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    My Jesus is SO COOL!!
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    With @SmilingPanda19 and @Part of The Narative in our Walmart dumpster
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    hi :)
    i love jesus, thrifting, and reading
    i'm an amateur potter, sort of broke, a student, an artist, a child of God, a poet, a choir kid, a lover of nature and a huger of people and trees.
    i'm a bit quirky but its okay because i was made exactly how i was supposed to be made, and i'm learning to love who i am in Christ!
    please feel free to PM me to hear my testimony, ask questions, hear encouragement, or genuinely just talk to me
    (i'm one of those rare people-loving introverts <3)

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  1. Just-A-Stick

    *sighs*

    Guys...

    I think I'm dying.

    Here's a poem.

    Spoiler

    In My Arms

     
    I
    Hold you close,
    Hold you tight,
    Cradle you
    Against my shoulder.
     
    I love you.
    I hope
    You know that.
    I try to show my love
    In this way.
     
    I think you appreciate it.
    I hope you love it
    As much as I
    Do.
     
    I lay my head
    Against yours,
    Sync my breathing
    With yours,
    Try to make
    The feeling last.
     
    The end of it,
    Unfortunately,
    Is inevitable.
     
    I’m waving.
    I’m hugging.
    I’m saying
    Goodbye.
     
    While on the inside,
    It feels so much
    More final
    Then a simple
    Goodbye.
     
    The tears start,
    After a while.
     
    I don’t try and stop them.
    They, like my goodbye,
    Are inevitable.
    Unable to be
    Stopped.
     
    The tears fall and I find myself
    Holding on to the “bye, Ahna.”
    Grasping the “I love you.”
    Close
    To my heart.
     
    At times, I reach out my
    Hand,
    Wishing your palm was against
    Mine.
     
    Wishing you
    Were in my arms
    Right then.
    I’m
    Counting down the
    Days until,
    I might just
    Get to hold you
    Again.
     
    “I miss you.”
    The words so often
    Fall from my lips,
    Echoing the plea in
    My heart.
     
    I try to stop the words,
    Sometimes.
    I don’t want to be
    More clingy than
    I already am.
     
    Other times,
    I can’t keep them in.
    I hear them back.
    “I miss you too.”
     
    My heart doesn’t want
    To accept your words.
    I don’t think I deserve
    To be missed.
    I am, after all,
    Only me.
     
    It’s just me,
    Here like I usually
    Am,
    Waiting like normal.
     
    Wondering…
    Wishing…
    Hoping…
     
    Is this wrong?
    Am I doing something
    Wrong?
    Is something
    Wrong
    With me?
     
    Sometimes, the confusion
    Sets in.
    The fear,
    The hopelessness.
     
    I realize just how
    Helpless
    Against the world
    I really am.
     
    I wish I could
    Keep you close.
    Always.
     
    I wish I could fix things
    For everyone.
    For you.
    I want to fix it
    For you.
     
    My friend.
     
    I just wish I could
    Keep things the way
    That feels
    Right.
    That feels safe.
     
    My dear friend…
    I love you.
    I can’t wait
    To hold you
    Again.
     
    ~ Stick 4-21-24

    Another SU coming soon.

    You have to read this one to understand the next one though.

    ~ Stick ❤️ 

    1. Through the Living Questio

      Through the Living Questio

      *hugs*

      Hope everything gets better

      let me know if you need anything

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      shortcake

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