel Feruchemist with a gun
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    If you come to [REDACTED] literally nothing is gender segregated, I'm mostly friends with girls, and it's kind of homophobic, but it's easier to pass.
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    Any other allomancer
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    Duralumin
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    MORE PEOPLE!
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    I just learned how to make blogs today...
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    That's so real! I keep specifically being called out as an example of "boys" who aren't stupid and I hate it! They don't even know!
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    Being trustworthy
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    Succeeding on a perception check in D&D
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    Knowing what it is
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    DeepL
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    That's dark. Laser
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    Aww thanks! It does!
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    Hi everyone! This is my first post in my story of how I realized I was trans! Alright, let’s get right into it. So, it was during the COVID-19 pandemic for me, which meant the strange, isolated world of online school. Like many people during that time, I found myself with basically unlimited internet access and a lot of quiet hours to fill while the world outside seemed to stand still. I was spending my afternoons watching YouTube, like anyone would, just trying to pass the time between Zoom classes and homework. That is when I came across a video of two women—a trans woman and her wife—talking about their lives, their transition journey, and how they eventually got married. I was quite interested, so I kept taking in more and more of this content. At first, I didn’t quite understand why I was so drawn to their story. I told myself I was just being a good ally or that I was simply curious about a life experience different from my own. However, the more I watched, the more I felt a strange, fluttering sensation in my chest. I wasn't just interested; I was captivated. I began searching for more creators, falling down a rabbit hole of transition vlogs, "coming out" stories, and educational videos about gender identity. Through this digital exploration, I learned about the concept of gender dysphoria—that nagging sense of misalignment between one’s mind and body—and, more importantly, gender euphoria. I watched people describe the overwhelming joy of being referred to by the right pronouns or seeing a version of themselves in the mirror that finally felt “correct.” Before this, I had always felt a sense of "otherness" that I couldn't quite put into words. I had spent years trying to fit into the box society had built for me, assuming that the discomfort I felt was just a normal part of growing up. But as I sat there in my bedroom with the glow of my laptop screen illuminating the dark, I started to realize that the life these women were describing resonated with me on a level I wasn't prepared for. I remember one specific video where they talked about the "click"—that moment when you realize that the life you’ve been living is just a costume. That hit me like a ton of bricks. I looked at the clothes in my closet and the name on my school assignments and realized they didn't feel like me. They felt like a character I was playing to make everyone else comfortable. The internet, which felt like a void of static for so many during lockdown, became my lifeline. It provided the language I didn't know I was missing. I spent hours on forums and social media, reading about the experiences of others who had navigated these same waters. It was terrifying and exhilarating all at once. For the first time, I wasn't just watching someone else’s story; I was starting to draft my own. This was the beginning of a long, often difficult, but ultimately beautiful journey toward self-discovery. It started with a single YouTube recommendation and turned into the realization that I didn't have to stay in the box I was born into. -Akimikoisthecutest (I didn't realize I was trans until this year though. There might be another post similar to this btw. I lost that one, and it should have been posted at noon, but it just disappeared so I rewrote it. yay)
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    Hi everyone! I'm Akimikoisthecutest, if you don't already know, and I'm a trans woman! Here I'm going to share my story with you all! My first actual post should show up soon (I thought I scheduled it for noon today, but I guess not.) Sooo, yeah! Here we go!
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