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Just-A-Stick

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    My Jesus is SO COOL!!
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    With @SmilingPanda19 and @Part of The Narative in our Walmart dumpster
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    hi :)
    i love jesus, thrifting, and reading
    i'm an amateur potter, sort of broke, a student, an artist, a child of God, a poet, a choir kid, a lover of nature and a huger of people and trees.
    i'm a bit quirky but its okay because i was made exactly how i was supposed to be made, and i'm learning to love who i am in Christ!
    please feel free to PM me to hear my testimony, ask questions, hear encouragement, or genuinely just talk to me
    (i'm one of those rare people-loving introverts <3)

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  1. Guys!

    I went to dinner

    and wrote a poem

    Spoiler

    Mental Picture

     
    I’m imagining
    Somewhere quiet,
    Peaceful.
     
    I’m whisking myself away ,
    Creating a mental picture.
     
    I can go anywhere,
    For imagination has
    No limits.
     
    I’m ignoring the
    Noises.
    The hustle and
    Bustle of
    A crowed
    Restaurant.
     
    I’m ignoring
    The dizziness
    Ignoring the headache.
     
    Trying not
    To focus on
    The banging
    Clanging
    Voices
    Can’t breathe-
     
    Heart racing
    Mind numbing
    Tunnel vision
     
    Blinking back
    The black spots
     
    People behind me
    Reaching for
    Knives
    Kill my family
     
    Can’t breathe-
    Swirling
    Always swirling
    Not hungry
    Have to escape
     
    Run
    Hide
    Disappear
     
    Feel hot and cold
    Flushed
    Dizzy
     
    Good thing
    I’m sitting
    Down
    Or i might
    Pass out
     
    Watch
    Buzzes
    Heart rate
    To fast
     
    Can’t slow down
    Racing
    My mind
    Have to
    Pay
    Attention to
    The children
    Need me
    Can’t not be okay
    For them
     
    Calling my name
    Snap out
    Play their games
    Sit on shaking
    Hands
     
    Mental picture
    Dissipates
    Fading
    Popping into
    Dark swirling
    Mist.
     
    No escape
    Not yet
    Chest feels
    Tight
    Legs shake
    Can’t breathe
    Trying not to
    Hyperventilate
    Hot
    Hot hot hot
     
    Take a sip of
    Water
    The burns my
    Tongue with
    Cold
    But does nothing
    To rid of the
    Internal heat
    And pressure
     
    Can’t find
    My mental picture.
    It’s gone.
     
    ~ Stick 4-26-24

    this is how I write when I'm literally dying.

    my heart great was 106 bpm the ENTIRE time T-T

    I love restaurants guys-

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      Maybe, I don’t know what I would write it about though...

    3. Just-A-Stick

      Just-A-Stick

      PM me if you need help :) 

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      Will do!👍

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