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  1. Have you read the Unwind series by Neal Shusterman? Aside from being philosophically rich, it’s completely bizarre and unsettling, and also has a funny character name I think you might appreciate. Check it out if you get the chance.

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      I have not. It seems fascinating. I'll have to get it specially ordered to read it, but I shall try.

      (I don't like online reading)

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  2. Your eyes are like molasses, slow and sweet- like a fly, I can not help but be drawn in. 

    Like cracked amber, changing in the sun- fresh earth to burnt gold.

     

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      Denissimo

      Nice. The imagery has a fascinating duality.

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

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      Denissimo

      I just sent a friend request. Can't message you otherwise. (or maybe I can? Its also been a while since I've been on.)

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      I must be off. Examination tomorrow, and it's ridiculously late to the point that it's early and the examination is now today.

      You needn't accept the discord if you aren't comfortable. It'd just be a bit easier for messaging. I find your theological arguments very productive.

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      Well,  that is a matter of interpretation. I argue that in order for a place to be a realm that lacks all suffering, a realm of purity and justice, it would lack those emotions.

      The second point is in fact one of my primary  arguements in regards to contradictions in christian scripture.

      I'll never deny the potential of a realm after death, similar to heaven. But I do deny the "christian" heaven, given how it is written.

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      Have you any easier platform of communication? Ah, I see you have Discord. Do you mind if I add you? For ease of communication.

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      There is a difference between morality and the purity I am arguing.

      I’m not arguing against moral growth or empathy. I’m arguing against purity as an ideal. I don’t think human “shadow” automatically means cruelty, selfishness, or harm. I mean grief, anger, contradiction, fear, desire, imperfection, the parts of ourselves we often exile in pursuit of being “good.” I still think we should pursue compassion. I just don’t think becoming less human is the path there.

      And I feel being less human is the path people tend to take, with their (sometimes self) imposition of values which can never be truly fulfilled. Or at least, I did. 

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      I see. 
      Purity is something I vehemently reject as a general whole. Little is absolute, least of all humanity. And it saddens me how we try to turn to an inhuman ideal of light and goodness, instead of learning to simply embrace the shadows that govern our home. And perhaps we'll find that the darkness was never cruel.

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      I... hope. But, I don't believe no. 

      What perspective are you referring to? Can you clarify a bit?

       

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      Ah. I think I can see where a misunderstanding is arising. 

      I'm not saying that you believe human value is based off how pure or inherently morally good they are. Just that you are accepting of the concept of there being an existing and achievable (through god) absolute good, absolute mercy and morality and love which god represents.
      And I presume you agree that humanity is inherently flawed, contradicting, never fully moral or "good" (this is what I mean by impure). But you believe that such a thing is attainable through attunement with god.

      The main difference in our beliefs I think, is my rejection of the "absolute good" (heaven) being a (heh) good, achievable, or even desirable thing. 

       

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      Ah, we've reached a good point now, I think. I like to call this the "threshhold of opinion".

      The point where the arguments essentially boils down to conflict no longer in logic or reasoning/perspective, but base beliefs.

      Thus, all that I think we can pose to another are iterations of "I disagree". 

      Now, correct me if I'm wrong:
      You believe that absolute goodness and absolute evil can and do exist, and can in a human context. That humans can cross that infinite length through acceptance of god, and become pure while wholly themselves.

      That appears to be the "core" of your present arguments.

      I believe in not just the existence, but inherent value of our impurities, and that absolution and certainty are impossible and inhuman.

      Thus, I think we've reached the core conflict between our views.

      Anything to add, or any questions?

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      On your first point:
      Then my question becomes whether rejection itself can be eternal. If God’s mercy is infinite and Satan’s refusal is finite in origin, why should refusal remain forever fixed? Does evil become permanent? If change and redemption exist for humans, why does transformation end at Satan?

      On your second point:
      Hitler is interesting precisely because he stresses the system. If sincere repentance before death is enough, then I struggle with the proportionality. A person who commits immense evil but repents late may receive salvation, while someone morally decent but unconvinced may not. That makes salvation appear tied less to lived humanity and more to final orientation.

      On your third point:
      I agree that fear, pride, hatred, and self-interest can be taken to extremes. My hesitation is whether that becomes absolute evil, or simply extreme distortion of human motives. Humans rarely seek evil because it is evil; they seek what they believe is justified, necessary, deserved, or good. That makes me think conflict is more fundamental to humanity than pure evil.

