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I’m not doing well
School is
terrible
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SpoilerI have one teacher
Shes the only teacher I’ve ever had this problem with
Shes super terrible
bad
like
she hasn’t taught me a single thing
Im no better at the subject than at the start of the year.
Today she returned an assignment with a 0/20, with the comment “you need to take a more clear direction”
I answered every question
I gave a structure to my essay
I gave specific evidence
And I got a 0/20
i dunno
I don’t know what to do, and im
im scared
like
i can’t switch out of this class, it’s AP and I signed a paper on the beginning saying that I’m not allowed to
but I seriously think someone’s gotta speak up about this teacher
In the end, the “school of hard knocks” mentality is just that. Nothing more.
Hard knocks.
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im really scared, and angry, and I only get angry when it’s really badlike
Really bad
Last time I got anywhere near (not even as angry as I have been now, tho) this angry was when I was being “bullied” (it wasn’t intentional, I got that sorted out)
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I just know that I could do so well
I know that I’m not stupid
but
this class
just makes me feel so stupid
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it’s a little bit why I wanna write so much
i wanna prove myself to myself
i just
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I’m not doing good
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SpoilerI hate the way I get when I’m sad
I get angry
i get spiteful, I get cruel
but then I get calculating
and the rational part of me kicks in, but it’s dysfunctional
I start to remember how people in these situations often act, and I ask myself if maybe I should be acting like that
i tell myself that one of the biggest signs of health problems is a change in personality, and wonder if I need to change
and I don’t, and I wont
but
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move been having thoughts
not serious
but thoughts
thoughts that I know someone else somewhere else would have
thoughts I liken to myself
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im scared, and I dont trust myself to talk to someone without losing it
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“{My name}, really consider what you are trying to address here. Keep your language simple and direct. You are not communicating the direction of this paper clearly.“
That was my teacher on a digital reply to my assignment. That’s what got me a 0/20
Sometimes I think she just has it out for me
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