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Panda Daily Life Update #1:
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I have no words.
Today was horrible. Absolutely horrible.
My best friend is forcing me to see the school counselor tomorrow.
I… I don’t even know what I don’t even know anymore.
There are so many problems and I want to explain I just don’t have the energy anymore.
Feel free to ask me, I feel more inclined to talk about it if someone talks about a specific area of my day. Like message me or reply and just ask me about things I guess. You know?
I just wanted to let yall know I exist.
I might be iffy for the next couple days, the energy is not providing enough for the shard at the moment. It comes in bursts.
Sorry to everyone I’m supposed to be helping, hopefully my other gamemakers can improv the hunger games till I’m in a good mindset.
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She covered Tizzy’s ears and turns her head slightly. “You know Zira, not everyone has to be ass.”
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Hey folks.
Im gunna check my 70 notifs, just give me a bit.
Sorry I haven’t been on much, I wasn’t finding the energy or willpower to do so. It’s been a… wavy? Yeah. Wavy last few days. Ups and downs, high tide, low tide, CRASH-
There have been lots of tears, in school, out of school.
There have been thoughts I’d rather not think about.
I’ve gotten less sleep because I stay up, savoring a moment or a song to myself before I’m forced to wake up tomorrow.
So many people making fun of me behind my back, not knowing how horribly self conscious and self aware I am.
So many people I’m starting to hate.
So much skepticism of even my family, my dearest friends, the people I love.
My mental health dropping up and down and swinging rapidly over the week.
Though there have been many lows, there were highs.
I got to laugh with my friends for the first time in a while.
Im starting to take better care of myself, trying to make myself feel more beautiful.
I’m having really good conversations with my dad about the way the world works, he was always good at talking with me.
Im going to be getting a lot of attention today from my best friend because she will be riding both buses home and she hasn’t done that in two weeks.
So that’s a little life update. There’s probably more but I’m running on 5 and 1/2 hours of sleep so I’m not really sure what. Anyways, hope everyone’s doing okay.
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About three minutes pass and then suddenly the ship lifts up into the air. Jock shakes his head in the ship and blinks a few times and then fly over Nova, popping the cockpit. ”Get in!” She just sighs. “Silly little kids.” She moves Tizzy a little closer to her. ”Is she bothering you, pumpkin?”
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He just hides. He looks around a little and back at her. “I’ll be right back.” He runs in the opposite direction of the ship. She rolls her eyes, and moves away from Elan Jr. Moving to the couch. She pats on her right knee. “Come here little one, let’s not fuss.” Madam President waves her hand at her. "Zira love stop scaring the poor girl."
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“It would be my pleasure.” A little hiss moves in with the s on pleasure but he shrugs it off.
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Jock sees her and yells. ”Wanna partner?”
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Out of nowhere a delver comes rushing in from the abyss to meet Aria and Juniors ships, Merp sniffles really loudly at Junior and disappears out of thin air. @Ookla the Lotus @SymphonianBookworm Everyone Suddenly the five separate fragments move back together into one giant piece. In the middle a single ship comes down. A voice comes over the speakers: “A little cherry on top. Oh and this one is a Dulo, meant for two people. Have fun!” Jock looks around and starts running for it. GMHQ Madam President looks around, she walks up behind Elan jr, getting creepily close behind. Her side and hips lay against his back slightly. “Tizzy my little muffin dear, how are things going down here?” @Ookla the Pastry @Ookla the Prehistoric
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SmilingPanda19 replied to Curious Anamaximder's topic in General Discussion
Today was a day. Ive been shaking. I got my limp back for some reason for a bit, I must of messed up my ankle. was on the edge of tears earlier. I don’t know what I’m doing or why I’m doing it. Sorry to everyone who needs me. I’ve been shaking and trembling. I’ve been silent. Ive nearly cried. Ive panicked. Ive been fidgety. Ive been EXTREMELY self conscious. Today has been a day. -
Merp licks his nose and climbs onto Juniors lap. He curls up a little in the cat loaf position and looks up at him. Suddenly his eyes change and he starts to quickly sniffle at him. Meanwhile……. Jock still stands on the edge of the extreme desert fragment, he needs to get to Aria. It’s time he finds a way to steal someone’s ship.
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Merps brother fr
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@Ookla the Believer
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I don’t remember seeing ‘give Panda a new sharder title’ in the schedule
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The sand moved and formed a sand bed underneath her. It fluffed up a sand pillow and make sure she was nice and cozy.
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