      My issue is not goodness. My issue is with the assumption that humanity reaches fulfillment by becoming singular. Are contradiction, ambiguity, and incompleteness  flaws to transcend, or conditions that make us human in the first place? If Heaven removes them entirely, I’m left asking whether humanity is perfected there, or transformed into something else.

      On your question at the end:
      However you wish. Both would be interesting, certainly.

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      Now, one thing I must make clear: This is not an effort for me to disprove christianity. I was aware of these contradictions while I was still vehemently attached to the faith. 

      It's just something that saddens me a little bit about our values in these matters. I still had faith despite the awareness of these contradictions, and it wasn't as if I ignored them. I remember seeing it as us trying to interpret God's world, forcing it into human categories, dichotomies, and simplicities. 

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      Let me pose a few questions:
      If sanctification, or absolute good, removes the possibility of evil entirely, what remains of choice? If one cannot deviate, is goodness still moral, or simply necessary? 

      On mercy and the limits of compassion:

      This brings me back to Mark Twain: “Who prays for Satan?” If God’s love is absolute and mercy is universal, where does that mercy end? Satan is not important here as a figure to defend, but as the extreme case. If compassion stops at the most fallen being, then I begin wondering whether mercy is truly universal, or whether evil eventually becomes stronger than compassion. That being said, a line appears to be drawn as to "absolute good". Theoretically, "absolute good" and thus "absolute mercy" should encompass all beings, yes? But now, you've introduced "absolute evil". So, that overrides compassion and goodness then? Does evil and cruelty take such precedence such that certain people become exceptions?

      On the idea of absolute evil:

      I also struggle with the concept of absolute evil itself. Human beings rarely act from evil for its own sake; even terrible actions usually arise from fear, pride, ideology, grief, self-interest, love twisted into possession, or a belief that one is justified. I’m unsure whether pure evil exists in human terms at all. We seem less like creatures of absolute malice and more like creatures of conflict.

      On purity and humanity:

      My disagreement is not with goodness, but with purity understood as complete singularity. Human beings are contradictory. We grow through uncertainty, tension, mistakes, compromise, and change. If perfection means never deviating, never conflicting, never failing, I wonder whether something distinctly human is lost in the pursuit of it. Perhaps humanity is not something to transcend, but something to understand.

      On complexity versus transcendence:

      Ultimately, the question I keep returning to is this: why should complexity be treated as lesser than purity? Why should ambiguity be seen as deficiency rather than condition? Religion often asks humanity to look upward toward transcendence, but I keep finding myself looking downward instead  toward earth, contradiction, roots, and the imperfect places from which compassion actually seems to grow.

      I forgot to put spoiler boxes, so I opted to simply paragraph it a bit better instead.

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      Doneskies. 

      One thing I will say is much of my arguments are based on the inherent conflict within, and my disagreement with the dichotomy frequently portrayed in Christian scripture (Good vs Bad, Heaven vs Hell). Perhaps you disagree with the very existence of such a dichotomy. If so, then we should discuss that first. Otherwise, we'll just be arguing semantics, which is boring. 

       

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  16. Okay, so, metal 

    I recently discovered this self titled album from an artist named Groundbreaking 

    its some of the most metal I’ve listened to and enjoyed, incorporating more screams of both fry and the occasional false cord, and the metal parts are very often accompanied with electronic music. Not dubstep or synth, i forget what its called

    also has a lot of good selah moments, stuff i hear a lot of in Sleep Token but not really anywhere else. Its not full throttle the entire album, but gives way to soft pad and vocals or acoustic guitar and silence in a few parts. 
     

    tell me what you think!

     

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      I agree. Perhaps you can be the one to do so.

      I'd like the hear that one day. Definitely give it a go, I think.

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  17. Okay, so, metal 

    I recently discovered this self titled album from an artist named Groundbreaking 

    its some of the most metal I’ve listened to and enjoyed, incorporating more screams of both fry and the occasional false cord, and the metal parts are very often accompanied with electronic music. Not dubstep or synth, i forget what its called

    also has a lot of good selah moments, stuff i hear a lot of in Sleep Token but not really anywhere else. Its not full throttle the entire album, but gives way to soft pad and vocals or acoustic guitar and silence in a few parts. 
     

    tell me what you think!

