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mental health is so teehee cutesy mindful demure because talking abt it w/ friendly strangers online is easy but i regularly lie to my physciatris because i can't tell if she's a doctor for physical health or a doctor for mental health
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where'd all the time go started to FLYYYYyyyyYYYYYyyYYYYyYYyYy
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Spoiler
so ive just learned that these things exist
SpoilerI AM UNSTOPPABLE
Spoilergaslight gatekeep girlboss
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SHNIOBDVOISDJNDKVL YAY HUGS! Stormlight 5 was EPICCCCCCCCCC. To avoid spoilers anyways --avoiding karma lol--, THANOS REALLY DOES JUST SNAP IN THE LAST PART Omg but do y'all ever feel like you don't FEEL particularly sad, despondent, hopeless, resentful, or self-loathing, and then there it is, you catch one of those thoughts there and it's like???? but i don't FEEL like that thought?? Like listen ok brain you can be as miserable and self-loathing as you want but it is SCARY to think those things about myself and not emotionally respond in any way. Makes me miss crying, and scratching which also just sucks, cause I don't WANT to miss hurting myself, or feeling generally terrible, but going numb is going to be worse... i say y'all WAY too much for a new yorker how did this even happen lol... why is it merging replies what is this huh why am i an old grandma who has to get a 17 year old grandson to use the computer for her what is THIS
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Oh yeah those exist...I keep forgetting lol
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but imagine if Hoid and Kim Dokja from Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint met...the amount of chaos...teehee
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FINISHED ALSO OMG THE LINE WHERE ISHAR IS LIKE "WHAT ARE YOU?? HIS GOD???" AND KALADIN SAYS "I'M HIS THERAPIST" IS SO ICONICCCCCCC. and also like, the massive events that permanently change the cosmere but i'm ignoring those in favor of cool quotes My sweet child who is probably older than me, you are in for a RIDE. Crem gets INSANE at the end, omg, I have never experienced such visceral SHOCK from a book (sadness and happiness yes, but rarely shock) (i've read too much warrior cats to react to plottwists)
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i can't be trusted to read memoirs, because i see the people as characters, and then the headcannons start...
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And for me since I take meds (one for focusing n stuff like society expectations assimilation, one for focusing like not getting panic attacks) (teehee overstimulation), whenever I am loud, happy, excited, active, energetic, any of those fun things, I was asked sometimes if I forgot my meds. It stopped eventually, but still... There's just this constant push to be "normal," but no one defined "normal," and so far that's been my one wrong question on the vocab section for YEARS
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HI!!!! I can't help but notice thou art reading WaT...How far are you? No one else I know has finished it lol, and I've got about like 80 theories. The dots are connecting, THEY'RE CONNECTING OMG YEAH and do you ever feel like people say you're lazy when you're quiet and calm and "think before you act," and "too impulsive and loud," when you're active, and happy? Ugh, I swear we're all just trapped in a cycle of being not enough and too much, and no one maintaining the cycle notices it
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Wait just in the case that I’m accidentally intruding—may I join? On top of my own issues I just genuinely like giving others simple words of comfort, and honestly I just want people to chat with about the things I box up that I won’t have to see in the morning. Magic of strangers I guess…I go by Anh!
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“Read Stormlight Archive!” I say, and all’s going well until they ask how long the book is
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Does ADHD count? Often we’re (people with ADHD, esp when students or working) told that we aren’t living up to our potential because of the whole inconsistent-work-quality thing (apparently if we’re good at one thing, we have to be good at everything else who invented this idea), and I know for me it’s detrimental to self-esteem. I also have genuinely bad mental health (I’m sorry wdym it’s like oh, I finally no longer actively want myself dead, but I still hate myself?? Where is the logic to this, why is my brain bullying me) but hey I figure I can just Shallan that and ignore and/or create alt personas (the Shallan part’s a joke, so far)
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Hoid and Alice from Genshin know each other, and I will die on that hill if I have to
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It’s canon in the game Genshin Impact that there is an out-world KFC for world-travelers like Alice (genshin’s Hoid, essentially) and I’m convinced Alice and Hoid eat KFC at the Imaginary Tree KFC together and talk about all the powerful divine beings they’re going to annoy the next day
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Whenever a teacher would compliment my writing I would mentally look back at what I’ve read (slowburn gay fanfics, Brandon Sanderson, Warrior Cats, and a ton of surprisingly deep shonen manga) and laugh inside, because they DIDN’T KNOW. They’ll never know all my wisdom comes from reading several long books about crabs and bad weather
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Infinity Craft but with Shards lives rent free in my head, if this doesn’t exist already someone should make it lol. Heck, I’ll pull up Scratch again and make it. I just wanna merge em, y’know?
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Hi I’m sorry but what if kandra could reproduce via mitosis
(process that cells duplicate)
that’s not a theory lol it’s just a wouldn’t it be cool teehee haha
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No but imagine you’re me at like 2 AM rereading The Lost Metal because I miss them your honor Wayne supremacy, and then I’ve just realized why Hoid is there and why Autonomy is moving, and why everything is happening and I CANT SHARE MY THEORIES WITH MY FRIEND CAUSE SHES STILL ON RoW
…it’s not spoilers if I’m incredibly cryptic, is it?
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i have no regrets My beautiful little doodle lol© Hmmmm so how about we don’t steal it
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Kelsier would rather ironpull door hinges off the doors and then kick down the door than read if it was a push or pull door, and I won’t take arguments
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AHHHH OK WAIT SO LEMME COOK: Shallan hcs: - Her hair is a dark red, but still vibrant, cause she’s Veden - She has light green eyes because color theory - Since she’s short around the Alethi and has to walk fast to keep up, she’s a super fast walker all the time even when it’s just her - Curlier hair than Radiant or Veil Radiant: - Lighter, blonder shade of red hair, she’s an actual ginger, Shallan’s just Karma Akabane lol - Her hair has no curls, because she wears it in a braid, and it’s easier to draw braids with straight hair, and she’s a drawing, kinda - Her eyes are light blue, because Radiant was partially created to assimilate more with the Kholins and I will duel all of y’all on that Veil: - Her skin tone changes based on what country she’s in, for espionage - She wears a white hat and a white suit and she OWNS IT - She can’t draw, but she CAN forge signatures and handwriting!
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Full-8-hours-of-sleepspren supremacy…they’re very rare though Yeah that’s basically just what I look like talking anytime, nothing can describe how much I relate to Renarin forgetting to say words sometimes because he’s thinking too fast for his mouth
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Lightweaver! Prolly because I’m creative and artistic and all of that jazz and I would also rather admit profound secrets to a sentient squiggle of lines than hold myself accountable to a couple of words
