*hugsss and appreciates the coder* yess lol I found it on Pinterest
*huggssss* thanks super
*hugssss* thxxxxx but yah it’s a combination of my parents being successful a d wanting me to do the same and of me just wanting to be the best or rly good bc I know I can.
the problem I have is that I get tons of validation from my friends from my teachers and from my family but the second I don’t practice as long as I was supposed too or stuff like that I just lose it. Things like that is often what leads into the disassociating type stuff bc I think it’s my heads way of being like if you think rn your gonna cry so just don’t think. Idk anyways I rlly appreciate everything you sent *hugs and well wishes for you and your family*
*hugs back* thxxx