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    My Jesus is SO COOL!!
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    With @SmilingPanda19 and @Part of The Narative in our Walmart dumpster
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    hi :)
    i love jesus, thrifting, and reading
    i'm an amateur potter, sort of broke, a student, an artist, a child of God, a poet, a choir kid, a lover of nature and a huger of people and trees.
    i'm a bit quirky but its okay because i was made exactly how i was supposed to be made, and i'm learning to love who i am in Christ!
    please feel free to PM me to hear my testimony, ask questions, hear encouragement, or genuinely just talk to me
    (i'm one of those rare people-loving introverts <3)

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  1. Just-A-Stick

    Hello!

    I didn't fail school!

    I made it!

    And I went berry picking this morning!

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    I wrote a thing last night:

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    I wish pretending away the pain
    Was a legitimate option.
     
    I wish saying “I’m fine.” Worked.
     
    I wish they made bandaids for
    Bullet holes,
    For broken hearts,
    Crushed spirits,
    Twisted minds…
     
    I wish that I knew how to heal the
    World.
     
    I wish I had a better way
    To fix things
    Than over apologizing for
    Everything.
     
    If I had the power to change
    Things,
    If I didn’t read so much in a single
    Word,
    Sentence,
    Body movement…
     
    If my mind didn’t assume the worst
    If I was stronger than my anxiety
     
    If I wasn’t so much,
    If I could learn how to be
    Without hurting so many,
     
    If I could shrink my emotions,
    Make them invisible,
    Not burden others with them,
    If I could hide,
    Have thicker walls…
     
    If I was less vulnerable.
    If I could hold myself together…
    If I had the right words,
    If I was less of a mistake.
     
    If I wasn’t so selfish,
    If I thought the world didn’t
    Revolve around me and my
    Stupid
    storming
    Insecurities
     
    If I had the strength
    To resist,
    To make something of myself
    To get a job
    Live up to expectations
     
    If I wasn’t a failure
    If the voices were quieter
     
    What if there was
    A bandaid for
    Self hatred?
     
    Something to cover it up,
    Hide it from view,
    Not let people see…
     
    I’m a failure.
     
    When there’s no one,
    I’m still here.
     
    I’m backsliding…
    Do I care?
    If this spiral
    Results in my death,
    Would that be
    So bad?
     
    I’m so tired.
     
    Tired of trying to fly.
    In my mind, to try and fly,
    You must first
    Find a cliff,
    And jump.
     
    If you die, then you know,
    You belong in the dirt.
    You don’t deserve to fly.
     
     
    A stranger.
     
     
     
     
    I thought I knew you.
     
    But even you
    Don’t deserve
    What I have
    To offer.
     
    I wouldn’t wish
    The burden of me
    And the wreck I am
    On my worst enemy,
    Much less you,
    My friend.
     
    I don't need an answer.
    Maybe, all I really needed,
    Was someone to hear
    A few more words.

    I also did some henna the other day

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    Tis a good reminder.

    I'm gonna post the rest of the berry pics in the photography thread cause they're so aesthetic! 

     

    One Blood.

     

    ~Stick

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    2. Throw TheLiving Silverware

      Throw TheLiving Silverware

      Mmmm... berries, delicious berries. Can I eat some?

      *adds hug*

    3. Silver Phantom

      Silver Phantom

      How many berries did you get?

    4. Just-A-Stick

      Just-A-Stick

      @Just a Silvereye- You may have some! *receives hug*

      @Silver Phantom- We got 6 quarts! :D It took us about half an hour to pick them all

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