     

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      Ah, Breaking Benjamin. That takes me back (Ach Mein Gott I sound old). Dance with the Devil was big for me.

      A bit slow paced, but I really liked it. 

      In fact, I got to get into again. Its been a while since I've listened to rock.

      Ever heard of Skillet, or Bullet for my Valentine? They lean into more Alt-metal than rock though. Thousand foot Krutch too.

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  18. Okay, so, metal 

    I recently discovered this self titled album from an artist named Groundbreaking 

    its some of the most metal I’ve listened to and enjoyed, incorporating more screams of both fry and the occasional false cord, and the metal parts are very often accompanied with electronic music. Not dubstep or synth, i forget what its called

    also has a lot of good selah moments, stuff i hear a lot of in Sleep Token but not really anywhere else. Its not full throttle the entire album, but gives way to soft pad and vocals or acoustic guitar and silence in a few parts. 
     

    tell me what you think!

     

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      That's great. Just listened to it.

      The vocal-instrumental balance is a bit unconventional for mainstream and even alt metal, which I prefer. 

      A good playlist. Some songs were to slow paced for me, just due to my personal preference (DATUM), but most of the others had some had some lovely riffs.
      "I will always burn the bridge you try to make..."
      PYTHON was great.

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

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      Denissimo

      Spoiler

      The quote challenges the idea of selective compassion by asking why, if people preach mercy, forgiveness, and prayer for sinners, no one extends that sympathy to Satan, the figure traditionally seen as the greatest sinner. This is not necessarily defending Satan; rather, he uses him as the ultimate example to question whether human compassion is truly universal or only given to those considered 'worthy' of it. It highlights the conflict between ideals of mercy and the reality that people often place limits on whom they are willing to forgive or pity.

      This is not advocating for Satanism (or rather, I don't see it as such). It's meant to challenge the hypocrisy apparent in much religious reasoning. 

      Spoiler

      Another conflict, or rather ambiguity, in religious reasoning is the idea that anyone could give themselves up to god, and be cleansed of their sins and welcomed into the kingdom of heaven... as long as they do it within their natural lifespan. Which, for humans, 80 years or so. After that, down to eternal suffering you go.
      This I won't dive too deeply into, because it's a matter of whether or not you believe it to be realistic. Thus, entirely opinion, and I'm not sure how to argue productively.

      Spoiler

      As for Paradise Lost, I found it fascinating. Satan is made more relatable, and easier to sympathize with, yes, which contradicts mainstream christian scripture portraying him as evil and darkness itself, the inverse of god, or so he pridefully believes.

      I'll have to disagree with you on whether or not Satan would care if you prayed for him. A creature of pride he is, yes? I can't be certain of his reaction. But I don't doubt he would have one. He'd care, but in what manner I shan't speculate yet.

      I'd like the reintroduce another quote, as a means to argue one of my more vehement views (when combined with the mark twain quote.)
       

      Spoiler

      “Our roots are in the dark; the earth is our country. Why did we look up for blessing — instead of around, and down? What hope we have lies there. Not in the sky full of orbiting spy-eyes and weaponry, but in the earth we have looked down upon. Not from above, but from below. Not in the light that blinds, but in the dark that nourishes, where human beings grow human souls.”

      - Ursula K. Le Guin

      Now, this wasn't written originally in religious context, so you can ignore the "orbiting spy-eyes and weaponry", as that is more of a social commentary.

      Ursula K. Le Guin and Mark Twain both challenge the impulse to place moral value in what is elevated, pure, and heavenly. Twain asks why mercy stops at Satan, exposing how purity creates categories of the redeemable and the irredeemable. Le Guin, meanwhile, rejects the upward gaze itself: blessing is not found in heaven, light, or transcendence, but in earth, darkness, roots, and the hidden places where life grows. Their ideas become a rejection of purity as separation from impurity. Instead of seeking salvation above the world, they suggest meaning is found within it. In the flawed, the earthly, the rejected, and the fertile darkness from which human compassion and humanity emerge.

      "Imagine if moths simply grew accustomed to the dark."


