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    Fènnù de yōulíng
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    Okay. This includes: Reading. Writing. Other. Etc. All dat stuf.

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  1. I’m not doing well

    School is

    terrible

    I

    Spoiler

    I have one teacher

    Shes the only teacher I’ve ever had this problem with

    Shes super terrible

    bad

    like

    she hasn’t taught me a single thing

    Im no better at the subject than at the start of the year.

    Today she returned an assignment with a 0/20, with the comment “you need to take a more clear direction”

    I answered every question

    I gave a structure to my essay

    I gave specific evidence

    And I got a 0/20

    i dunno

    I don’t know what to do, and im

    im scared

    like

    i can’t switch out of this class, it’s AP and I signed a paper on the beginning saying that I’m not allowed to

    but I seriously think someone’s gotta speak up about this teacher

    In the end, the “school of hard knocks” mentality is just that. Nothing more.

    Hard knocks.

     
     
    im really scared, and angry, and I only get angry when it’s really bad

    like

    Really bad

    Last time I got anywhere near (not even as angry as I have been now, tho) this angry was when I was being “bullied” (it wasn’t intentional, I got that sorted out)

     

    I just know that I could do so well

    I know that I’m not stupid

    but

    this class

    just makes me feel so stupid

     

    it’s a little bit why I wanna write so much

    i wanna prove myself to myself

    i just

     

    I’m not doing good

     

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    2. Through the Living Wrath

      Through the Living Wrath

      Spoiler

      I hate the way I get when I’m sad

      I get angry

      i get spiteful, I get cruel

      but then I get calculating

      and the rational part of me kicks in, but it’s dysfunctional

      I start to remember how people in these situations often act, and I ask myself if maybe I should be acting like that

      i tell myself that one of the biggest signs of health problems is a change in personality, and wonder if I need to change

      and I don’t, and I wont

      but

       

       

      move been having thoughts

      not serious

      but thoughts

      thoughts that I know someone else somewhere else would have

      thoughts I liken to myself

      i

       

       

      im scared, and I dont trust myself to talk to someone without losing it

       

    3. Through the Living Wrath

      Through the Living Wrath

      “{My name}, really consider what you are trying to address here. Keep your language simple and direct. You are not communicating the direction of this paper clearly.“

      That was my teacher on a digital reply to my assignment. That’s what got me a 0/20

      Sometimes I think she just has it out for me

    4. Through the Living Hope

      Through the Living Hope

      I would definitely talk to another staff member. 0/20 when you did everything doesn’t make sense, especially if her only complaint is “you weren’t clear enough”

      Two or three points off, max. 

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