Just-A-Stick
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*fear* Hey Eddie...? You okay?
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She nodded, but didn't look up.
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Rex licked her suddenly dry lips. "I... umm... I would never want to hurt him." She said, looking down.
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@InfiniteInsanity
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Rex blushed slightly, but was still smiling. "Alright, Mr. Johnson." She said quietly.
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I wrote a poem the other night
SpoilerCrippling Depression
I stare at the ceiling,Unmoving.My mindFeels numb.I don’t evenBlink my eyes.My body tingles,My hands shake,I’m cold all over.But the realChill isInside.I feel frozen in place,Stuck in aCold, mentalMud.My eyes water and aSingle tearRollsDown myCheek.I can’t even move toWipe it away.It feels warm,Then cold,Traveling down,To drip into myEar.I blink onceAnd it brings moreTears.They sting my eyesAs they fall.I am being consumedBy this empty feeling.By the immense lonelinessThat finds meSo often these days.I can’t get warm.I can hardlyMove my chestUp andDownTo breathe.The emptinessIs joined byThe massiveWeightOf self hatred.I can feel myHeartBreaking,Even as itBeats.My eyes goUnfocused,Lights blurry.The world is softerThat way,Everything looksLike clouds.Clouds thatI can sink into,Sink intoUnmoving,Wrapped in theCold mistyBlanket.I’m shaking harder now,I can hardly feel it.I can’t see it.I try toWiggle myFingers,But it’s too hard.I am faintly awareOf a sensationOf drifting.Have I joined theClouds?Is that what I am now?Cold and damp,Floating away,To some otherPlace?Twenty-three daysI whisper in my mind,It’s too long.I can’tWait thatLong.I’m drifting.D r i f t i n g…DRIFTING~ Stick 3-21-24 -
Mmmhmmm Sure
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"I hope it is, Sir." She said.
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Rex reached for his hand, taking it in hers and smoothing the skin over it with her thumb. "I must say, I love your son very much."
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"He's done more than his fair share of taking care of me, too." She said, smiling fondly at Daniel.
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"I... Okay..." She forced her smile to come back. "Thank you for being so kind to me."
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"I-Is it me?" She asked, worried. "I can leave..."
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Rex smiled, glad that Daniel was happy. "You have a beautiful home." She said, directed at Daniel's mother.
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"Oh, I'm sure they're nice while they're arguing too!" She laughed, a genuine laugh, not forced.
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Rex smiled back at him. "You have such nice children." She said quietly, but kindly. "They are so sweet and kind."
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She leaned into him. "Okay, I trust you." She whispered back.
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Rex unconsciously let her shoulders relax, leaning her head against Daniel's shoulder.
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She flinched, but recovered quickly. "You're welcome."
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She sighed. I don't know... it's just... I don't know how to act? What if everything goes wrong?" He could probably sense her worry quite easily.
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I'll be fine...
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She stared at Jimmy, fear clouding her mind. Jump! She stepped off the cushion and onto the floor, making it look like an accident.
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Really?
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Well, it took a lil bit for me to decide what I wanted my "I'm back" post to be...
But! I decided to post more
Watercolor Art
So, here we go!
I did 3 trout for an environmental science thingy for school.
IT TOOK HOURS-
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BUT I DID IT!!
(yes, i KNOW the brookie doesn't look right! i was rushed and I messed up a bunch)
And, my Mom's birthday is on Saturday so I painted her a flower.
It's supposed to be a ranunculus, but it looks more like a rose.
Not the best, but it was okay.
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Anyway, I'm still alive, even if I don't feel like it.
Love y'all,
Stay safe,
My PMs are always open.
~ Stick
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Okay. She moved her foot back to the cushion. I like when you hold me. She said quietly.
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One person? She made as if to step off the cushion.
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