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Existential

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  1. also second thing, what is a husband in law? Dude I don't even know, but granted this is a really bizarre family tree as it is
  2. you could expand downward again, or just do some weird something or other to get around something or other
  3. why are we slapping, why are we setting things on fire, and what is going on adding to my statement
  4. I know I'm here a lot, talking about stuff, but I guess I just need to get it out somewhere. Hope you guys don't mind. its been a long week, and I really just want to rest. but I can't. People recently keep telling me that if I want to rest that I should take meds or try this or try that. I just wish I could get them to understand. I'm not a normal person. It's not that I don't sleep by choice, or really even by normal insomnia standards. I'm worried about everything, all the time. What if this what if that, yk? I just want to be someone who functions with society, I guess. I don't wanna worry about my parents, my sister, grades, jobs, life. I don't wanna fear that I'll never be able to talk to my girlfriend again because our forms of communication have been taken away. I don't wanna cry, or be a burden making other people do the same. And I can't be the therapist friend as much as I used to. It's hard. and taking other people's burdens is a lot on my shoulders. For some reason, people don't seem to get it. I'm the one who's happy, smiles, and looks put together, but I'm not. I just... feel I have to be because if I'm not, who will be? I guess the big takeaway is I'm just anxious and depressed. I wish I wasn't. I want to be the person everyone wants me to be. They want me to do all these things and I tell them no because if I did those things I might just fall apart adding another thing to my plate. and god bless Glass, she is more than I deserve helping me through this stuff, even if I don't talk about it. I know that was more just a rant, but I needed to get stuff out, and the anonymity here helps me get my thoughts out with less fear of being judged thank you for reading, have a wonderful day
  5. now everyone is interested
  6. film lit, so basically itsjust about foundations of film and such
  7. I don't know if I believe you
  8. I thought you were going to bed
  9. you're real for that
  10. reading my textbook so I can pass my quiz tomorrow
  11. Can't, too busy. Also, what's sleep?
  12. NO,PLEASE, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Valid
  13. anyone wanna read my textbook for me?I don't wanna read it
  14. glad you have someone you convinced to listen to it lol
  15. I agree with glass, I'm lost
  16. I leave to watch one episode of daredevil and now there is talk of russian roulette what in the world
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