       

      Spoiler

      The very concept of purity is inhuman. For an entity to be singular in their purpose, never deviating, brings inevitable paradox and contradiction. When I was religious, my justification was that because it is inhuman and above our understanding (just as the fourth dimension is, I always said), we cannot comprehend how purity can fit into the universe.
      "It requires the eyes of God himself, that can span the ages and all that is or will be."


      But, I now argue: Why turn from humanity, to accept this singular concept? Why turn from humanity, and think in the blacks and whites of purity and dichotomy?
       
      Some of the above I've written is just pathos-appealing rhetoric, which makes me feel uncomfortable. But I feel it still conveys the essence of my arguments, so I'll keep them.
       
      I'm aware of various fallacies and assumptions I have made. However, I think unless your interpretation of certain concepts are different (which they might be), my points should still stand.
      If they are different, then feel free to combat.
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  20. We’re going to try and record this on acoustic guitar 

    wish me luck 

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      Denissimo

      May the muses guide thine finger placements.

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    "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it most?"

    What is this from?

    i am very interested in discussing this 

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      Denissimo

      Ah. Mark Twain, it 'twas.

      It mainly stems from a more satirical philosophy.

      What 'twould you like to discuss? I too am curious now.

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  22. OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUSNESS GUYS

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      Denissimo

      Hoorah. I applaud your lung capacity.

      Blowing into one of those things is like breathing through a squashed straw. Horn-players are simply a different breed of human.

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  23. TW: self-harm

    I don’t have a lot of classes anymore, but I do have a ceramics class. I haven’t taken the time to get to know many people, since I’m in a very different chapter of life than most of them, and I’m leaving this place behind in only a couple weeks. But there are a few special needs kids in my class, two of whom I’ve known for more than six years. One of them knows my name and says hi every time he sees me. He likes to tell people we’re friends, and I agree heartily. He also consistently complains about the dumb square hats we have to wear to graduate.

    The other is lacking in some social skills. She’s sweet, and just normal enough that people don’t always realize her brain works differently. Today, she was critically commenting on the plate another student was making, offering unsolicited tips and judgement. The other student nodded and went along with it, and after a few minutes, was shaking a bottle of pink underglaze (similar to paint while also completely different). The lid wasn’t screwed on tightly enough, and it spilled over her arm and shirt.

    This sweet girl, noticing a few moments later, asked what had happened to the student’s arm. The student, assuming that she meant the spilled underglaze, explained that it was nothing to worry about. My special needs friend shook her head, standing and crossing to the student. She flipped over the other girl’s arm, revealing a dozen thin red lines.

    ”No, there’s a pattern,” she insisted. “What happened?”

    The girl mumbled some excuse, while another student and I shared a look behind the questioner’s back. A few minutes later, the bell rang, and we left.

    That student doesn’t come to class often. It’s quite possible she has the class another period (or not at all) and comes to our class on her free time. I don’t know her name. I don’t know her story. I know she talks to another student who has gossip about everyone, and I know she laughs often. I don’t know how often she cries, or if her parents know, or if she has more than just scars. But that moment, the smile with another student at an innocent, naive question, has stuck in my mind. Is that the way we’re meant to react? Is the hurt we cause ourselves so ordinary that instead of commenting, we mock those who do?

    Hurting oneself doesn’t give one access to a special club. It isn’t a badge that proves one’s pain is real. It is a private, dangerous struggle. It is a sign that help is needed. It’s a cry for help from someone who has lost their voice.

    Be safe, okay? Not coddled, not afraid, but safe. Don’t run faster than you have strength: don’t handle everything until it kills you. Don’t judge people before you know their stories, and if you think someone is judging you, remember that they have a story of their own, that maybe their voice has been taken, and they are wishing desperately for a way to connect without hurting anyone. Be poised, be brave, be loving.

    xo, eddie

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      Denissimo

      I haven't seen this yet. I'm a bit late, but happy I did.

      Here lies a hidden gem... you cover basically all the points here. And wrapped it up neatly in an anecdote.

      I'll likely end up sending others to this post. So, if comments begin to pile up, sorry. Might be partially on me.

      "On the mo-on and sky..."

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  24. I love the pfp btw

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      I appreciate that.

      I got some inspiration from Leras, from mistborn.

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  25. I love the pfp btw

    1. Denissimo

      Denissimo

      Many thanks. I drew it using a laptop touchpad, so I;m proud of how it turned out.
       

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